Sunday, 30th, May, 2010..........

Midnight, woke, had some large insect crawl over me & my blanket..
that always wakes me, especially when its a quarter pounder.... so I
waited for it to go on its way, and then got up and rebuilt the fire,
mostly to help with mosquitos, but also cooking some breadnuts....
they're done baking, but took the lid off the dutch oven to dry them
some, as I baked them in the fruit which you can do if theyre fresh
windfalls...

having thoughts about the similatities with my European anscestors
eating oak acorns.. I've never tried acorns, but understand they need
leached, i.e. Ground up and cooked while changing the water several
times to remove the tannic acid... but I find it interesting that
I have the potentials to live here on a similar neoindigenous level
with the breadnuts... I have about 15 producing now, and they drop
more fruit than I can eat.. sometimes I live on them days at a time,
and like them... I've experimented with them and found I like them
roasted slightly to make peeling easy.. they're really good in bread,
and are a great granola base, mixed with home grown grated coconut
and dried fruit, and I'm planning on planting more trees soon...
would like to have a hundred or more... if things get really bad, I
could end up planting hundreds of trees... thats alot of granola....
locals are extremely non experimental with food, Ticos eat rice and
beans three times a day 365 days a year, and have emotional problems
in the states because they cant get rice and beans like they like...
basically the traditional meal here is rice, black beans, midget corn
tortilla, fried bananas, and some kind of dead animal hunk , pork or
chicken, or beef or horse meat.... all cooked fairly greasy,
generally the rice with enough added lard to be not quite dripping..
And the rice has to be cooked very dry, or there are marital
disputes.. Tico men are generally spoiled brats, and their rice being
cooked absolutely correctly is imperative or they rag like a
gringa....

anyway on towards point; they eat breadnuts, known here as castanyas,
which is a misnomer, as they arent chestnuts, also known as fruta de
pan or breadfruit, another misnomer, and breadfruit is known as fruta
de pan legitimo... but most have never eaten breadfruit, as theyre
too lazy to propagate it from root sprouts and its seedless..

with the breadnuts they only know them boiled... and boiled they are
difficult to peel, so theyre eaten seldom... I realized the food had
more potential after watching the Tico show, and have found roasted
they peel like shelling peanuts, and have a better flavor and
texture... I've explained it to them in endless bus sermons, but
I'll bet not one has ever tried it... ticos are as set in their paths
as horses, same hoof in the same exact spot every time on the same
exact trail...

I did get one woman started by roasting some and making bread and
taking her a loaf, single mother with a herd of kids, living on
abandoned banana plantation land, she decided I was on to something
and planted 250 trees.. much to the shock of any other locals that
hear about it...

I think she'll do well, as the main crop is during the season Ticos
fatten christmas pigs, and pigs will eat the fruit and nuts raw with
relish, and the trees are one of the heaviest producing food plants on
the planet.. they take 4 years to start producing and get incredibly
huge.... basically after 6 years a couple trees would feed a person
all the carbohydrates they needed...
I have maybe a couple dozen going... and want to get more
planted.... the top four weed foods here are bananas, Yucca,
coconuts, and breadnuts.. the ticos eat them all, but generally its
rice and beans from womb to tomb.... I have never seen a more
unimaginative people food wise in my life... there is a cooking show
on TV here now, nice lady presenter/cook, and I joke with the locals
that everyone watches the show and asks why she's not cooking rice and
beans?

the best part about the joke, is it ocasionaly gets nods....

in other countries people are rioting because they cant afford food,
here they will have angry riots when they have to eat something
besides rice and beans.... Another bazaar aspect to this culture is
they do love bread, but not one in a hundred women would have a clue
how to do a biscuit or bun... They buy white bread.... its all they
know... most of them think a peanut butter sandwich is horrid, too
strange for them....

I've heard some even complain about pizza....

the reason its a third world country is it's culture... has nothing
to do with resources or potentials...

anyway, US is headed for third world status now for same reasons,
dishonesty and a corruption culture... another few years the
Mississippi river will divide it into east & west sleeze control
zones....

with the best at being the worst in control... or you can have a
civil war... take your pick... neither is a good option... much
better people wake up and steer the car.... and that greed is made a
serious crime... no need for socialism, just outlaw greed...

small farms, small businesses, small problems....

big government, big problem.... Big corporations big problems, put
government in bed with corporations, and its "big fascism" to coin a
phrase...

get rid of big banks, get rid of the stock market, get rid of as much
government as possible, and limit laws, I suggest passing a national
law that legislators have to repeal two laws for every one they
pass... it would keep them just as busy as now, and work alot
better.. eventual result would be arriving at absolute minimum number
of laws...

personally I think the choke point in american government is the time
factor, waiting for elections eats up time, and nuclear war is no
joke... if the military industrial complex thinks nuclear war is
winnable, they are probably right, unfortunately none of them will
be around for the parade... and any who are, will be paraded to the
nearest lampost still standing, and swing by the neck until blue..

people need to get real, this aint TV land we're headed into... its
vultures and rats eating on dried carcasses after they bloat and
pop... your carcasses....

time to grow up and become wise enough to know what fools we are...

and how we've been fooled...

its the big lie... get shed of it...

anyway, back towards point, what I notice is that things worsen
politically & then economically, that I being on the land, naturally
adapt, or readapt into a neoindigenous life.... it would be fairly
easy to plant large areas in breadnuts.. they grow fine and
produce well even on poor soils... perfect for cattle farm
rehabilitation.... if the local people were to start planting more of
them, they'd likely
naturalize here.. in other words, it would be fairly easy to create
a culture with them as a staple food source... even an indigenous
culture..

the problem in modern times is vanity... humans are into their lazy
office job culture, where they can chat online with their friends
while pretending to be doing something necessary, its
"drone toxification".... they like their spendy trendy clothes, their
perfumed bodies, their social power games, and their penthouses and
mansions on postage stamps...

its a vanity culture.... unfortunately there are real world problems
over on our side of the horizon now... the rat-holing of wealth,
global warming, police state mentality, groupie politics, vast
numbers of TV-HEADED morons, politicians who act like whores on an
auction block.... none of it will lead anywhere good... in sum
total it is in fact a terminal culture.... but every ending is a new
beginning....

so I suggest anyone with enough brains to be honest, begin moving
themselves towards the new culture they envision in a post collapse,
post nuclear war reality.... my advice is get yourself on the land,
in the hills and brush... work towards minimalism, work towards
humility and self sufficiency... think about what your new culture
would look like... borrow from both old and new...

have a vision, then keep between it's fences...

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Friday 28th May 2010.......

Evening,
still near full moon, I just woke, and was lying there thinking, so
got up and poked the fire...

thinking about something on short wave today, a talking point about
people living in the cities and losing touch with what it is to be
human, a quote of Jefferson's..

yes, I've observed that... its one reason I've always insisted on
living in the brush...

also was mentioned; fixing things.. Yes, I learned that culture very
good, but instead of knowing less than my father or grand father, I
learned more... I've also taught that culture to my kids and other
young people, got one son who is a state champion auto mechanic, and
the other who fixes electronics, computers, and also fixes programs,
and works for a famous scientist doing so.

and my worker, who started with me as a teenager with zero fixit
skills, now has his older uncles showing up with motorcycle problems
for him to fix, and he started on bike repair at my encouragement,
and can respoke a wheel in short order as good as anyone I've ever
seen... he doesnt do it proffessionally because the Ticos wont pay
what they owe.... hard to run a business in a culture of liars....

fixing things can be fun.. and profitable.. and you can always fix
two toasters in trade for one of them, a fixit guy seldom wants for
materialism..

I also feel its extremely important to grow your own food...

and be able to protect one's self... The world has some real sickos in
it, and the right of self defense is inalienable.. theres a reason
the founding fathers put the second ammendment in the constitution,
it was for the very situation we are in now, a runaway tyranny... the
right of the people to keep and bear arms shall not be infringed...
Period, and any government that infringes that right in any way is in
fact illegitamate....

we are currently headed for world wide civil war, I realized that on
my own, and then found it in the bible... and have heard others say
the same thing on short wave... I heard a famous BBC reporter talking
about it this very day, and that governments are illegitimate due to
democracy corrupted by monopolys in the news media....

all very very true....

the current status quo is incredibly mentally ill.....

as sick as any in human history, and enroute for their demise on a
grand scale, and even they are figuring that out... you cant run a
society any way you please. its just not possible to do and get away
with it forever... and the get away with it time has been
dramatically shortened by the communications technology... we arent
stupid peasants growing beets... there are more history buffs on line
than their pedigreed expert professional counterparts by far, and many
of them are better read, more understanding, and more lucid ...
there are enough war history buffs to provide an endless supply of
tacticians... there are thousands who could out Napoleon Bonaparte..
there are 40 million combat vets in the US, and another 40 million
support trained vets to back them up, and the majority of them are
more than rightfully pissed... the VA department spends as much on
admin as they do on services... "drone toxification" to coin a
phrase...

and the alien ranchers with starship Bethlehem left us a nice
projection of outcome...

it boils down to a single choice, two possible outcomes...

rethink ourselves, or nearly go extinct, and the Galactics come in and
mop up....

that means even the status quo has a decided vested interest in
stopping the apocalypse... You can either die in it, or get your
"necks cut" as its worded in Enoch..... you choose eh? better a
prison cell, than a cut throat or chopped head depending on correct
translation...

a year ago I wondered why the Chinese government bought US bonds...
well I know why now, same reason all the governments invest in the
paper wealth trips; they've been grossly over taxing their people, &
letting them starve, same as pre revolutionary France.... and they
needed a way to hide all the wealth... Now estimated at perhaps
thousands of times the value of everything on the planet.... more
than a bit over the top, eh?!

its been a great scam for the flim flammers, but its headed for
terminal.. their necks..... within a year everyone down to the
village idiot will understand it, and once its common knowledge, you
wont get the cat back into the bag...

so I suggest they get real humble real fast before the dominoes start
to tumble... its their only possible out.... those guys with the
starships in Judges 5:20 are due back any minute.... and they'll
stuff the cat back into the sack, and its head with it...

ritual execution for legalists and bean counters? ouch! might not
hurt for long, but it sure would be tough on the ego to be publically
executed in the old fashoned way.... and considering its a genetic
editing, might get to see your kids go first eh?

I suggest the status quo, and everybody working for them, take a
marker and draw a dotted line around their necks, and see how well it
goes with the business suit and tie.... call it a yuppie cut?

the editing might include their mistresses too, living fat assed off
the human suffering? I personally feel very lucky now that I have
it figured out, that I never found enough success in life to be so
corrupted.... poverty & humility are an incredible gift... & I at
least have been rethinking my self very seriously, and dont consider
aliens a joke... I'm not that vain or stupid, it all adds up too
well.....

everything Jesus said makes sense... and turning the other cheek is a
very good way to not at all look like the rejects.... and I'm very
glad the patriots are trying the peacefull methods first.. very wise
considering who's likely watching... wouldnt want to be mistaken for
a status quo supporter, or for being wantonly violent.. having my
throat cut for vanity or hubris, is not on my Christmas wish list
anywhere...

I'm glad the movie "the knowing" has come out, it will cause millions
to make the connection mentally with bible and aliens, and what the
movie screws up can be fixed by doing a little reading for yourself
once you have the overall concept... I suggest you read the book of
enoch for starters, best translations on steve quayle's giants
website... then google; abduction on north canol road, and study the
last foto, and tell me there is no connection between aliens and
Jesus..

I figured it all out for myself.. Living in a tarp roofed hut in the
jungle in costa rica... and I am not stupid... I am a descendant of
the Russeau family, if family story is correct, same as Janet Russeau
Onasis.... and I held a top secret clearance at age 17 during the
viet nam war, a generation plus ahead of the current crop of child
soldiers working for the Pentagon..... it was a short list then..

and I live in the jungle and have a thousand food trees going..
because I saw the apocalypse coming over 30 years ago.. and was
branded a paranoid by coworkers and friends.. a title I am now quite
proud of..... its a potent survival trait in minimal doses.... and
is in the human genome for good reason....

look at the news lately?

my advice? Same as always; lighten your baggage, arm up, get self
sufficient, scatter.... be all you can be... work for peace and
sanity....

why? just in case the status quo is too intoxicated on their own
vanity... and to be there when the starships get spotted incoming....

I've laid it all out in this blog, with no knowledge of any
readership.... I at least tried, and keep trying... and I will
still be trying until I die, or make it up the ramp onto a
starship....

its all here in this blog... Scads of practical information on
survival & subsistance, and much much more.... and being written and
archived, its unlikely to be un written......

I'm doing my part the best I know how.... and this blog has been a process....

anyone who reads this blog in it's entirety can see my process....

currently I am thinking about writing some fiction, to show
possibilities.. something more fun and entertaining... waiting to
see if my computer gets fixed....

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Thursday 27th May, 2010..............

afternoon,

just got food on, have been munching coconut, and busy herding my
worker, opened up an area to plant more yucca, and an area for more
bananas....

thinking about an interview yesterday on Alex Jones, an economist, the
one who discovered the various levels of governments are running two
sets of books... evidently they've been stashing and investing in
their own pension funds etc. Enough wealth that no one on the planet
would ever have to work again.... i.e. Just keep essential services
going, everybody take a long weekend...

what that means with a billion folks starving on the planet, and all
the governments in collusion on the over tax & big stash routine,
and all the bailouts and austerity, is that its a crime against
humanity so far beyond anything ever done before, so over the top, so
evil, that its impossible to describe in real terms... beyond words,
beyond the ability for anyone to even comprehend... in other words,
the corrupt governments stuffing Swiss bank acounts arent the tip of
an ice berg, nor the tip of Antarctica, its like an entire planet
in an ice age..... and that they did this while encouraging unlimited
growth, and starting wars which millions died in, for a fat profit,
makes it beyond Nazi & Stalinistic evil..... basicaly stuffing their
pockets is a bit of an understatement... trainloads of wealth...
fleets full..... super freighters brimming... meanwhile, crack to
whip and skimp the benefits on common man and his family.... makes
sense now why they seeded feminism; get richer quicker at the expense
of children of the divorce generation...... a bit worse than
stealing candy from a baby.... stealing their life potentials...

sickos! mentally ill! infinite sleaze! diseased camels! stuffed
vultures, bloated vampires! Pigshit Mother Bleepers!

Starting to get the big grok on the big lie here....

like I wrote so long ago in this blog, time to get some psychotropic
drugs that burn out the greed and powertripper centers of the brain,
and feed them to the status quo with a stick and a funnel...

JC is going to have a field day with the Elite... no more Mr.Nice
Guy.... And thats only if the rest of humanity doesnt get to them
first....

when get even day comes, its going to look like the old comedy movie;
it a mad, mad, world.... it will be a race to see who can get to the
status quo first, with rope, pitch forks, machettes, firing squads,
gillotines, beheading axes, gas lawnmowers, whatever people have in
the garage that will finish off snakes...

basically theyve trashed humanity, trashed the planet, trashed our
futures, all for more than they could ever need....

they have trashed everything, and everyone, and if you are smug
thinking youre doing OK, it means you are really stupid compared to
where you should have been with a just system.... its a monster that
eats people.... by the billions... Aztec Pyramids are a bloody
joke in comparison....

you've been robbed every day of your whole life... you've been
economically sodomized so regularly, that its all you know... human
stupidity is infinite....

go on, keep supporting it.... until its your turn to be sacrificed to
the demons for dollars....

no wonder Jesus was so down on bean counters, legalists, ect. they
look to be the ultimate evil possible...

well, I'm glad I havent been supporting it... and glad I speak out
against it... and glad I'm ready for its collapse....

because baby when the truth gets out, its going down, and it is getting out....

basically its enough money to cure aging, build space elevators, give
every child security and a real education.... maybe a thousand
times the value of everything on earth...

in other words a 10% tax rate would be excessive long term...

and they're stealing your retirement....

glad I traded mine for freedom....

everybody will learn about this in short order... spotlight on the
vampires.....

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Tuesday, 25th 2010.........

Evening... sundown...

just woke from an afternoon nap in time to get water in the teapot,
and a fire going.. slept fine during afternoon rain, very restful..

listened to an interview today of the doctor who connected autism
with vaccines.... he's being hounded by mainstream media and
governments, but his book has been out 24 hours and was already
number 25 on Amazon.....

so I doubt he's too worried about his hounding... he's made a nice
career change, from clinical doctor to best selling author.... say
what you will....

and in the market place of ideas the people are voting with their
paypal, and negating what governments and pundits say, and supporting
what they see as truth instead.... the big lie gets torpedoed
again....

also listened to the usual diet of new world disorder short wave, i.e.
Govt. Preparing to micro-control us, after it gets us economically
crashed and nuclear burned....

I think they're dreaming if they think they're going to do the least
bit of controlling after they crash the technocult and start a nuclear
war over banker-centered monopoly games.... the old paradigm aint
secret any more, whats on short wave and internet is no secret...

theres a billion short wave radios in use.. and any english speaker
on the planet who has one, and uses it, knows the game...

I suspect after the crash, any military and police units that are
still intact, will be at the town hall meetings at the gym, hat in
hand, asking; "how can we help"... and FEMA and homeland security
will be deader than dinosaurs... and all that will be left is famous
stories to punctuate their demise...

the people arent going to accept more of the same from the same people
who caused the problems, when the effects include mass starvation and
nuclear war... not a man Jack will vote for a one of the useless
bastards, and anyone who thinks they can float martial law will end
up rotting on a street...

thats like having the survivors of the Titanic all swim to the
iceberg, and the captain decides to order them to do an ice palace for
him... aint gonna happen... they'll toss him off the berg...
Likely with a bullet hole applied to his forehead...

the only thing FEMA and homeland security are good for is getting
people killed while drones jack off with their ego and vanity...

the people are going to take a very dim view of such types, and
dispatch them for hell as messengers...
" open a new wing, the status quo is enroute.."

anyway, nice night now, ting frogs are chiming, crickets chirping by
the thousands, its warm & wet and dark, and I'm awake, making some
Anona leaf tea, and feeling OK.....

today I stained a boyscout wood carving project with stain from
cooking Castanyas in my dutch oven, the wood was guava, known as
guyaba here and guava is the name for a different fruit... all
confusing, but guava is some of the nicest
imaginable carving wood, similar to Holly in color and texture...
the stain was a dark brown, and after it dried, I sealed it with bees
wax.... turned out very nice for a Robinson Crusoe Boyscout
project... not a cent spent on the project, and acquired a nice
little possession...

I did the carving with a new $8 pocket knife, razor sharp thanks to
some work on sharpening stones, & finished off on 6000 grit wet or
dry sand paper, which is what I also use to sharpen my straight
razor...

listen people... whats coming is ugly.. its important that you
make it out of Babylon in time...

there is little to fear comparatively in going back to the land by any
means, compared to staying in the Beast system..

we have been misled.. Badly... taken from our rightful existance, and
used as zombie slaves for an evil status quo... going back to
growing food and making things with our hands is a million times
better.. and one discovers delightfull things along the way... like
dark brown stain, and beeswax wood finish...

reminds me of cuckoo clock color, which I like, and imagine sitting
by a fire in Bravaria, as one of my anscestors, carving my little
project happily... its that color... back when wood was stained
and iron black , and steel was blued or browned...

we can go back... nothing is keeping anyone in the technocult except
fear of change..

there is nothing wrong with retro...

"retro-nation is better than detonation"..

these people running things now are very sick... we have no
business in Pakistan, or Korea... tourism would be less damaging....
Hillary jetting around on broom 1, and Barak the teleprompter
corporate lap dummy arent real leaders... real leaders would be
honest and humble, and do the right things no matter what, and they
wouldnt be planning on putting people into death camps in an attempt
to continue an intelectually bankrupt & mentally very very ill status
quo...

real leaders are the people who stand up for human decency, who help
others, and who wipe their hand off afterwards if required to shake
hands with a politician....

real leaders respect people who's opinions differ from theirs...
real leaders dont trash the constitution they are sworn to uphold...
real leaders dont call their detractors "racists" when race has
nothing to do with any of the real issues..

real leaders dont flippantly go back on promises...

real leaders dont subvert the country's future for their cronie's benefits...

real leaders dont pass laws that common people have to pay for
services they dont want...

real leaders wouldnt tax the dogshit out of everyone, and use military
and police force brutally & arrogantly..

real leaders wouldnt be stupid enough to think laws were infinite....

if you want to know what real leadership is, its easy to describe;
"everything the current leaders arent."

I dont believe in democrats or republicans.... Tar and feather the
bastards... the current crop are swindlers and liars... more slime
than a breakdown at the Jello factory..... whale snot is more
attractive...

and if youre on the sleaze balls team, the common folk are going to
kick your butt bigtime, and take names, and likely execute no few
collaborators.. so you just go along with them, and oppress the
people, and lie, and take your paycheck dripping with sleaze and
blood... its a cause and effect universe.. bad actions bring bad
luck, as sure as shit.... And if you side with the status quo,
you'll share in their end...

and its fine with me if you dont take the sky gods seriously, yeah,
big joke huh? well, they did leave some rather dire warnings... read
what Jesus had to say... and imagine he's coming back with death
stars and galactic paratroopers, and he's gonna kick the dogshit out
of the status quo, and execute enough of them to run deep rivers of
blood.. like the old joke bumper sticker;

"Jesus is coming, and boy is he pissed."

theres serious truth in that one...

what do you suppose a man who was tortured to death by hippocrits,
legalists, and money changers will think of the modern versions after
they've trashed his planet...?

glad will be I to be able to say; I spoke against it, I lived apart
from it, I warned people constantly,
I want to be fixed, and I want to help fix things, and I have alot of
experience repairing human caused damage, teaching children, and
nurturing fruit and food plants and trees...

"the truth against the world."

and I've lived alone for 15 years building a paradise life that isnt
good enough for women... no few will remember rejecting me when
they're starving.. well, all I can say, is my dog has been better
company than any woman I've ever lived with... and the several
different kinds of lizards and toads I live with are better people
than most of humanity... not a one of them is a liar, not a one of
them damages the planet, and not a one of them takes more than he
needs.... the cock roaches are better than the elite....

anyway... i've finished my tea.... time to sleep some more....

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Tuesday, 25th, May 2010..........

About two in the morning...

raining, ting frogs and crickets are creating a sound ambient with the rain...

laying here, thinking about what I heard on short wave, that theres a
movie out now on biblical/alien connection.. called the knowing,
something like that..

gives me a comfortable feeling, as it means people will think about
it, and some realize the truth... and maybe more decent people will
survive whats coming.... especially kids...

it also makes me feel somewhat less alone.. going to be plenty of
other nutcase types who believe what I do,,,,,,

another thought I had, was its also a liberating happening for me...
now, there is nothing anyone needs me for.. my social value drops
to absolute zero... and I see that as good... "accept being
unimportant." (Tao) not sure what the spinoff benefits are yet, but
I'm a long term enough student of the Tao to know when I figure them
all out; I'll be happier with them than any alternative vanity driven
reality... its a strange thought, but not being needed by anyone for
anything is likely some kind of Nirvana if I can realize it.... like
being retired....

like being unencumbered, little baggage... not so much as being
needed by a woman to rag on... they've all evidently found better
victims, or are doing without... leaving me pleasantly free of
undeserved negativity... this is getting better the longer I think
about it.... life without meaning is likely the better experience..
no expectations, no hopes, no disappointments... maybe I can even
get to no desires? just desire the next breath, the next meal, and
to be left alone by humanity... AKA; "peace"...... I think
sometimes about people I have known socially, and realized they were
a waste of time... negative people, negative influences, negative
benefit in my life, and the only thing better than not having to be
around them, would be if I'd never met them...

what that means, is there is serious potential to anti-social
inactivity... no cause, no misguided actions, no damage... just
me and the universe coexisting in the pure state, like a frog on his
own tree.... no snakes, no female frogs to not sing good enough
for... 'leaves me free to express myself as I see fit, and to enjoy
the sunrises unaccompanied good or ill......

the universe and I can be alone together.... a reality most of you
cant imagine with your busy lives being responsible to others....

lately I have been thinking about giving up the desire for a mate....
hunting for one is entertaining, but not very rewarding.. my good
intentions are meaningless to others, and my life in paradise isnt
good enough, so maybe its best if I share it alone?

I find living alone to be pleasant, got nobody trashing me
emotionally, I can do whatever I want, think my own thoughts, sip my
tea in tranquility...there is much I could do to make the world a
better place, or I could care about someone else, but I notice people
seem to care so much about themselves that I become a footnote to
their ego, so having less of that is better than more... and what I
could do would be meaningless in a world headed for destruction by
human stupidity... I'm better off to watch the fruit trees grow,
and guarding my small hunk of forest from other humans and their
infinite damages...

no expectations, no disappointments.....

I can commune with the lizards... they seem most interested in yummy
bugs... but they do look at me wonderingly and vice versa...
sometimes they do grand leaps with me as landing zone... kind of an
honor really, they feel friendly enough in their lizard cortex to
crawl up on my shoulder and see the world from my point of view, or
get eye to eye with me... definitely being friendly... thats better
than some of my ex women...

not like an exwife; friendly for five seconds on payday... just long
enough to snag the check... paying child support was an improvement
over being married, I just wasnt wise enough to appreciate it at the
time...

so there you have it! how to find good in being unimportant, and
unnecessary to anyone... nothing to be depressed about, the exact
opposite seems more appropriate actually; being unnecessary makes
every moment its own magic self, there are billions of humans on the
planet who never get a moment of peace... I am incredibly lucky...

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Saturday 22nd May 2010...............

morning, just got food on the fire... kind of a slow morning.....

I seem to be thinking about the beast government and all its little
beasties... Apple Computer was refusing cash sales for their
I-pad.... they had to back off... I'm not interested in an Ipad,
I do like apple products, but I cant afford them, and would be more
likely to buy something with open source componants so I can get it
repaired too....

Evidently the pagan programmers in ponytails at apple think
repairabilty isnt for elitist snobs... they can just buy a new one
anytime the button sticks...

anyway, so not buying apple anything.... and I wont likely forget
their attempt at co-opping with the beast to enslave me....

What amazes me, is the gall people have about trying to control other
people's lives... they get a little vanity/ego monster going, and
think they are The Monkey God.....

another thing I notice about ego freak monkeys, is how quickly they
are to evolve into pigs.... I live really low on the food chain....
I dont mind, doing fine, and suppliment the money food with my tree
food etc. but it does get me thinking about how others eat...
humans are beginning to look like monkey-pigs with houses to pork
their faces full in while they ignore the outside world, and everybody
thats around them...

tribe is turning into trough.....

I give away food when ever I can...

another issue I've been thinking about, is what I've observed with
relationships, various types, from online to personal, and there
seems to be an issue scale with scam on one end, and run your life
by the minute and extract everything possible relationships on the
other...

I also notice females expect to have their butts kissed 24/7 forever,
and the truth has to be cut out of the diet like gristle out of pork
chops, or youre a rude & crude politically incorrect male savage
beyond salvage....

well, living alone, speaking what I see as truth, etc. Are looking to
be better options than living with somebody who thinks theyre too
good to hear anything they dont like... makes me glad there is
feminism, it can provide a place for them, feminist nursing homes,
where they can be cared for by the same type of feminists who run dog
pounds, and think gassing pets is good for them, if their owners dont
buy a license so the dog pound can finance it's doggy & kitty Auchwitz
agenda....

me? I like the truth better than full time economic extraction sex,
A.K.A. " TrueLove"

to me it just isnt worth it.. tired of being manipulated by
everybody and their dog..

living alone is fine... its cheap & easy, and more relaxing, and
much more free....

And the less I have, the less I own, the less I have to worry about....

in other words, I'm happier...

living alone in the brush is likely one of the best possible lives...
living with a good woman in the brush might be better, but I dont
think such a critter exists... not enough "greed & feed" potential
in the brush for them.. i.e. The best isnt good enough...

fine, more room, less disputes, feed your own face... its like my
worker was commenting the other day, about women, nothing is good
enough, economy is city dump, and the women think bitching fixes
all... they want equality, fine, let them have it, and dont give a
shit what their problem is, it's theirs....

this is a young guy.. couldnt care less what females think about
him... thinks them all feeding themselves and paying their own bills
is great...
I think they want their cake and eat it too...

so there you have it... System in crash mode, females left with their
baggage on the trail to await next victim....

the funny thing about the new world order heads, is if they get their
way, there wont be any society or culture left, also no belief in the
system, and no reason to work, and every reason to take them out and
hang them to rot....

heaven is an unspoiled planet... hell is a ruined one....

what that means, is most of seven billion assholes on the planet are
working steadily and dilligently towards hell....

Me? I'm working towards minimum.... it seems alot nicer...

today my agenda is make food, play guitar, work on projects,etc.

I have a knife I'm working on a step at a time... got a shape going
thats very universal and utile... kind of a knife and shape for
minimalistic survival...

it keeps me happy working towards minimalistic things..

I visited a website the other day and clicked on the camping knives
page, wondering what people had decided camping knives were....

it was mostly swiss army pocket knives...
i thought it was humorous.... I camp 24/7, I do have a nice swiss
army style knife... never use it... love the knife and all its
gadgets, I take it to hotels though..

to me the perfect camping knife is plural... knives..

it has to be a set to cover the territory... bottom line minimum is
a 3 or 4 inch pointy drop point for kitchen and whittling.. then the
kit wants about an 8 inch utility blade for kitchen and processing
food at the spring, next about a 16 to 18 inch brush knife out of a
cut down machette, then a 28 inch rula...

if I was running for my life, I'd still try to keep them....

the swiss army knife logic, is for people who live in cities, and
who think an over nighter in the woods is getting back to nature...
it has nothing to do with actually living in nature... for the
survivalist, most of what is sold for outdoor knives are far from what
I'd want...

they arent practical tools....

real survival is subsistence.... its open ended, that is what makes
a pony cart a better choice than a quad..

the only end to whats coming up, is when the skygods arrive and
end the test....

until then its a steep downhill grade..

its like being in an oared galley, going down a river... the
officers have been abusing the slaves, they've been using the savages
on the banks for target practice, and there is a waterfall ahead...
The roar is getting louder, the officers are drunk on their power,
the slaves are starting to realize whats coming, and it wont be long
until the current is too fast to even be able to beach the boat...

if you have half a brain, you've been working on an escape plan long
term.. and you slip over the side, and hide under the banks until
nightfall.. with the sounds of screaming over the roar of the
falls....

yes, in the real world, the boat is still afloat, but like in our
analogy, its headed towards the falls.... it will be kindling when
the falls finishes chewing it up..

its the wise sailor who leaves a ship of fools.....

I dont think being an officer would keep me aboard......

poverty is a state of mind.... so is slavery... better poverty in
freedom at a stone age level, than slavery as an officer to insane
leaders...

I just put on tea.... anona leaves, off a tree we planted.. not
fancy, but it is a strong anti-carcinogen... my point is it didnt
cost a cent... it grows fine in the brush, and I can have it when
ever I think to....

poverty is when you compare yourself with others... wealth is what
results from good habbits... our ansestors became wealthy by doing
for themselves... making things for the homestead... wealth might
not add up to a hundred pounds of steel..... but they lived fine...

wooden and ceramic things for the kitchen... Furniture held together
by wedges and pegs.. bedding that was sewn, woven, quilted, or
knitted...

they really didnt want for much..

in modern times we have comparativly empty lives.. What we own is
bought on credit, made by machine or economic slave labor, and isnt
generally very natural... most are living a life of dreams, induced
by the image of the beast box..

but are we ever really happy?

I think most are to the point they dont know what reality is..

I think its going to be a rude shock to them when it hits home.....
like the people in Haiti, one minute bickering over meaningless
things, the next minute knowing how meaningless the things were...
all of the sudden money went to zero on the value scale....

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Thursday 20th May 2010..........

Morning, just woke..
in a cloud on a mountain in the tropical jungle...
How did I get here? long story, call it life...

by the way, I saw the skulls in Ica in person..

what I noticed, was by age the oldest appeared to be larger in brain
capacity and capacity went down as they got more recent in time...
There were hundreds..... so unless the capacity was measured by
age of mummy, I dont think I'll believe what someone says in a denial
page...

I think I'll believe my own eyes...
And my mental reaction was this isnt normal human genetics, this is
alien... I started thinking about the possibilities after this, and
have since done a long mental hajira leading to this blog...

what do scientist know? what ever they are told by other scientist...
Stuffed shirts... operating on a mass psychosis resulting from a good
stiff brain washing at snob class universities...

they come up with grandiose theorys about this or that on little or no
evidence, and because they have a wall hanger degree encrusted with
ivy leaves and signed by an academic fossil with an elongated ego,
they are the gods of learning...

case in point; my favorite toy dinosaur as a kid was the
brontasaurus.. now admitted to have never existed, and that it as a
species was the result of several bones that didnt belong to the same
species being stuck together.. we have early humans extrapolated out
of a hunk of skull that could have been a deformed individual, or
something entirely different than their conceptions... my thesis is
as good as theirs, and I have the benifits of an imagination as good
as theirs, and I didnt go thru a mental maytag university education
where my future depended on pleasing some tenured blue nose with
nothing better to do than be puffed up with his own importance... I
will most likely die as unimportant as I was born... but I do use my
gifts, and I dont make a fat salary at the public trough because I go
along with the Hyeena pack think supposed reality...

the elongated skull humans werent only in Peru...

google; queen nerfiti, elongate skulls

no possible connection? well humans are humans, and we do like to
travel, be it by papyrus reed boats, balsa rafts, dugout canoe, or
modern aircraft....

Google; helicopter Egyptian hyroglyphs

notice that its not any modern human helicopter, the frame is
triangulated, and the cargo lift cut out is smaller than ours... the
fixed wing aircraft hyroglyph with it is no known human airplane, but
its shape is similar to ours but MORE REFINED, not wings stuck on a
tube fuselage, but more intergal, we havent gotten there yet, boeing
and airbus are still building aircraft the same as biplanes....

in Ezekial 1, the aircraft has robotic arms, and oversized wheels,
like one would want to use on a planet with no improved airstrip..
the pilot declares over the loudspeaker to be God himself... must
have had a science degree? and the plane flew like a fixed wing
aircraft, sounded like a jet engine, had cockpit lights, seat, and a
humanoid at the controls.... since when is the God of the universe
taken up flying in machines...?

if I were an aircraft designer, with an unlimited power source, how
would I build a motor? well if the power source created heat, I could
use it in a turbine engine to pump air.. could be handy on primitive
planets to not have to refuel....

what do you suppose the odds are of Ezekiel having a vison of four
fixed wing aircraft 3 thousand years before their invention are?

Or Jacobs ladder... Mentioned more than once in the bible... what
would primitives call a trussed space elevator structure?

funny, my design is trussed, and if I had an unlimited power source I
could pump air in it too...

read my space elevator concept at the beginnings of this blog....

folks, I suggest you not believe what scientist say so much... think
for yourself, all the pieces fit, this isnt alien stick men drawn
on cave walls, this is from writings... i.e. Historic passed down
knowlege...

deny aliens out of one side of your mouth, ask for government grants
to look or listen for them out of the other side of your mouth, call
it science, live well at public expense, and call anybody who
believes they ever came here, a nut case... my, my, arent we highly
evolved hippocrits.....

my blog entries are supposition... but I'm neither blind nor
stupid... nor do I get on my knees to the gods of Ivy halls to be
accepted by them, just a common man that can add up 2 &2 and get
4.....

scientists come and go... evidence stays the same..

Welcome to project earth.....

gentlemen, the project has been contaminated by those scientist sent
to observe it, couldnt keep their uniforms zipped.. Now what do we
do? We seem to have some throwbacks similar to our own early pre star
flight selves, dangerous genetics if set loose in the galaxy... it
has been ordered we let it work itself out just as we did.... the
killers will eliminate each other over time, prey on the faster
breeding more pure original gentics, and cause an armageddon... we
only have to wait a few thousand years, and we can go in and do a
final genetic editing or two, and set up a kingdom using our own
genetics regrafted in more carefully, and reap something better than
we were after originally.. genetics enhanced by thousands of years of
killing and harsh conditions, a new species of humanoids very
resistant to war, diseases, etc.

of what use are they to us? why we can spice it in to our own
genetics and get the improvements without having to suffer getting
there ourselves... and we also get genetics that can be planted on
primitive planets, and with assistance colonize them readily..

and spread ourselves thru the galaxcies more efficiently... There
doesnt seem to be any limits to the number of habitable planets....

Hey! Folks, best you get prepared for armageddon... and best you quit
killing each other for a few mental rejects that are nothing more than
assholes on power trips using cultural and religious divisions to have
us kill each other by the millions fighting terrorism... best you
quit sucking up what the corporate vantriloquist's lap dummy reading
the monitor says.... he'll only get you killed....

thats his job, to sucker you into more of the same as what got us into
all the grave problems...

best you stick a hand out to your neighbor across the pond that are
your statistical cousins, and put a stop to the beast government by
refusing to feed it your lives and children....

best you quit worrying about your job and you vanity perks, and start
worrying about survival in a society ran by genetic defects, best you
clean up your own acts and find some guts, or you are dead meat...
and your children too....

if you keep being followers instead of leaders, your children will die
horrible deaths before your very eyes, get off your ego trips and get
some actual humanity... And if they shut down the web best you have
some archives to blue tooth to your friends and family, best you have
a few gigas of download libraries in EMP hardened storage, so when the
dust settles you have something more than vague ramblings about
american idols, or insane cultures to pass on to them....

scientists? Bah! Humbug! assholes! With no moral integrity..

its truth that is our holy grail... Nothing less... if it isnt truth,
its worse than worthless...

quit arguing, start doing.. We have the technology... with the
splitting of the atom everything has changed except us... Time for
some self improvement folks, and not yuppie self improvements while
trying to be "well adjusted" to a terminal culture....

look in the mirror.. There's the guy who can do something about it,
theres the potential good boyscout... rethink yourselves, then begin
taking actions... Whatever you see needs done to stop the insanity...

I had a good day yesterday on the bus, I had people who wanted to
discuss issues with me.. Exact same issues I've been hammering them on
for years in my bus sermons... I started more rumors and concepts
yesterday, things that will save lives, then I came home to my happy
dog and my tarp roofed hut on a mountain...

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Thursday 20 May 2010..................

Midnight...

had a couple cups of coffee today, so insomnia is my friend tonight....

I happened to google elongated skulls, Ica Peru today, and ran into
denial pages, i.e. Not aliens....

gee? has somebody been reading this blog? Probably not, but there is
definitely a concerted attempt to negate elongated skulls as being
possibly alien genetics.... I suggest the same experts negate Judges
5:20, and negate Ezekiel 1 as being an aircraft too... the four
faces are holographic insignia, the eyes in the wheel are lugnuts...
read it yourself......

lets talk about vampires! why persistant legends of people drinking
blood to extend life span? couldnt be human growth hormones in kids
blood could it?

funny thing.. In Enoch a passage about the watchers/human hybrids
only living 500 years... do you suppose growth hormones might not
extend that?

it would explain also the Elite of the planet working hundreds of
years to install the new world order... its hard to keep such a plan
going, unless you have someone pushing the agenda with an elongated
lifespan...

sure would fit, if the Elite were puppets of somebody with exceptional
lifespans.. somebody who wanted nukes, weapons in space, and to
trash normal humans with genocides, wars, and armageddon... connect
the dots...

I dont have to be correct on all the details to be right on the
overview... Think for yourselves, test the thesis against the bible,
Enoch, and modern reality.... it all fits... also the abduction on
north canol road... I was a professional carpenter for years,
whoever placed those nail holes was very adept at hanging people by
their hands.. that they were represented on a modern human was a
dropped clue to connect aliens with crucifictions...

I'm not wrong.... and denial heads wont stop those concepts....
carpenters etc. Get very good at placing nails... I can read a
carpenter by how he nails things... whoever did that had done it many
many times.... he knew just where to tack sombody up, and still be
able to pull the nails easily a couple days later... Take a look...

folks best you get ready for armageddon, because its somebody's
agenda... some body in control of most of the planet who feels they
no longer need 7 billion usefull idiots anymore clogging up the end
game.... why so many nukes on the planet? why tens of thousands?
Overkill? Or planning for the battle for earth? why would anyone sane
be using depleted uranium as munitions? Only incredibly toxic for
billions of years... would all make sense if you planned on a last
ditch battle against an enemy who arrived from space.. and if you
could trash the planet and break a blockade and escape.... world
government? for who or what to govern? somebody so evil no amount of
deformed babies and no amount of wars was too much to push their own
totally mentally ill agenda?

and those lasers being put into space, which way are they going to be
pointing? down, or out, or both?

somehow its all one...

all one plan...

people are waking up.. the possibility of alien manipulation is
obviously gaining ground, and everything Jesus said makes sense if you
factor in the star of bethlehem being a ship.... Angels? mentioned
as being stronger than humans, genetically enhanced warriors, read
about the conception and feats of Samson.... someone with genes from
a lion could be that strong.. Funny thing, bible mentions lion men
too, but not black guys with bones thru their noses and lion skins
over their heads like some old Tarzan movie...

men who were part lion.... more than one.. Didnt happen with some
horney cat.... happened by mixing DNA in a lab... legends of
Atlantis, crossing people with animals, Egyptian "gods" who were part
animal, Aztec gods who were part animal...

silly legends? Or people who could be whatever their vanity wanted to be?

king Gog? Goliath, Giants in Genesis 6, and other places, giant
hybrids... cannibalistic giants....

tall royal familys....

Juan Carlos?

royalty busy killing each other off for thousands of years... gee?
Thats what was predicted in Enoch...

the model doesnt have to be perfect to still fit....

it all makes sense once you have the overview....

the Koran fits too, as does the Tao talking about the ancient masters...

dont be swayed by denial heads... You start looking, and you find it
everywhere... Hidden in plain sight..

bugs here in Costa Rica, painted bugs, with designs that serve no
evolutionary purpose... hundreds of different types... accident of
genetics, or somebody's hobby for long periods between stars?

we could be a galactic reality TV show and not know it...

experimental humans.. Lets see which ones are the best survivors....

will it be survival show jock heads? or small guys with enough brains
and paranoia mental component to read the situation correctly at gut
level intuition, and get out of downtown Babylon in time....

if big was best genetics we'd all be big... It aint.. Minimalism is
more powerful than big.. Smaller targets too.... And fast breeders out
do slow ones....

so lets have a big war, a free for all, where everybody goes nuts over
bogus money and starts killing each other, so we can see who is the
best survivors? Or maybe it might be better to ace the test by
refusing insane orders, and taking out the sickos instead....

your movie...

"instinctual liars, killers, & thieves....."

who could that be? Johny sixpack & Sally Soccer Mom?

or hereditary warrior class nobility, now wearing camouflage uniforms
on TV talking heads, and talking about AlCIAda in Pakistan?

what the hell are we doing in Pakistan? with a thousand drone
aircraft flown by child soldiers told to kill anything that tries to
hide? huh? I'd try to hide too....

Pakistan? They cant make a quality pocket knife, or medical tools that
are worth a shit, I doubt they are much of a threat, unless you bomb
enough weddings to piss them off enough to use nukes...

Iran? Goat herders... with as much right as anybody to build nukes,
no matter what Hyppocrit
Hillary, and the Barry Barrack Puppet have to babble on babylon baby about...

sure smells like somebody has a war agenda.... nuke them Muslims
before the Christians figure out who the real enemy is....

Children of Abraham.... thats us silly, all of us... Well other than
a few sickos everybody admires for getting rich via scams and
warbucks....

amazes me how women whore themselves to the highest bidders.. money
is an imaginary concept now losing it's belief factor... human
decency would make a much wiser mating criteria girls, if you werent
such sick vanity heads....

you all deserve a thousand years of Burkas!
Your educations have gone to your silly greedy heads... kill your
babys and call it a right to choose.. funny the bible talks about
that too.. wont look pretty at your trials by the aliens...

women who abort so they can be greedy sluts instead of decent wives
and loving mothers...

which group do they go in to? my guess is the cut off their heads
group mentioned in Enoch....

genetic culls... AKA feminists.....

lets see how politically correct flys with judges who consider having
families to be healthy and normal activity....

make sure to paint your face nice, so you look better than the other
slitches in the piles of heads....

ritual execution.. "cutting necks"
then burned from space after being thrown into a gully....

by the millions unless you change you mental paradigm in time....

am I crazy? You bet... Your sordid lives against immortality....

Lesbians and gays? burn pile.... personally I couldnt care less what
kicks your rocket.... not my business, but I aint the guys with
starships who own the planet anytime they want to come back...

it isnt our opinion that counts... Get that thru your short skull....

its the opinions of the guys who got their shit together enough to
conquer this galaxy that matter.. we're nothing but wolfling
primitives with half an IQ to them....

people who create species, likely have an idea what their long term
genetic target is, aint alot of things.. aint greed heads, killers,
perverts, or power trippers...

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Thursday, 13th May, 2012...........

morning,

feeling pretty good....

Thinking about things on short wave and internet...

Hillary able to strip you of citizenship and dissappear you off to be
tortured? she and her lesbian cadre will have fun with that one....
best defend yourself against the FEMA death squads guys, or its your
nuts they'll torch off.....

a thousand drone aircraft in Pakistan? thats nothing compared to the
number of deadly drones in the Pentagon and on capital hill, they're
flown by corporate remote control... kill millions, and run on tax
dollars and pediphilia for fuel....

really, a thousand drone aircraft with video game kids killing anyone
they feel like is a bit over the top... imagine the US Karma game
points in a single day of boredom at the job? the virtual nerds wont
give a shit who they kill, as long as they score high compared to
their buddies....

And what do you suppose will happen to supporting tribes in the US,
when the universe balances things for it?

they already take out weddings for fun, blast the dogshit out of men
women & children just for living where the corporate military
industrial complex wants their pipeline, so basically they are
creating a revenge monster with a nuke on its back...

you poor fools in the US paying taxes and obeying every law no matter
how absurd, are in the Karmic Cannibal potluck..... glad I got
out.... wouldnt want to think I was a fat slave in babylon before
the ranchers came...

yeah, death from the skys could take on a new meaning when its an
alien battle star sending out flights of death craft while the
battle star lasers the dog shit out of earth from space... we'll see
how the corporate dick heads and Pentagon pricks like having holes
lasered into Chyenne Mountain while theyre inside the Swiss
cheese....

nope, I think I'd rather be a useless fool on a hill nobody gave a
shit about...

anyway my apologies to the people my ex government is killing, and
their families... surely Allah will answer your prayers in due time..

may the guilty know justice.....

doing nothing to hurt, is much better than doing the wrong thing
while only complaining about it..

I'm glad I'm not in the US paying for it all with taxes.... bad, bad karma...

that I have food, water, and a warm, dry place to sleep without
supporting the BEAST is enough Lord.... thank you for the grace....

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Tuesday, 11th, May, 2010..........

Morning,
just after midnight actually...
Woken by a wierd dream.. no bearning on reality, but has me thinking
about past life compared to present, and why I am where I am....

As in all things, no pure reason, a mix of history..
Life is like that... but when I boil it all down, again I realize how
good my misfortune has been....

and I know it's origins now, not blind anymore...

30 years ago I was trying to get a farm and tools, and set up to be
self sufficient, organic, have a family etc. did good, considering
the 80's, did bad due to the defects of others combined with my own,
and naieve about both... had tractors and tools, getting my trip
together, and had it trashed by humanity in general, and a few people
in perticular, and all because I didnt understand a few basic facts
about human nature, including my own....

Well, that was long ago, and far away, and those people have been
edited from my life, but I'm still traveling with the me element,
and at least making ocasional progress on it....

I also consider myself extremely lucky for having learned what I have,
and having gotten to where I am, in spite of all the losses...

I've realized more how the universe actually operates, and I realized
how screwed up humans are, including myself, and thats the guy I can
do something about... woking towards perfection is like a trip to the
far blue mountains in the distance, and knowing you'll never get there
in a lifetime, but that the journey is magic, and if I can make it
even to the foothills, it will be nice, and I'll find springs of cool
clean water, and shady groves to lie in, back against solid trees of
majestic stature, and fertile medows to build my garden in..

life is too short to learn it all and really succed, but a good start,
and a journey on a trail of my own making has its rewards....

I feel extremely fortunant to have made it this far, and past the
lions of the plains, and to be positioned so very well for whats
coming, and to understand it....

I have seen that my bad experiences and my reactions have at least
prepared me for the extreme struggle ahead, and know there is a
slight chance of making it to a land beyond even my dreams..

so I let go of the baggage of the past, continue to learn, and feel
thankful for those who taught me things along the way....
Some long dead for centuries.. Some still living, some who taught out
of good will, and others who taught the bad way....

I see the current reality for what it is and why its that way... I've
been given clues as to where its all going, and am more than thankful
for them....

If things had gone well for me back then, it would have been worse
for me in whats coming....

I feel incredibly fortunant to have figured out the bible, Enoch etc.
to understand the Tao, to have been influenced by juvinile creative
fiction into mentals paths that are good....

to have made it past so much...

well, I cant save the world, but I have tried to do things to point
out the truth, and I have tried to help others along the way, with
mixed success..

trying counts...

we have a screwed up world... we have busy bodies with their noses
where they dont belong, and we have assholes on power trips causing an
apocalypse, but there is a far side to it....

and with how the universe actually works, and what the game really is,
I know they will get their rewards in full....

I am thankful....

I have much more than I need, I should be able to help others, and
hope to do so....

yesterday I ate banana bread, and the day before... pretty good,
considering living in what most would consider horrible poverty..
and I have more bananas for today, and I and dog will eat well
again...

living simple has its rewards... Lower stress, more happiness, and
better prepared for whats ahead...

I'm pleased to have learned recently how well baking on leaves
works... after a life of bannock often stuck to the pan, I have come
full circle, and refound a way to have a better way... Extreme retro,
but it works so very well...

its a small thing, but fun & rewarding...

it wont make me a fortune, but fortunes will soon be meaningless, and
having a way to eat better will be important...

and knowledge is light cargo in one's refugee pack..

40% of the planet is still wild, and the rest soon to be devastated..
where do I want to be?

Well, my back is against the mountains... and my garden overlooks the
valley of devastation...

I am well prepared....

inside & out...

I have much more than I need... and still time to better prepare...

I will be able to help others...
I do help others..

I heard a Christian broadcast yesterday, listening out of boredom..
but a guy was talking about no matter how hard he tries to be better,
he fails every time.. there is some honesty... there is a man worth
appreciating warts and all....

and it encourages me to keep trying also... failure is normal, to try
and try and keep trying is success within itself...

its like my trying to learn guitar in my 50's.... its the failures
leading me to success.... and success is judged best in small
terms... no Trump Towers....

but banana bread on leaves is what I'd rather have anyway... To be
more one with my universe, not trying to dominate it with my vanity...

I have done well in this blog.. Information that can save people... If
nobody reads it, its not because I didnt try.... I may not be some
important person, but I have done my part...

anyway, so begins another day....

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Tuesday 4th May, 2010.........

morning,

a nice one...
Tried the short wave, still too early, did get a preacher fielding
questions about Genesis 6, he didnt have a clue... goes to show a
multi million dollar budget is worth less than the truth....
The guy had obviously never read Enoch....

nor Judges 5:20.....

or figured out the star of Bethlehem was a ship...
The secret is safe with him...

I worked this morning on sharpening a pocket knife I bought the other
day for $8, took out a small factory defect, got it sharp enough to
shave, and have installed a lanyard on it.... now ready to go into
my kit somewhere, just not sure where..

I dont think I've discussed pocket knives too much.... interesting
devices, very useful, and much over looked by the rambo heads....

most of the time in my life, when I've seen some bumkin catch a fish,
out comes a pocket knife to gut it.... most of the time when one
whittles a stick, its a pocket knife what does the carving...

the most carried knives, are pocket knives...

the most used knives in the field, are same...

in the kitchen fixed blade knives do the work....
Pocket knives tend to be an expedient...

I learned when young, that pocket knives are easy to lose... also
learned that a lanyard kept that from happening, if you used it..

having a pocket knife tied to you is good security...

I use lanyards on all kinds of things....

I'm not much on multi bladed pocket knives... One or two blades is
fine with me.. i have a Swiss Army "Hotel survival knife" but I never
bother carrying it in the brush... I prefer a real knife and no
gadgets..

I find few cans of food growing on trees... no beer bottles either...

in the brush, theres wood, rope & cord, leather or nylon strap, or
fruit and root crops, and wounds to clean out, and thorns to
extract...

pocket knives seem to be the tool of choice..

my recently purchassed folder, is a copy of an $80 Gerber, out of the
80's.... for one tenth the price, is well made, and has a 440C
blade...

there is some justice to offshore competition... at least it puts
tools within reach of the more humble types... and it provides an
income for any number of hopeless Chinese slaves of Fascism...

I think the word "Ism" must mean "Slave"?

it seems to be the one commonality to all the things that end in the
sufix "ism", no matter which one the salesman convinces you to buy,
you always invariably end up being a screwed slave...

I dont buy many Isms nowdays... figured out the connections....

more into liberation pocket knives....

I'm curious about how it will be after the arrival, and the game
finished... looking forward to seeing how righteous governmet
works.... so far I've yet to see any Government worth diddly....

most of the time I observe governments pretending to cure problems, by
creating them...

a just government would have to be a nice asset in comparison...

so far not a one on earth.....

but that doesnt mean its impossible.... all you have to do, is design
and manufacture better humans, and governments improve
automatically...

at the current time, they seem to be ocupied by a concentration of
killers, thieves, and liars...

I try not to feed them.....

would happily support justice...

anyway, pocket knives are more useful than governments... cost
somewhat less too...

tried doing bannock on a leaf the otherday, a non toxic banana
leaf.... boy did that work great! first time in my life to do
bannock that wasnt stuck to the pan... If I were in Oregon, I'd use a
maple leaf.. here in the brush, I'd use platanillo....

I just rolled the biscuit dough in a folded up leaf, and dropped it in
the pan, cooked one side, rolled it over, and then ate.. Was nicely
browned, no grease or oil, and leaf is now compost...

What I learned, is most of civilisation is un necessary... why did
indigenous people not build huge civilisations? there was no need, it
was too much work, and they led to vanity heads taking over and
beginning to sacrifice slaves to the Vanity god; themselves....

modern version fits the description...

was thinking this morning how escape was better than violence...
easier emotionally... and from what I can see, human civilisations
come with the seeds of their own destruction... there is no need to
have violent revolution against the technocult, might distract it
from trashing itself...

If I used all my intellect to design a way to finish off the status
quo, I couldnt do as good of a job, as they are themselves...

fighting isnt the answer... leaving is....

freedom is learning to leave the enslaving culture
intellectually/mentally... then doing the physical follow up...

to escape the Credit Masters, first you have to quit buying their
products... this requires right thinking....

I try to only buy liberating products... let the Capitalists
compete liberating me....

it will be a short empire....

my main focus is stargate gear.. what I'd want on the pony cart going
up the ramp to go colonize another planet.... same stuff works fine
living on this one at basic levels..... keeps me from enslaving
myself... the first thing everybody needs to learn, is that you
really only need a limited number of things to live well... its
much easier to limit yourself to basics, than to get an infinite
amount of TV trash by slaving for it... Being Frugal is in.... but
has anyone thought of weaponized frugality? tuning your aquisitions
to eliminate your need for the system.... a survivalist with a gun,
has no real need for the police... And therefore should make himself
exempt from supporting taxation, by leaving police controlled zones...
40% of the planet is still effectively wilderness... if you are
enslaved, generally its a function of location first, and stupidity
second... but curing the problem requires working at it from the
stupidity end first, then when you dump enough useless baggage, doing
the relocate....

think about it.....

later, raining, waiting for my tea to cool... listening to some
poor fool pour his heart out about being in love... think of the
money saved if guys could buy a pill to prevent the malady..... some
form of psycotropic anti-infatuation pill... the women wouldnt miss
us, they could just listen to romantic music, watch soapish drama on
the love placebo box, and get their rush with five kilo boxes of
chocolates...

would mean the guys could be less interested in holding down jobs,
supporting the psycho priests of power....

sales of fishing gear should increase.....

the women could be the economic slaves for awhile, supporting their
love placebo habits....

and the men could inhabit the more remote and inaccessible places,
spend their days in freedom,
enjoy life..

it seems to be where we are headed with modern relationships..
except the couples are living together... everyone wants to live
together, no body knows how.... I think the problem is
complication... too much bullshit in life, no time to think, or care,
or create good times... just endless grinding to pay for the
inability to curb the fevered buying of endless materialism caused by
watching the shadow's box....

Sanity begins in silence.....

it searches for its own heart...

and in time finds it's mind....

Somewhere in the mountains a hawk flys..
clouds rush the peaks and pass over or slip between....

Creeks skip down mountain's sides....
Bouncing from stone to stone....
sliding along over slippery bottoms...

trees stand proud, thickets thick....
flowers waving on windy medows....
Dancing colors in the sun....

Sky so blue it touches your heart....
At night a moon beyond full....
The cry of a hunting owl....

A fire is burning in front of a primitive shelter...
a man works on his gear, fingers deft and expert...
a sharp knife cuts the cord....

A knot pulled tight...

wrapping and frapping, lacing and stitching....
A thousand songs come and go in the lowlands...

I never heard, nor missed a one of them.....

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Saturday, 1st May 2010..............

Afternoon,

raining, typical wet season weather...

did a town run, visiting lawyer w/friend/partner..

and stooped on way home to buy some flour and a couple other items..

had a desire for biscuits and gravy, and bannock....

did also find a nice pocket knife for $8..... a drop point, fairly
hunky, 3 inch blade, 440C type blade, nicely done.. have been
wanting such a knife for many years.. perfect skinner for deer sized
animals.. OK as a whittling knife also.....

thinking today about situation in US.... and how my role is limited
to observer/comentary...

I think its going to go all the way to civil war..

and it will be very ugly.... the price you pay for not sticking up
for whats right, and not being involved all along.. all the lazy suck
ups will have to think about what happens to collaborators at the end
of wars.. often taken out and shot...

not going to be a cake walk... but the eventual outcome is
predetermined... the people always win over time.. and the power
trippers get genetically edited and reduced... fact of life, read
book of enoch if you'd like the overview..

add in the rancher arrival, and the chances of anyone on the side of
the beast government getting away go to zero..

not a good deal... And I suspect one will be rated by things like
bravery... and cowardice... its a warrior society... evidently a
just one...

one would be lucky as a coward if you didnt get your throat cut out of
contempt... next step up would be slavery.... followed by free
man then warrior etc.... your status will depend on your game score,
and which side you are on..

also, another thought, is not wise to refuse to obey a direct
order.... much better to go over and fight on the right side..
Disobeying an order, is asking to be stuck in harms way from then on
to get you killed... Or killed outright... much better to analyse the
situation, and take out the biggest asshole you can see, who is
pushing the anti-constitutional agenda....

anyway, your choices, but I know my choices.. especially considering
the star of Bethlehem was most likely a star ship.... I want on the
side who has the moral high ground... not to mention unlimited
power...
New pack think paradigm; new bigger stronger pack....

anyway, happy to have the pocket knife.. Generally a most used tool...
and this one is a nice stout well made knife..

a pocket knife is the knife most likely to be on you, and therefore
most likely there when you need it..

I have three knives now from the same manufacturer... likely Chinese,
but German contract, as markings are in German...

Only things I'm missing at this point is a nice big jack knife, and a
little tiny midget version...
All have their place..

another thing I tried today was cooking bread in a green leaf...
worked great, didnt stick, browned nice, less hassel than stuck to the
pan cooking...

I think its preferrable method compared to grease or trying to use
corn flour or meal to keep from sticking... Once again the most
natural method
prooves to be the best method....

have been attempting the pro flute now and then, getting mostly grins
out of myself instead of haunting love tunes out of said flute....
it will be months at the present rate.. but, no TV, and I look
forward to some day playing it well..

and thats how it is... In persuit of whats real and true... searching
for reality is much more entertaining than sitting on your ass living
in fantasy land... thats not a life, its a living death....

I know, I've been there.. worked all kinds of jobs, few were ever
worth the pay...

also got a box of black tea... Havent had tea in a year or more..
Drinking it without sugar, its fine, have gotten used to zero white
sugar diet.. dont really miss it..

keeps one from over indulging....

anyway, I keep working towards simplicity.. Also towards country
roots... glad I didnt grow up in the city, wouldnt know as much as
useful for whats coming....

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Saturday, May 1st, 2010..........

Morning,

thinking about a call in program I listened to on short wave yesterday....

Police and military calling in, talking about gun confiscation drills,
and that they were being trained down to the cooks, to kick in doors
and kill men women, and children for sticking up for their
constitutional rights, and God given rights to self defense tools....

Well, looks like a lot of people will have some very grave decisions
to make.... on the side kicking in doors, going to have to decide if
you are willing to take a bullet in the face to keep your job.... and
if you are willing to risk hanging for treason, for obeying illegal
and unconstitutional orders, violating the rights of your fellow
citizens....

the laws arent what the Government says they are, the laws are what
the people say they are....

And the constitution is the contract between the people and the
government, and if the government has a habit of breaking that
contract, which they do constantly, then it is in fact an illigetiment
government...

what that means, is push is going to come to shove, and your decision
decides your fate in the future; go along to get along, and good
chance you'll be convicted and hung for treason, by people quite
angry at your killing men, women, and children..... it wont be a long
trial....

also there is this; if I am correct about my Bible thesis, which I'm
sure I am, if you choose the side of the beast government, this issue
being a most clear cut decision, when the real owners of the planet
show up, quite likely you get your neck cut..... Thats if you make it
past the hot lead of righteous home defenders, and the trials for
treason, you still have death row facing you a third time...

I dont think its worth the risk, and I think refusing illegal orders
would be wiser, and going AWOL and fighting on the constitutional side
would be even wiser....

why give up your ability to contribute positively?

why not hang onto you gun and go join the side that likes everybody
having one of them....

also consider this; the current status quo is in crash mode... do you
think going with it is a really good idea?

the big lie is going down... Care to go with it? Or care to stand up
on the side of what is actually right?

so if you are cowardly and go along with orders, or cowardly and give
up your means of defense to the beast government, you are in fact
risking more than your job....

the current government of the US, has zero actual legitimacy.....
what is gotten by lies, and by force, is theft....

anyway, have a fun decision...

die free!

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