Sunday 24th April 2010......

afternoon,
just chopped wood, & got a fire going.. Cooking food for later... Put
some tea on, mostly have been eating bananas today...

its a hot day, slight breeze...

thinking about pony carts this afternoon..

have three different models I've been working on designs of long term...

the first is a wheeled travois, using sawn lumber and 4 wheelbarrow
wheels aft, to create a neoindigenous travois..
thinking have "poles" taper, and have a nylon strap harness rather
that cross over horse's back...

thinking to keep skids functional, by having 5/8's bolts welded head
to head for axles, a long bolt for wheel axle, and shorter to go thru
frame lumber...

then I'd need some short angle iron brackets to cross members from
skids, to prevent flexing due to axles, and not need anything between
the skids... on this device, I'd build a wooden bed, perhaps slats to
reduce weight, then do triangulated and laced racks above that, sloped
outward, then do nylon chord net sides inside of the rack sides, to
produce a very lightweight expeditionary wheeled travois made mostly
of wood...

this is the least expensive but highest quality, & simplest design I
can think of for hauling refugee gear...

My second design, is a Tumbril style cart, modernized... Using metal
frame, of either aluminum or steel tube, box or round, all depending
on tools & finances... if steel I'd go thin wall, and gas weld, if
aluminum thicker and TIG weld....

my bearings of choice, would be the front hub & brakes off of a small
4WD mini pickup truck... Welded to stub axels of pipe, and then an A
arm support structure to frame...

I'd do sides on this cart, triangulated and tilted outward, but have
an aluminum, or epoxy empregnated box liner, so that with removable
poles, you'd get a boat of sorts for fording rivers etc...

On this cart, I'd add bows, of aluminum or fiberglass rod, and have a
rubberized tarp top, that extended out fore & aft, and if bed was say
4 ft X 6 ft, it would be big enough to sleep in...

the third design is a tandem 4 wheeled cart, again using 4WD mini
hubs, set close, to allow a fairly heavy hauler, but not need to go to
wagon style geometry or steering etc...
This one is a micro Gypsy wagon concept, with a narrow floor, doors
each end, and cantilevered out on each side over the tires, to create
a bench or bunk inside, on either side... this one would get a tube
frame, and maybe aluminum sheet cover?

Creating a nice living device that could be insulated with closed cell
blue foam rubber...

my concept in all cases is to build the lightest strongest, most
durable cartage possible for one small horse... on larger gypsy
model, I'd keep the box size down to a 6X8 ft maximum...

I was in the back of a mini pickup a week ago, that had added flat
bed, stake racks, and brazed conduit frame for tarp cover.. It was six
feet by seven or eight feet, and would have been a nice minimal
living space for one or two people...

if it had had his and hers benches, and a small wood stove, and been
horse powered instead of fossil fuels, it would have been my idea of
an appropriate refugee mobile home for whats coming...

I hear rumor of $7 a gallon fuel in US by late next year... At 25 mpg,
youre looking at 28 cents a mile... i.e. $280 to go a thousand
miles.. Or $28 to go a hundred... still a good deal, but if the
economy crashes or worse, your motorized escape device becomes a
volunteer for a hippy style trailer park... likely communities spring
up along highways, where people ran out of fuel, and coasted to a low
spot to be closer to water....

personally I'd rather my final destination for living, not be
controlled by fuel & money availability...

I'd much rather travel at 2 miles an hour as long as I wanted, than to
travel at 60 miles an hour, and make it halfway to someplace safe...

One of the most important things I've learned living minimalistic, is
how suprisingly little one really needs.... havent had a kitchen
sink, or a toilet in years.. No stove, refer, or TV.. No bed, no
living room furniture, no garage full of stuff, no air conditioner, no
car, etc. Ect...

most of it I dont miss...

so I have a question for you; why do you think you need it?

have you ever thought about the fact that people lived just fine for
thousands of years without it?

I see people being enslaved by their vanities... Good slave material,
if thats all it takes..

As any ex slave knows, the only logical thing to do when you discover
yourself in a slave culture, is to leave... history is repleat with
stories of people who chose the brush over the whip...

I'm sure millions of people will be vying for job titles at the FEMA
run yuppie Aushwitz camps... gas Chamber operator gets to be last guy
inside...

and the guards will get it too, when the Elite decide writing history
time doesnt need any conflicting versions....

will the last guy pull the door closed behind himself?

personally, I'd rather be threading a fly line thru the ferrules about
then, up some creek, on the far side of the river from a road, with
my camp camouflaged, and my horse pretending to be an Elk... Maybe I
should make him some antlers?

so... Your choice, a fat ticket on the Titanic, or be heading for
the brush every step possible?

Time is getting short.. the Economic crash is rumbling closer &
closer... the only thing holding up the US economy now, is the FED
buying Bonds, like two snakes swallowing each other...

the status quo is blowing air up your economic aft end, and you keep
pulling the wagon like magic...

the Economist Galbraith pointed out that you only need two things to
create a money system, a printing press, and the belief of the
people...

well that was then, this is now... now you use a computer for the
money, and a TV to program the groupthink into the retarded noggins...

hey folks, will you surf your own stupidity all the way to the rocks?

I hear some people figuring it out.. but most think their house will
be safe... no doubt FEMA-Nazis will drag many an excess slave out from
under their beds, screaming for Mommy all the way to the bullet...

if youre planning on sticking to a house, youll have a choice to
make.. Give up and die a shameful coward's death, or fight your last
stand over your pack rat's pile of materialism...

I think I'd rather be fishing..

morning,
munching breakfast, just in from garden digging... Did a nice section
of main path, with a bed of the better soil & organic material on
downside...

it was a good stint, plenty of rocks, got several wheelbarrow loads
piled from maybe a 24 ft dig...

beginning to suspect stone housing & shelter construction was a
spinoff of subsistence agriculture....

anyway, got a bit done, more area to plant..
closer to self sufficiency...

what amazes me these days, is how so many people will do anything, to
not have to rely on themselves...

theyll take jobs that trash their health, work for people who degrade
them, trash other people with "its my job" as their excuse....

theyre little babys.. Sucking on the Big Mamma Teat.... wouldnt know
which end of an acorn was up.... its like I pointed out a few entries
back, humans invariably arrive 180 degrees out from where they should
be...

well, there will be a few who figure it out.
That actual physical work, and living humble, are vastly preferrable
to prostituting yourself to an absolute & totally evil system... its
like a masquerade ball, you wander around looking at the beauties
behind their masks, glitter powder & paint, uplifted breasts in risque
dresses, and if you drink too much wine, you could find yourself in a
bed with something that looks far different in the light of morning...
a crone witch, pretending to be a girl, only trying to get her hooks
into your hormones & heart....

much better to smile when you recieve the invitation to the dance, and
stay home, and trim the horse's hooves, or something less risky, than
going to the meat market, wandering the aisles, and trying to figure
out whats inside all the packaging..

happiness is avoiding problems.. This is much better than trying to
recover from them emotionally & otherwise ..

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Saturday 23rd April, 2010....

morning,
pretty here, in my shorts under shade of my shelter, getting cooking
going, writing emails at same time, and thinking about bloggish
things too...

worked in garden this morning, did another bed, and cleaned some more
main path... it wanders thru center of garden area, more or less
level.. we cut it years ago.. So now scraping off organic material,
topsoil, removing & piling rocks, and reconditioning the wide path,
and leaning a bed against it on the down hill side...

looks like tomorrow will get to the end of my currently chopped area
below path, and then after that, start doing next beds down hill...

its nice, have corn coming up on earlier beds, making a few, then
planting them..

slowly expanding the area...

found a bible passage I've been wondering about.. connected to
Enoch.. its when they form two groups, in front of JC, those on his
right hand are the compassionate types, those on left get sore necks..

its an interesting passage, cut & dried, black & white... Did you
help those at the bottom? Or just think about yourself.... and how
much?

me, I'm fairly low on the totem pole... I think only the street
beggars and those up in the big hotel in san isidro for the
excessively problematic are lower than me.. every body else seems to
be doing pretty good in my area... but, I still do try to give,
usually to beggars, and groups asking for money for various reasons...
Cant give much, but something is better than nothing, and I'm starting
to wonder if I should start carrying food instead?

do have 50 lbs of bananas going ripe.. Did give away 50 lbs from same
stalk already, but not to quote unquote the poor...

I'd have to go a ways to find somebody really in need.. most of my
little area all has houses, etc., electricity, jobs, families etc..
i'm the guy w/least money or close to that, & I'm doing fine... No
house etc. But I do have the brush patch, and planting stuff...

its the people in town, street people, drug addicts etc. That I think
are worst off... would be nice if drugs were legalized, so that
chain could be somewhat broken... System spends more on prisons than
people with problems..

the New World Order types evidently plan on extirminating almost
everbody but themselves... Guess they consider anyone less greedy,
less dishonest, less ego centric, less arrogant, etc. To be an
inferior species....

their Malthusian mindset is negated by space elevator tech, and a
thousand other possible sollutions to over population & resource
limits....

not very creative types.. Except when it comes to ways to kill people,
which is what they do with most of the money they extract from us...

if they ever come snooping around here for people to extirminate, I'd
get scaird & run off with the monkeys.... watch what theyre eating,
and learn what I can eat etc....

I figure the NWO types are most likely to use bio weapons... And
nukes... their toys of choice... And they seem to like using economic
systems to starve people to death.. Must be a fun game for them
somehow?

I notice in life, its always what you dont know, & what you least
expect, that gets you... The universe has an affinity with such cures
to assumption & arrogance....

my son sent me some yuppie page off the web yesterday, about re
adapting to poverty after a credit & career crash... it was
interesting reading, but my realization, was that they were feeling
"all better" an awful long ways from the real bottom...

I doubt the suffering yuppies ate boiled green bananas for months, or
lived under tarps for years...

and I saw poverty in Peru a few years back, that would make our happy
yuppies realize they were so far from really down, that their
emotional readaptation was a minor twitch compared to what I saw...

Living as a stone age indigenous person would have been thousands of
times better than what the world bank types did to Peru...

and now they hope to impoverish everybody, & collect the proceeds...
well, the gutless types will starve and never do shinola about it
except steal from other poor...

me? Not into it all... Money gets used for minimum diet & preparedness stuff...

most of what I buy is stuff that will likely out last me & go into
other hands...

useful stuff, pots & pans, hoes etc.... not Donald Trump I guess?

mostly I just try to stash stuff for projects, and to help boot farm
food etc. For when things get really bad... also my refugee kit
stuff...

later, had some friends visit... that was fun, guys, four, one adult,
3 kids.. adult long term good friend, kids from my village, so they
know me... all growing up w/me on the mountain above, for most of
their lives.. Actually, I get alot of respect from local kids, they
know my reputation.. Heard stories of crazy stuff... the guy who
does things no Tico would even consider..

I like kids... They generally like me...
a local legend of sorts... its not every village has one of me...

they all know I turned out spot on with alot of long term
predictions... way before scientists & such started going public..
was the laughing stock of the area, for a decade, and then things I
had talked about began showing up on TV, one after another.... being
right about long term predictions is a fairly shocking thing to do in
front of a supersticious and backward people..

but I'm seeing the kids are getting a handle on reality...
better than their folks...

I suspect I'm part of the difference... A catalyst of sorts.. I came
here long before internet... started kids thinking..
Someone from outside, and advanced for even there...
But now they have internet.. not just a small town in a small
country, with one TV channel....

anyway was happy to see my friend.. he's been working out of the
area... was asking how to prepare for whats coming... told him he'd
best be prepared for economic collapse etc. In the next year or so...
That his city job would likely dry up, and he'd better have a place in
the country to camp & grow food.. he & the kids understood the
tsunami danger in the lowlands, govt. Has been on TV about Cocos
plate, and they saw what happened in Japan... and they know now that
I had it figured out 15 years ago... When I came to this village &
bought a farm up on the mountain, I was the first who didnt buy close
to the beach, & people asked me why, & I told them about climate
change... and what it would mean...

they all thought I was crazy... now they see devastation headed their
way... their comfy mental paradigm has been disturbed.. it was a
place nothing bad ever happened...

most of the people in my area live on a coastal plain a few meters
above sea level..
I live hundreds of meters above the valley floor...
its a nice view...

they grow oil palm, watch TV, have a wife, etc. And think its a
life... they thought nothing would ever disturb it...

well, I explained about book of Enoch.. my friend asking questions
to see if I was off on some bazaar tangent on a book written in modern
times to beguile bliss ninnies or something.. no... gave them the
over view.. and they know my history about being right about bazaar
things...

they'd heard of the dead sea scrolls...
They heard alot more before they left..
Connected dots for them...
alot of dots...

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Thursday 21st of April 2011........

morning...

have been getting my cooking going this morning, ie chopping wood,
washing dishes, cleaning beans, etc. also working on an email to a
buddy, and also thinking about a realization I've been gnawing on
lately, trying to fathom what it means...

what I've figured out is a bit strange... I suspect I know where it
came from & why....

so, let me start you on the trail, and get you up to speed on it....

first, I notice that humans invariably screw things up...
second I noticed that we dont just screw things up some, we screw
things up as much as is actually possible...

when I started thinking along these lines, I dubbed the effect; " the
Turd Midas Effect", for obvious reasons...

everything humanity does turns to you know what.... everything we do
ends up having a reversed outcome to stated goal...

everything we do seems to be contaminated with said effect...

what I also noted, is that to be invariably 180 degrees out, means its
a pattern.. and for everything to have the same exact pattern is
uncanny...

we fall in love only to hate... We have political representitives who
represent our worst enemies, we send our children to schools that
make them stupid... We watch TV to keep boredom at bay... when TV is
sooo predictably boring....

we think money is security.. Ha!

we group up into huge cities, when sanity would be peace & quiet & space...

we turn our religions into squawk fests pointing fingers at everyone
not in our own click....

we fight wars & call them humanitarian...

we have peace keepers who assist in genocides...

Whats the common denominator folks? its obvious as hell, we're
exactly 180 degrees out on every stinking thing.... From our personal
lives to our cultures, to our civilisations...

in fact, bet you cant think of anything not contaminated by the effect....

What does it mean?

'Tells me we've somehow had our polarity reversed for experimental
purposes... Is it genetic? Or is it the ray or energy field mentioned
in Enoch making the fallen ones evil?

not sure, not too important... What is important, is one see the
pattern, and then trail it, to find the cause on one end & solution on
the other....

Basically all you have to know, is our polarity has been reversed to
the universe....

this makes combatting the effect much easier...

hopefully this realization will spread, but I worry about scammers
doing a brisk business doing polarity reversals for the soft boiled
egg types...

I think its a tool... But one only you yourself, can get a handle on..
To use for rethinking yourself... ie "repenting" in the 180 out
fanatic Jargon now obscuring the original message's intent....

anyway... Think about it... makes understanding whats going on easier....

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Wednesday 13 April 2011...............

morning,

nice day here, sun behind a cloud at the moment, but blue skys & 80F or so....

I'm munching some bannock with Curry, hot peppers & garlic... Pretty good...

listening to short wave, but the propagations have been bad lately,
so I tend to listen more at night...

sounds ugly up there in Disney land on the Patomicville....

Makes me thankfull to be a poor brush rat living in a banana republic....

what I observe listening to the call ins, is that people invariably
think its somebody elses job to fix things...

my, my arent we predictable...

you dont suppose the status quo counts on that do you?
They seeem to, have installed corks in all the fixit positions...
leaving you Yammerheads as Heinline called you, to squawk and scream,
and get nowhere but used and eaten...

what do we need to see before you get it? The Romper Room lady get out
her magic mirror, and say; you & you & you, are responsible for doing
something to fix things?

you know, one of the reasons I left the US, is because I saw what a
bunch of gutless spineless fat slobs my fellow citizens were...

you people are going to squeal like pigs in the movie diliverance...
And after the status quo uses you real good, theyll cut you throat to
shut you up..

to achieve anything, you have to pay a price...
What I hear is morons who think liberty and freedom is a fone call away...

Just call their black box elected, unconstitutional government,
Misrepresentative, and FedEx will diliver their new reality overnight,
please sign here, for your free freedom...

no Silly, you have to pay a price... And not with a checkbook or
plastic card....

you have to do something, anything, that thwarts
the status quo...

I found changing my life helped alot in the freedom department..
also I feel really good to not be paying for their dirty bomb wars....

they dont get anything from me, nada.. Nobody does... and having my
boughten food bill down to $30 a month, there arent very many
middlemen making very much money off me....

I dont watch TV, I dont buy shit on commercials, I use mass transit,
dont have a driver's license or a car, no medical insurance other than
clean life, clean air & water, veggetarian diet, home grown fruit
etc....

I'm kind of a non-participant in reality....
civilisation could end tomorrow at 8:00 AM sharp, & I wouldnt give a
shit other than for the suffering of all those silly geese foolish
enough to buy into a grandiose pyramid scheme called government &
technocult.....

how did I get here? took risks, made plans, made plans happen, went
thru hell, almost didnt survive many times etc... wasnt a fone call
that got me here scott free....

Tell you a secret; if you dont like whats going on, you can leave the movie...

Nature is always happy every morning.. Whether youre around or no....
New York could become a glowing crater, and the Pizotes after my
breadnuts wouldnt care...

I would never know, if I wasnt a Short wave DXer hobbyist....

well, I see the monkeys are back.. Hold on a line or two...

ok, cut up some bananas for them, I count at least 14 this morning,
and saw the Mamma w/baby on her back earlier.... second time theyve
come today, and now coming within inches of me to snag banana hunks as
I cut them, and also beginning to explore in my shelter...

how did I get the cool Tarzan job?

I bought it by doing something..

coming up with the guts to leave the twilight of normalcy zone..

until you start fixing yourself, the reality is going to get worse & worse..

me? Constant struggle to fix my own sorry butt...
That & prepare for things to get a whole lot worse..

I dont think anyone else is going to do anything but complain their
way to WW3... Wee-Wee-Wee! All the way home, to hell for gutless
squealers....

remember the fable? Smart piggy put his money on what was substancial,
and the half assed piggys lost their asses.... The wolves do blow...
Lies generally, unless theyre sucking.. Eggs, blood, etc...

hey! Guys! Its a preditory reality!

you cant just be little stupid sheepies, and everything will be wonderful.....

gotta find your own balance.. Gotta pedal to get there...

become; "doo-ers", not whiners...

a quarter of the planet is still wild... Thats a fair sized area...
The seas are fairly empty....

its all about letting go of the monkey trap....

you know, I have a dozen monkey friends now... They might have IQ's of
20 or so.... But they know how to be & stay free....

not a one, has asked to use my fone, to call a congressman....

they just do it.....

Primates... From Baboons, to pot bellied Bafoons....

anyway, practicing solar electric guitar most mornings, learning chord
rounds... Still a beginner, but learning daily... going to someday
play a mean guitar, or die trying... Gotta have something to do, now
that I'm free of the system, knock on wood....

and the trying habit gets habitual...

got an email from my son yesterday... He was happy, scored a stainless
Solingen kitchen knife blade at a 2nd hand store for a couple three
dollars... same knife new over a hundred...

so now he needs to rebuild it, new handle slabs etc... I'm sure he's
got the routine down, saw DAD do it many times, since he was a little
kid...

so I suggested a wood type & source in a reply email...

happy my kid has a good survival related hobby....
he who makes knives, always has some....

its a refugee item... subsistence tool.... I'm looking fwd to seeing
a foto of the used blade... and another foto when he's finished..

do you suppose that one will go into his refugee gear? There beside
the Solingen knife my father gave me? its blue steel, pre-stainless
era....

also he has a couple knives I made, with really exelent steel...

and sheathes I sewed by hand... Designed them too.. One is the nicest
knife sheath I've made to date.. And holds a hunting knife thats the
very best stainless to cross my palms in my life...

did a nice job on the knife too, perfect lines & proportion....

friends still mention that knife to me, now 5 plus years later..
i'm happy my kid has it, and the others too... just owning one good
knife, is something worth being thankful for...

its not how much you own, or how much money you have... its having
the right stuff, & doing the right things...

do nothing, get nowhere....

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Thursday 7th of April 2010.....

Afternoon,
just had a shower, thunder boomers and an inch or two of rain...

before that, listened on radio to an interview w/Lindon La Rouche...
never heard him speak before, he was definitely lucid.. understood
new world order agenda, and also suggested that we were in for a mega
quake above richter nine, perhaps a 12 Richter, on the west coast of
US... In the next couple of years.. He gave cause as the 62 million
year galactic cycle which I've read a little about before..

I'm not sure of causes, but I do take the sky gods warning
seriously... And I've been questing mentally for scenarios to explain
cause... I suspect its an all of the above answer..

I heard Dr. wong on short wave yesterday, talking about living
traditionally as an answer to the problems of our times...

same basic answer I promote.. Neoindigenism etc...

this morning I worked in my garden project, knocked out another raised
bed... aint easy, dealing with an area thats got no shortage of roots
& rocks, but I'm building a bed most mornings, and so my garden is
starting to look like a garden, one bed at a time....

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Monday 4th of April 2010.......

afternoon, a warm one... was listening to radio, until station went
OTA... Wasnt a freq change, so must be having probs...

Sounds like the US is getting worse monthly...

the problem with the ability to pass unlimited numbers of laws, is
eventually you run out of intelligent ones...

what happens living in a third world country, its like being an
anthropologist.. you start observing the quaint locals... and you
go thru phases, and eventually you realize that the defects they
exibit remind you of similar stuff back home, that
you never really added up... then you get it... Same traits,
different cultural "style" at most...

then after you figure that out, eventually you get screwed over
enough, it clicks, and reminds you of things youve done earlier...
thats enlightenment...when you figure out the "your OK, I'm OK" fad
was a big fat lie..

the human condition is a matter of degrees & opportunity...

people just play roles.. different role, different act, same animal...

business is the art of ripping each other off.. in the third world
thats just more obvious..

after years of thought, about lifetimes of problems with others, you
eventually realize that problems are invariably connected to people..
and that the more independent & self sufficient you are, the less
problems you have... the problems in the US, are only problems, if
you depend on the system.. the less youre involved, the less leverage
they have on you..

which is why I prioritize what I do & buy in order of importance for
self sufficiency... not too many people get excited over garden hoes
these days.. I do.. Why? Because its the tool that most helps me in
the direction of food independence..

this morning, I built another bed in the garden.. removed some huge
rocks in the process.. stuff you wouldnt be able to haul in a
wheelbarrow..

every bed is a step closer to home grown tortillas & beans or peas..

its what allows me to listen to short wave fairly unaffected.. I'm
not part of the problem.. And I seperate myself more daily..

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Monday, 4th of April, 2011.........

going on two in the morning,
I woke about midnight, and built a small fire for tea... around me,
jungle bug & ting frog noises... ambient temperature about 76 F....
amd I'm waiting for the dawn in a few hours, to go to my garden site,
& grub hoe up another raised bed..

its not easy.. roots, rocks, and a pickhoe with the pick removed to
do it with... I work up a sweat, get a pile of rocks, and another
of roots, but in a couple hours, manage to have a nice long bed
done...

life can be fairly simple... a couple hundred dollars in materialism,
and the knowlege of food growing, and one can live in the brush just
fine...

I contrast that with people who think they have to make thousand
dollar house payments or rent, or its the end of the world for them...

the technocult could dissappear tomorrow and it would make zero
difference to me.. the wild life wouldnt know, I'd just adapt, the
sun would come up & the moon set, and I'd just keep expanding my
garden project, cutting firewood to cook with, and waiting for dawn
to go out and putter in my garden...

would only take a few posessions really... A machette, a stout hoe, a
knife, Wok, tea pot, stock pot, bowl, cup and spoon.. a lens to start
fires with, a blanket to snuggle in, toothbrush, hair brush, a file
to sharpen tools, a stone for the knife, and one could live fine
under a thatch of leaves on poles.. I have 100X more than I need..
Ten or eleven hoes last count.. more pots & pans than I can keep
organized, got shovels & axes, saws & drills, chisels and hammers,
buckets & canisters for food...

my last trip to town, got a really pretty little hoe, a chinese rice
sickle, and a japanese style kitchen knife, and some stainless water
bottles, all for
about $20... the hoe cost the same as 8 lbs of beans.... The rice
sickle cost two cups of coffee...

I was telling my son in emails what I'd figured out about using hoes
in agriculture here, instead of the Tico machete based food growing
techniques...

Rediscovering the wheel only worse.. People had hoes long before wheels...

I'm doing a new raised bed most mornings, expanding my garden one
day at a time... intend to keep it up for a year or more... Until I
have enough area going that I have surplus food....

corn & beans folks... And a diet thereof... I have plenty of fruit,
and tropical tree foods going.. One just feels better if you have
grains & legumes for daily staples... yesterday was passover I think,
so I did flat bread... lived simple, watered my herb plants, dug my
raised bed, wrote emails to friends...

Got a text message from a young woman I met on the bus, have been
helping her w/english homework, she seems nice, has a little girl...
anyway, I think I'm going to end up teaching english for free to her &
a bunch of sisters, and any body else who shows up, every couple
weeks..

should be entertaining, I've taught english before.. Usually peters
out due to Latin inability to show up anywhere on a regular & timely
basis...

not my problem, I'll just do it for social entertainment, and to help
those who can manage to show up... my guess is I'll end up with
maybe half a dozen young people... some that I know, some that I
dont...

will be a shock to the village, havent taught publically in many
years... Got fed up w/latin trips...

but I suspect now will see better results... Theyve all spent alot of
money studying english, and gotten nowhere... Just bilked by fellow
latins, end up with a piece of paper, and cant speak or understand
anything, because the local system screws gringos over, uses latins
only, and none of them can ask your aunt Harriet where the bathroom
is... Trying for years to teach english with people who cant converse
for teachers....

the Tico government, and private schools have a little "no gringos
allowed" educational Mafia going, its costing the people millions of
dollars, and they never learn dogshit... doesnt take long to figure
out its a money game.. With government & private schools sucking up
wealth from poor people, while denying them any real benifit, by being
greedy racist hippocrit bastards...

I could tell you horror stories for an hour, corruption, extortion,
lies, and people who got promoted to even ministerial levels doing
such...

all connected to english non teaching.. If you want to go somewhere
where nobody speaks english, Costa Rata is your best bet... ripping
off foriegners & each other, is all they know..

so, I'll help some kids, because they need it, and let the sky gods
take care of the greed heads.. theyre going to need a big troop
ship, if they remove all the extremely dishonest people in CR.....

The Ticos even have a saying; "If the law really worked, we'd all be in jail."

and theyre telling the truth.. Which is rare here...

they have a pretend culture... looks really good superficially, the
entire economy is based on everybody ripping every body they can
off... Period... from top to bottom, inside & out, theyre planet
class sleaze bags... its like a conversation I had on the bus with a
tico about it, he gave the usual line; "its not everybody!" and I
looked at him & responded; no, its not, but the numbers are really
really bad.

he couldnt say shit....

so I feel sorry for the kids growing up in a cultural cess pool... And
I live in poverty, & teach for free, while worthless & arrogant types
have high paying jobs, pretending to be able to teach...
So I help kids on busses, help people via text messages etc... Its all
I can do...

I've been blocked repeatedly for going on 16 years, and not one person
in a thousand here speaks english... but they have a great english
program at the national level... Plenty of budget, big words, zero
results, due to the tico anti foriegner economic endemic bias... its
a sick novela to watch...

and why I generally stay home, and dont have much to do with the
ticos... All american long termers get to the point they distance
themselves from the ticos... its like living in some cartoon reality,
a land populated by 150 pound Oregon garden slugs, wearing nice
clothes, shaking you hand.. But keep your distance if you dont want
covered in their slime....

its been the very best thing possible for my own enlightenment.. You
live here awhile & you start realizing cleaning up your own act is a
"gotta do it." nobody is perfect, few humans even decent, but here
you get enough ego moster bites that you just pray to God to help you
not be like them any more than absolutely impossible to do anything
about.. its like being in an open air prison, and deciding you really
dont want to be like these kinds of persons.....

so.. I mostly stay home, play with my neoindigenous trip, and let
the world go where it may...

the other day I heard an interview on Alex Jones, with Shawn Stone,
son of Oliver Stone the movie director... he mentioned the book of
Enoch, and connected Angels with Aliens... and its a program with
several million listeners a day.... yup! best read book of Enoch,
Judges 5:20, Genisis 6, etc... And realize the game we're being
played...

the star of Bethlehem is a ship I think.... and Judgement day is
quite likely a coming reality, and enough people are going to get
their "necks cut" as its put in Enoch, to run the rivers of blood up
to a horses bridles described in the bible...

so I feel lucky I've had Ticos to teach me how bad we really are... I
used to think I was an OK guy.... now I realize it aint like I
thunk.... its the stuff we think nobody knows about.... We live on
two mental planes... Our imagined persona, & our real persona... And
we blythly go thru our lives doing shitty things, thinking not good
thoughts, like demon possessed pigs... and if we think no one knows,
then thats not part of who we are mentally...

listen to your own monster for awhile... Its really disgusting...
take a look at others.. Thats your "mirror of enlightenment".... see
how disgusting they are? Thats how you are too, if you see the bad
stuff in yourself, and not think whats hidden has no effects....

anyway, I try to do no damage to others.. And hope people wake up in time...

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