Thursday 14th January 2010..............

One in the morning....

just woke, rebuilt the fire, nice night......

thinking about world situation etc. and where its all going.... the
banksters with a grand delusion of themselves owning the world...
like the Tao says, grasp and lose it... clutching claws in this case,
their evil stench rises on high... Basically the word is out, and
like all words, once spoken, is forever thereafter spoken... you cant
shove it back into your mouth....

so we have a planet run by robber barons, who would be gods... and
became demons in the process... but word is out, many now use the
vampire analogy with them... hypocrits, imbecils, arrogant
jerks... I heard a recording of Rothschild talking about setting up
factories to turn carbon into dry ice and then transport it to the
poles to keep them cold.... this is insanity in physics....

I'm sure it sounds plausible to him, he'd own the factories & ships
and nuclear power plants, and common folk would do all the working
and dying..... but it would not get anywhere with climate...

schemes to pocket money is all they can imagine....

every cure is more greed....

follow these people to hell if you choose... just follow the yellow
brick road... the money trail....

if you expect them to save you, you are insane...
they are intellectually bankrupt thieves, killers & liars...

Vampires with more excuses for missing children...
control freaks...

I once heard that if all humanity's nuclear weapons were set off at
one time, the energy release would equal about 4 minutes of a
hurricane.... so how many factorys, ships, and energy sources would
it realistically take to affect the temperature of the planet, and
how much waste heat would be produced making & transporting the dry
ice?

we're talking about an absurd concept here.... coming from the mouth
of the richest man on the planet.....

the savior of damnation.....

space is the answer, not more industrial hell on earth....

we have an imbecil prince who thinks we can save the world by
building icecream factories for him...

I think you'd better prepare for insanity..... we're there... they
plan on crashing the world economy to milk us coming and going...
and giving themselves more of everything in the process...

Starve a billion people or more to death for a vanity....

leaders? Hardly!

the village idiot has a better grip on reality than the lords in the castles...

I heard yesterday, of a new study that connects TV watching with
premature death, other factors isolated out... If you watch 4 hours a
day your chance of death goes up by over 40%......
Thats with no trips to the fridge, no pizza delivery, no beers or
soft drinks, no stressful job in the morning, just the effects of
sitting there watching the piece of shit....

so I guess me taking up hobbies as a kid instead of watching TV wasnt
such a bad idea?

anyway, interesting times.... best keep your parachute handy......

because baby, she's going down.. we're in a nose dive now.... and
all the king's horses and all the king's men havent connected
convection cells and north sky effect, over the land mass of
Antarctica versus the Arctic ocean.....

silly monkeys who call themselves wise?

nope! Best shut off the TV and work on your neoindigenous gear, so you
have something better to carry as a refugee than your TV.....

take a look at Haiti..... earthquakes in one place after another,
wars & rumors of wars.....

take a look at the video.... same thing is coming to your town....
do you have an axe? a digging bar, a hydraulic jack? then how will
you get your family members out from under the rubble?....

where does more & more earthquakes go?

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Wednesday 13th January 2010........

morning,
have spuds & ripe bananas in the peel in the dutch oven over a slow
fire... have been munching on coconut, radio time soon....

did some surfing this morning, looking for a couple stag horn slabs
for a knife, they wanted $75 for slabs on line... so I guess I'll be
happy with Cortesa instead....

I only paid $2 for the blade, cut down a thick french knife with
german handle style tang, made a Puma White hunter style blade....

which I am way happy with, the original Puma is a tich thick for my
tastes, and I dont need the back edge.... so I'm gearing up for a
knife project... debating a brass guard, I have a nice coin that
would work....or could go bolsters... I dunno...

and I came to the realization this morning, that just using what I
had, was better than buying, because the real goal is durable
survival gear, and not something fancy... basically with knives you
are after designs that are handy, not Rambo.... field knives are
camp knives, i.e. Handy in size and shape, with a bit thicker
blades for durability, but not too thick or you start getting problems
cutting efficiently.. knives are mechanically an inclined plane,
that cuts by having an extremely fine edge.. by having a thinner
blade you can get flatter angles, effectively sharper.... but too
thin, and blade gets flimsy... too thick, and you can still get an
edge, but it requires much more force, and efectively becomes more
of an axe than a knife...

The logic is this, that in the field, you dont have the opportunity
to resupply, and also tools are often called upon to do some rough
duty.... so basically a camp knife is a kitchen knife, but a bit
heavier duty than normal.. what you see for sale as hunting knives
are often useless for anything but complimenting your
steriods..........

if you dont believe it, try using the Rambo knife in the kitchen
at home for awhile......

Camp chores are similar to kitchen chores, the first necesity
being food.... but camp chores are also very retro.... they include
keeping a fire going, shaving wood sticks to create tinder, also
they get used for basic butchery, on animals, fish, and tough
veggies.... things dont come all cut into packaged portions....
butchery of animals, larger ones, deer etc. is hard work for a
knife, and requires a very keen edge, often being resharpened once,
maybe twice, in a single process.....

an item in the camp kitchen not in the house kitchen is a
hachet..... a hatchet is a knife saver...
in cold climates its a life saver, and the colder the climate the
more you need its big brother the axe....

I suspect my bugout gear contains more knives, than any other
item... one thing I'd like to do when I can is make heavy leather
sheaths or boxes for my best sharpening stones... I have smaller
sharpening stones in leather
belt sheaths... would like to do something similar for my full sized
sharpening stuff...
protectors from breakage more than anything else...

Earthquakes in diverse places? just heard maybe hundreds of thousands
of dead in Haiti....

End times.... best rethink yourselves....

time is what we have the least of...

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Tuesday 12th January 2010............

Evening, slept awhile, woke rested.. now night....

was laying in bed thinking about all the intrigue on the planet,
heard VOA on shortwave quoting US govt official denying US involvement
in killing of Iranian nuclear scientist....

my mental response was its not going to matter who denies what, when
the shit hits, and then the Ranchers arrive to do clean up, some where
in that process the guilty get theirs.. and the bible, Enoch, and
Koran all say good folk manage to escape...

I dont see any blanket promise other than the ressurection, and I
consider that best thought of, in terms of as an insurance policy...

I think it would be far better if people began to rethink themselves
and turned the tide on the world government fanatics, but I dont count
on that happening, human nature being what it is....

the Koran has a clear statement that the game is to entrap the
killer/liar types, and let the good guys continue... I as a bit of a
kitchen scientist, wonder about the mechanism, and where do life,
technology, and spirituality define themselves in the minds of our
extra- terrestrial friends who manage the experiment we are the lab
rats in...

I tend to take it seriously... I didnt come at this from religion,
nor being a UFO buff.... and I dont look forward to megadeath due to
megastupidity...

I heard Hillary on the official US commentary, same broken record
routine stuck on repeat about helping women & girls.... pure
hypocrisy, bombing them with un-depleted uranium isnt really what
I'd call liberation, nor is killing off their men who are trying to
defend the culture from foriegn oppressors after resources etc...

I also heard on short wave that the US homeland security types have
publically admited they consider the US christians to be enemies of
the state.... I guess alienating a billion Muslims isnt enough? Now
they're going to take on the bible belt too?

What if the Muslims and the Christians realize they've been both
declared enemies? would mean they were allies by necesity... sounds
to me, like the status quo types are short a few brain cells... those
are two groups of people I wouldnt mess with.....

basically its all coming out into light of day, and the status quo
types must have a death wish going? just the Christians are a more
than formidible enemy... unnecessary enemy I might add... the type
used to be the system's staunchest supporters, and now heartland
america has realized the fascist game, and that they are in the
sights of the power trippers... the good old boys arent going to
take that on their bellies... unless its the prone position behind
cover...

I think the rich drones are imbecils...

Do they really think their society of corruption is up to the task
of oppressing the entire planet? thats quite a hunk to try and bite
off.. they're likely to choke on it.. also they twiddle with the
Russians & Chinese? man! arrogance must be really in? one nuke can
ruin your whole day.... basically a couple of tactical nukes, one on
new york and another on washington, and the status quo is dead
meat... a third on Tel Aviv, and all thats left is a rat hunt...

I think we have some serious insanity happening..

Alex Jones has said he's seeing signs of the status quo maybe
announcing alien contact.... and alex aint into UFO's and little
green men... I wonder what the push is? why the status quo would
bother? I dont see anything in it for them... unless they've spotted
something undeniable coming....

who knows? have to wait and see, but I wonder if blanket arrogance
includes adding aliens to Muslims and Christians on their easy enemies
list.... if so they are more insane than I'm capable of imagining...

me? I'm the foreward observer type... cant believe what I am hearing
over the squawk box... all adds up to crazy..... especially
considering how the game is all laid out in bible to Koran etc...
even the Tao... I guess when you are arrogant, warnings go unheeded?

I think if someone had spent all the time and effort to leave
warnings that lasted thousands of years, I'd want to pay attention....

but what do I know? Eh? didnt go to the right school, dont have the
right friends, and cant afford designer clothes nor a proper egomobile
to transport my vanity in... I just get by... I just try to do good
things, I just try to walk tall in my own life... and so far I
havent seen anyone on the planet deserving of being on it... the guy
in the mirror is a personal favorite, but he aint that great
either....

so I concentrate on getting my shit together as a brush rat.... Its
all I can do...

that and pray... Which makes more sense every day as I realize how
sick things are.....

anyway, I think I can sleep now, expressed my thoughts......

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Tuesday, 12th, January, 2010.........

Morning, awaiting dawn, had an anti gun dream wake me... guess I'm
listening to too much radio eh? Or maybe not?

well, I've said for most of my life; never trust a government, and
so far its been a spot on saying, and I suspect Jefferson & others
would agree with me...

one of the main problems the current status quo is having stems from
how much americans read.. we were book freaks before the web, now we
are book & web freaks...

and we are collectively ecclectic... there is somebody reading
everything imaginable.. that includes writings of the renegade
types...

like Jefferson....

the Elite assuming the public to be illiterate morons, is more than a
bit off target...

as Chaucer said; the only true university is a collection of books...

and what that means, is a high priced top end preppy education
hardly exceeds some fool who loves to read and has a decent library
they frequent...

the preppy degree will give you "Ups syndrom"...

Ups syndrom is kinda like down's syndrom, you get a bigger head,
but instead of being decent folks like down's syndrom, the victims of
Up's syndrom are often arrogant assholes...
And it does seem to be hereditary....

sitting with a book reading, is a humble passtime... Much different
than sitting with a wall hanger degree pretending to know more than
you actually do, and making money at it...

my point is; that there is an element of common folk better educated
than those with the best educations.....

add them up collectively, give them a system of communication planet
wide, and they soon are making lewd comments about the nakked
emperors from the classy U's, that mommy & daddy paid for, so their
little spoiled rich kids would have the best..

its obvious to me, the elite lack good sense...
I guess they didnt grow up in common culture
peppered with wise folk sayings, and smart assed commentary... ?
being snobs, they must have missed the real culture, or considered it
beneath themselves?

and so; dont know their ass from a hole in the ground etc.

where I grew up, if you thought you were getting good, there was
always somebody with a wise crack to set you straight...

In American culture disputes are more often settled with words than
fists... its why we didnt invent Martial arts thousands of years
ago, we didnt need it, the truth in the form of a quip, and the
looser with red ears was enough to decide the issue pubically...

in our social groups it aint the degree that counts, its can you stand
the heat when your critics turn it up on you?

and the only thing we love more than setting an arrogant person in
their place, is doing it to plenty of them.... human decency does
rate high in common culture, down where the real people are...

the "wise ass" is a folk hero of sorts in american culture.... we
expect them, we depend on them, we take them for granted....

They are generally creative and colorful, independent thinkers who
often have their heads poked out of the box everybody else is thinking
and muttering in....

which brings me to my bad dream induced point; if we let the status
quo take our guns, who's going to protect us from them, and their
stupidity?

aint gonna happen.... not unless they like being perforated.....

the places in the US with the worst crime, are also the places with
worst anti gun laws.... New York, Chicago, Washington etc....
washington being the worst if you add political corruption at the
national level into the stats.....

if you want to stop airline bombers, looking in our underwear wouldnt
be nearly effective, as asking us all to carry guns on flights...

Just because a bunch of hand wringing mommy's boys think you have to
have an expert to use a gun effectively, doesnt mean cops are the
only ones.... many cops R very good shots, I know, I've shot with
some.... but the average bumpkin is plenty good... its a funny
thing, when you grow up with plenty of freedom and space, and .22
Shells, boredom turns into practice, that later gets transferred to
better calibers....

who stopped the underwear bomber? wasnt the billion dollar homeland
security department, it was a couple of common guys.... I think we
need to quit relying on over priced experts, and start believing in
common man.... people used to carry guns on planes.... back before
hijackers and their government assistants.....

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Monday, 11th January, 2010........

Morning, did food hike, got more than I could carry... currently
munching coconut.....

baking a few green bananas, soon to clean some breadnuts and roast too......

not starving...

thinking this morning how I need to get my trip in better order, how
listening to the worlds problems is a distraction from fixing my
own... I'm doing OK, & have come a long ways in the last year,
dropping emotional baggage, realizing the power of getting my own
self improved...

I played guitar before dawn, working on chord rounds mostly, shifting
from one to the next, and making noticeable progress.....

much more rewarding to teach myself something than to watch TV...

the demise of the technocult, and commentating there on, has
become a hobby for me......

got pissed at it enough to leave it, now living pretty much like a
wild man in an Eden, what I lack in class, I make up for in
sustainability....

one thing I know is that it is possible to have a good life on a
subsistence level... civilisation is a distraction from reality...

it would be easy to organize a subsistence culture that functioned,
much easy than organizing a technical one thats inheriently
disfunctional...

I got an Email this morning from my friend, he said the Camper lots
around Eugene are empty now, the retirement types all the sudden quit
buying campers... I think thats a mistake, they no doubt are
withdrawing into their houses as the economy crashes, I'd much rather
have a camouflaged school bus, or house Truck backed into the brush
somewhere remote, than a house in town in whats coming....

people in town are going to be caught between raiders, FEMA on one
hand, gangs on the other, and both levying "Taxes" in the form of
what ever it is they want, from food to women..

most are going to be left with only one option, kill or be killed..

much better to scatter into the brush.... get lean & mean, and far
enough apart that raiders cant go door to door..

I was thinking about Geronimo, how his group made fools of the best
army of the day... mostly done with mobility... I'm sure they were
also raiding for food... would have been better if he'd had more
help, smart enough to stay out of pitched battles too.. People to
resist, grow food, attack from all directions..

I think in whats coming, its going to be a smoking free for all..
the Military bases have truck docks behind the chow halls....when
trucks quit showing up there, it all starts falling apart..

modern militaries assume supply lines.....
and continued infrastructure......

I wouldnt bet on any of that.....

it would be better if we didnt go there... It would be better if the
legal system began to function, and jail a bunch of greed heads....
Gietner would be a starting point, then sweep up the rest of the
sleaze bags he co-opped with.... we'll see what really happens, but
I'd be prepared for the worst...

I heard yesterday that a Rasmussen pole found over 70% of americans
very unhappy with the government, and over 40% very angry... gee?
What will happen to those numbers as things worsen? and will the
military protect those responsible? I doubt it....

I'm sure this has happened many times before in human history...
empires melt down from corruption, trading turns raiding, plenty die,
and those who dont begin again...

I was downloading martial arts fotos yesterday, got a nice foto of a
guard position for a great sword.... one I'd never seen before...
and I thought about Martial arts, and its farmer's roots... much of
it designed to take on raiders an win using whatever you have that
will work for weapons....

I was also thinking about how I'd design an expedient homestead from
scratch.. the brush hut version.. and thought the way to do it would
focus on water, a spring somewhere, and then build into a nearby
high spot, within sight of the spring, and then clear a hole for
garden, fruit, and pasture, with garden below the spring, fruit on
the hump, and the hut dug into the hump's top...

the clearing for pasture needs be a field of fire,for the approach,
and behind the hump one wants the forest closer, to be able to retreat
into, with higher mountains behind.... most raiders are going to
come from the valleys, from the cities... most astute survivalist
types will be dug into the hills...

I think its important to have forest etc... and a way to block or
disquise the entrance..

later, listening to short wave, sounds like bankster gate is heating
up.... this needs to go all the way...

vacuum the fleas out of the carpet.....
do a good job, or they just come back....

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Monday 11th January 2010........

Morning,

going on three thirty...

listened to short wave last night... heard Gietner may be headed for
jail, heard Eliot Spitzer coment, heard Obombout talk about airport
security and allude to body scanners but avoid mentioning by name.....

the thing to realize, is that its a fascist Junta financed by crooked
money propping themselves up with tech & theater and any means
possible, while more & more of the people figure it out........

it has a limited duration and a bad end coming up.... and its the
same everywhere... airport security isnt to protect the people, its
to protect the status quo... the buearocracy of bunglers cant protect
people, because its all designed to protect the status quo... like
playing towards one set of goal posts while talking playing towards
the others.....

and the Muslim extremeists arent really after the people, they just
do enough terrorism directed at air travel to cause the fascists to
have to spend millions for every dollar they spend... and there are
connections between the CIA & AlCIAda coming to light.. in other
words the wars and security are at their root a two faced game played
by the status quo to eliminate undesireables on both sides, create
theater, and prop themselves up and enrich themselves... playing WAR
ON PLANET as a greed game..... playing toy soldiers with bodybags
to catch the leaky residue.....

look who they are propping up! other corruptocracies, all up to
their eyes beak deep in the same carrion....

its war against the people....

beast government... just like the bible, Enoch, and Koran warn
about... yup! alien angels right on target..... do you suppose they
are also right about who wins, and what is done with those who play
along? good chance..... is that you? are you an unawake taxpayer
doing nothing to remove yourself from the belly of the beast?

well when it all collapses, sudden destruction, and you get to eat
bugs if youre lucky, then wait for the alien arrival, knowing you
were part of the problem, could be uncomfy....

all because of a group-think mentality with nobody with the guts to
actually do anything to stop it? everybody knowing soon, but nobody
willing to make the first moves to turn it around?

I think there will be those who move to stop it, the real question is
whether they get backup or not...

will the status quo be able to intimidate the fools while they butcher
the ones trying to stop it..

anyway, I'm trapped by circumstances into an observer/commentator
role... I can listen to radio, comment here, but made my choice to
get out of Rome/Babylon going on 15 years ago, so its like a citizen
of the empire living in Ireland as the Romans leave Britain... I
live like some world war two forward observer, watching the japanese
navy sail past from an island... the war will be decided without
me, but I am making a contribution..... do the messages get read?
I havent a clue.....

anyway, its an ugly game... And the airline companies are starting
to realize the body scanners are going to cost them clients, at the
same time the status quo is planning on putting them on the streets as
an excuse to fill labor camps with... remember, toenail clippers are
a felony weapon now, off to the Gulag you go...

in our brave new world, if you buy a kitchen knife, will you have to
pay to have it delivered to your door, to avoid risk of being picked
up as a terrorist on the way home from the store?

this is all insane folks.. airport security, street security, are
all there to prop up an evil status quo thats lying, killing and
stealing everywhere at once.. and the minute people quit going
along, quit supporting it, it starts going away in direct proportion
to actions taken..

I was happy to hear Eliot Spitzer making a comeback.... in the man's
darkest hour in public humiliation he urged others to not give up the
good fight because of his own errors & imprefection...

He would make a good leader against the status quo.... the man to
catch rats... The man to beat the status quo in national
elections....

to be human is to be imperfect, to fail is normal, to rise again is
leadership, and the good fight, and everybody doing their part in it,
is what its all about...

Obama has proven himself to be a puppet of the status quo... great
speaker, lousy at making the right decisions.. and is quite likely to
go down in history as doing more to bring on economic collapse than
any other politician...

you cant fix problems with more of the same, and talking about
thinking outside the box, isnt really thinking outside the box...
nor is it acting outside the box.......

we need a really big rat hunt at this point....

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Saturday 9th January 2010..........

Evening...

after dark, but a police state dream woke me... and the mosquitos
were whining outside the blanket, so I got up and rebuilt the fire to
smudge them...

One of the things I'd look forward to the rancher's arrival for, is
the ability to learn from them.. I'm sure they could answer some
questions.. one personal question I have, is one JC answered, saying
God is a spirit... but he also said things about good people seeing
god.. so I'd be into some clarification... at this point its a
mystery...

Another question is their view on self defense and guns, I dont
think they would be into gun confiscation, as much as into bad guy
clean up....

good people owning guns caused no problems.. Bad people with them are
a nightmare, be they crooks or cops.... the right to self defense,
including against an obviously corrupt and hypocritical government is
a self evident necesity, and any people who think otherwise are a
breeding ground for fascism.... the final check on government is an
armed populace... the problem with Elites, is Ego Blindness.... So
busy passing laws for little people they overlook controlling
themselves, and eventually corruption wins and permiates the culture
from the top down, as is obviously happening in the US.. control is
like a drug, some are more easily addicted, more attracted to it..
and now we have police forces with more & more control freaks, people
they used to know better than to hire...

if you want nothing to be accomplished, form a committee... if you
want serious problems, create a bureauocracy.....

if you want things to run smoothly, stay out of the business of the
people.. And use taxes to feed people, not to control or kill...

the ground rules of good governance were laid out in the Tao Te Ching
thousands of years ago... modern experts wouldnt know good governance
if it fell on them from the 40th floor....

well, they'll figure it out when the collapse hits.... when
stealing on one hand and doing nothing about it on the other collapses
the very system they depend on to play their crooked games...

Reading the Koran has me thinking about the muslim mindset... they
must see the US as the corrupt and evil predicted in the Koran.. It
fits the description, just as it fits similar descriptions in the
bible and book of Enoch... And I am sure they have realized that the
problem is foriegn oppressors combined with homegrown versions.. you
know, those people did fine without western culture trying to control
them, they'll do fine when it collapses..... the battle of good
against evil has traditional zones... a yin- yang dichotomy, with
the contaminating opposite dot on each side..

it is easier for the village to handle its home grown thief, than
ones from the capital.....
In modern culture we have them combined, the village isnt alowed to
rid itself of the petty thief, and the robber barons have free reign
also.... This is a recipe for disaster..

when things break down enough that no food arrives in the cities,
they will begin to think earnestly about the problems... before this
they will try everything possible except the right things....

Western Civilisation is dying, it is being legislated to death;
taxed and controlled.. the reason people arent having enough kids to
replace themselves, is because they have a retarded child of a
parasite bureauocracy living in their home and eating everything..

and the third world people still creating too many children are like
mindless barbarians who can only think of sex and food....

we dont need one child policies, we need vestigial government...

instead, we have bloated spiders multiplying like fleas on rats at
the city dump...

Well, when vanity dies, people will figure it out...
In the post modern era, government is theater at ground zero.. its
only a matter of time until peoples tired of outside manipulation
get technologies to rid themselves of foriegn oppressors... after
that the homegrown oppresors wont have the world's arms and munitions
factories to back them up either.. and eventually people will go back
to growing cucumbers, Lentils, and onions, instead of national
governments...

knowing when to stop prevents disaster....

the only thing that stops a status quo, is a sea of armed and angry
people, sick of being sucked, and having it be called for the common
good...

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