Thursday 29 th April, 2010............

Morning,

cooking my usual fare, my worker is fixing fence, and planting
pineapples today..

I seem to be running yesterday's short wave thru my mind... people
are getting angry at being screwed with by an illigetament government
basically made up of assholes on power trips stemming from a mass
delusion...

looks like the Bible is right on target... too bad we have glassy
eyed preachers analysing it, instead of scientists eh? meanwhile
the scientist and preachers battling over creation versus evolution...

wonder if its ever entered their minds that they both might be
somewhat right & somewhat wrong at the same time?

me, I've decided not to fly anymore... and its something I love to
do... I started flying on airplanes as a kid, that are museum pieces
now, or in private collections..... crossed the Atlantic first time
powered by Allison turboprops, it was the best there was at the time
for the distance and load...

anyway, not flying, not going back to the US, and not going to have
much to do with people in general, I'm tired of the problems that
come from generic sick minds of pack think egoheads of all types...

its my planet...

bankers only think they own it.... i was born on it, its mine...
they're a bunch of childish sicko lust heads... I got bored playing
Monopoly by about 12 years old... these guys go into their 80's
drooling over things worth less than monopoly money, and over bimbos
and young boys, and Materilism, and Pig Parties....

I wish they'd grow up...

Frat heads on steriods....

Going to come to a bad end....

most of humanity will go with them over the edge of the earth... WW3
coming over the horizon, and the best forcasters saying so, and it
aint sooth sayers reading chicken guts... its people who study
numbers, trends and psychology...

bankers are calling it cohesion index... when they steal so much a
society begins to unravel...

wonder what the cohesion factor between their head & body will be?
when people get enough fed up with their shit, there will be alot of
dead bankster chickens....

the bottom line on law, is its what the people say it is... the
government was designed as an expedient, not as gods....

they are demons passing as gods....

my only question, is will the general public get to it before the
sky gods arrive, or not..

my guess is the Elite will set off a nuclear war, and afterwards
discover their excuses no longer work...

Elite types would be killed on sight by survivors of a nuclear war....

they'd be hunted down worse than Nazi High Command....

no trial, just identification.. then the fights over how best to
kill them by the survivors...

I wonder how low the bar will be on elite Collaborators? I dont
think I'd want to be on the wrong side... the hyeena pack mentality
would become an automatic death sentence...

police, judges, Mercs, army officers, and troops engaged in atrocities...

all prime fodder for the reign of revenge....

because there wont be anyone left alive who hasnt lost most of the
people they cared about...

its all insane.. I dont want to be part of it..

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Thursday, 22nd April, 2010..............

Morning,
just waking up, rebuilt the fire, got the guitar down, and plugged in....

thinking about the Costa Rica residency issues, and how absurd it all
is.. they are running people out of the country who have homes here,
provide jobs, and who bring in money constantly....

its all to do just another Tico rip off of foriegners, which is all
they know collectively....

they are so snooty in San Jose (San Hose job) that the minister of
tourism a couple years back said their goal is to eliminate low class
back packer tourism, and only allow upscale "rich" tourism.....

what that means in "Tico Think" is they only want big fish.... if
you can spend a hundred grand on a bare lot on a gated community, if
you have a big plastic yacht thats white, and you have nothing better
to do than play golf and pull lettuce out of your wallet, and throw
it in wads to brown people with lawyer licenses, by all means be
welcome in the Pus hole of central America with its body count on
nightly TV, usually of Rich people being taken out in the brush,
robbed, and killed....

basically they got the idea there is a higher class of victims.... a
few upscale projects, a few super rich spending a thousand a day in
snob level hotels & resorts, and the Costa Rica Elite has decided
this is Monaco on the Istmus.... They have a few noisy electronic
gambling Casinos where they fleece the mentally ill, they have a golf
course or two in a country you dont put your hand in holes, without
looking in them first with a flashlight for snakes, and where if your
ball goes off the fairway, best pull another one out of your bag..
as there are quite often 8 ft fat headded, incredibly well
camouflaged snakes in the weeds... and its also a good idea to keep
your door closed, or you'll find snakes under your bed.. no joke...
I had some visitors come down once, I worried about how to impress
them with the danger reality.. When they arrived we had to move
things a bit to make room for the cots... we ran into a couple snakes
in the process... I didnt have to say much...

anyway, the snakes that slither, are nothing in comparison to the ones
that speak spanish... or even worse accented english.. any Tico
that speaks English best be worried about..... especially if theyre
lawyers....

anyway, I think Costa Rata is heading for an implosion.... they have
reinstituted their army, gotten rid of in '48, only now they wear
blue uniforms instead of green, count 'em, an army of police even
in rural areas, harrassing people for ID every few miles, handing
out $400 traffic tickets every few miles, on foot, on bikes, on
motorcycles, in cars, in pickup trucks, and soliting bribes at traffic
stops from locals, for lack of tourists to extort.... they are
carrying full auto weapons in th streets now, if you like cops in
Mexico, you'll love Costa Rica... mind you, this is in a rural area
where 10 years ago you had to get on a bus to go get a policeman,
because not every town had one, and they didnt have fones, cars, etc.
And their gun was an early 1900's vintage .38 special and they had a
few corroded rounds on the holster, plus what was in the gun....

now they are packing everything from AK-47's to Uzi's to M-16's in
cow towns where nothing ever happens, except the ocaisonal heart
attack from too much pork in the diet....

all at public expence, just like the missing standing army was.. I
presume this is all part of the new world order push for a planetary
police state, and likely financed by the IMF etc. well I have bad
news for the IMF, I wouldnt loan a book to a Tico,
and loaning them any money is out of the question...

besides, they wont have an economy to pay with, with their plans to
only allow Elite super rich into the country to be fleeced by their
fleets of greasy lawyers, and their absurd laws...

I heard rumor Costa Rica is number three on the planet behind US &
Israel for lawyers per capita... and I'm sure the Tico Lawyers could
teach the American & Jewish versions a lot... the Ocean of sleaze has
no bottom here.....

you can get married in Reno in a half hour for $50...with nothing but
your ID, Or you can get married in San Jose for about $2000, and six
months getting all the stamps, seals, signitures, and
authentifications on all the documents, and their certified
translations...

thats how it is here... And it never stops.. the general theme here
for foriegners is that you cant do anything due to the constant
blockages.. good luck when the Lawyer's Squatters move onto your farm
when you go on vacation...

Me? I live out in the brush with the snakes.. the ticos dont like
living in the jungle due to the snakes.... I consider them body
guards.. they keep the number of governmet officials, armed robbers,
and lawyers to an endurable minimum...

anyway, dont bother retiring here, or coming here for tourism... and
I wouldnt buy the coffee or bananas either... check on the national
consumption of Dioxin for Agricultural purposes... here, the
instructions on the five gallon chemical cans get ignored... usual
rate of application is about 3X what ever the label says, otherwise it
doesnt kill the weeds, bugs, or fungus.... things are pretty tough
here, but sprayers are cheap, and so are workers willing to breathe
the shit......

I grow my own organic bananas, quit drinking coffee, until I get my
own going, quit using sugar, and only eat home grown pineapples....

seems wiser than getting cancer... I was in the hospital here once
for a few days... Got robbed while I slept, and then robbed again by
the finance dept. Because I was a foriegner...
so I think its entertaining that health insurance is now mandantory
for foriegn residents.. sounds like a good deal... until you see the
hospital..

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Sunday 18th, April 2010..............

Well, I seem to be caught in a strange nightmare..
i woke to find myself in the opening phases of the apocalypse....

or at least thats how it appears now that I am awake...

Went to town on the bus to get the worker's pay, talked to a friend,
who is a serious Christian. good guy, brother of a woman I like...
Who liked another friend of mine better than she liked me... Common
story, no problem, he's feeding her, and good chance they dont like
each other all the time...

anyway, in conversation w/friend he tells me a story about some
international aid group reps showing up, and not carrying passports or
money..

no surprise to me, I know about people being chipped now, but I was
surprised the Ticos were aware and aware of the biblical connections,
and aware of how its all being slipped into place..

We talked about biblical stuff, and I turned him onto Enoch online...
I didnt tell him what I knew, but got him started on the trail to get
there... he realized I knew things he didnt, and he's a serious
student... and said he wanted to come up and talk about it... I
said fine, read Enoch first...

anyway, had a good trip to town, bought some food, also found a
strange set of stainless trays... was trying to figure out what they
were on way home, heavy stainless, straight sides, three sizes, and
it dawned on me, that they were oversized cake pans, Chef's quality,
for doing large wedding cakes.... and my daughter in law is studying
to be a chef.... so I was pleased... As I've been buying kitchen
stuff for years with her in mind...

and women do like to do weddings...

also saw my little niece on my way to town, she asked me if I was
going to come back with bread? I always buy bread or cookies, or
something in town for her & her mom.. I found her some whole wheat,
and a snickers bar.. But she wasnt home when I returned, so I hung
them by the door, knowing she'd be happy when she got home and found
her bread and chocolate bar..

she's going on three years old...

anyway, was pleased to get the cake pans, handy for drying grains or
seeds etc. Between weddings..

definitely worth having...

also have been working on the air rifle, just figured out this morning
how to fix a problem the flip up sight was having... happy to have
the device, exelent minimalistic garden defender..

and there are plenty of toxins available locally...

my worker killed a rare snake on my buddy's farm, not normal for this
area and he wasnt sure about the name... it was an incredibly
strange snake, about three feet long and four or more inches thick...
I've never seen anything so short and fat even in fotos, looked like
an oversized Oregon garden slug, with a fat head & fangs.. it had a
diamond pattern, but not a rattlesnake family member.. there are
plenty of toxic snakes here.. maybe a dozen types in the books,
I've killed plenty, and my worker kills them constantly.. but this
one was the wierdest yet.. a three foot snake that weighed several
pounds...

betcha some of that one's venom would spice up a dart or an arrow...

its why I know the air rifle is more than its taken to be.. To me its
a cheap way to shoot rats... But if push comes to shove, it's a highly
efficient and minimalistic device capable of keeping people from
liking trips out of town... if the indians had had air rifles to
deliver toxins, instead of blowguns, I doubt the Europeans would have
had their way with them...
Here there are enough snakes to keep most folks living in town... an
army attempting to occupy the hills would lose guys to snakes...
regularly....

I've lived in the brush here for 15 years now... and am extremely
wary... And still have close encounters constantly.... its no joke,
to live in the jungle isnt for people with an arrogant attitude...

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Tuesday, 13th April 2010........

Morning... Got back from panama a couple days ago... nice trip,
explored a new place, liked it better than old place...

now happy to be home...

my thoughts this morning are on the news, I see Iran is building
faster centrifuges... No surprise to me.... cant stop them short of
an invasion....

which is the wrong thing to do... The problems of today's world are
obvious.. Same stuff I've written about for years.. Basically most of
it is results of fascism.... a greed based planet wide civilisation..
Failed foriegn policy is the results, grand finale to the big lie
ahead.. Get out of babylon.. 'cause baby she's going to blow...

corruption rises, people react by becomming more dishonest
themselves in the streets, a bad cycle, getting worse by the day...
its not the way to be, doesnt lead anywhere even remotely good, and
its very obvious to me the Ranchers are spot on about humanity....

Makes me sad... I watched kids playing in Panama, was good to smile
at their antics.... I visited with my little niece on the way home,
and she was happy to see me.. gave me my first kisses in years,
really sweet kid...

I would like to see a better world for the kids... but it isnt likely
to happen under current management... people who already have too
much, only to want more, are leading humanity down the road to
terminal vanity...

I added to my own materialism in Panama... got a long wanted air
rifle... now have a means to efficiently rid myself of a problem with
people who steal my food... I checked it out yesterday, it diesels
fine on mineral oil, upping the velocity a bit... making it a very
good garden protector.. Thats unlikely to be lethal unless I have to
use it with poison arrow frog venom... its a very nicely designed
piece, a bullpup configuration, comes apart in the middle into two 16
inch hunks.. it wants a sling and a quality scope.. Most will laugh,
but its avery practical possession.. What it lacks in power it makes
up for in other ways... it doesnt require any legal toilet paper,
and is cheap to feed, I got over a thousand pellets, so I'm set for
life if used wisely....

I'ved owned air rifles since I was a kid... very handy devices for
around the campsite....

I once saw video of indians in the Amazon using blowguns, poisoned
darts, hunting tree critters... it took 30 seconds or a minute for
the neuro toxins to start working... and in the same vignette they
filmed indians using air rifles to do the same job, with no toxins...

I instantly connected the dots, knowing of reusable darts are availabe
for air rifles...

I dont hunt anymore.. but I do have to deal with rats.. Two and four
legged... and if things get really bad, I may have to retreat up into
the mountains... Not alot of food there, but no shortage of tree
critters... And if I'm retreating, it will be due to human problems..
so a device I can run on muscle and frog toxins, thats quiet and
accurate could be just the thing.. subsistence and survival are very
much about minimalism... You wont get rich living subsistence, but
you may survive what the rich man wont....

I have my bow and crossbow for bigger stuff.. What I needed was
something to protect the corn & beans that didnt lose arrows that take
hours to make... now for a penny, I can run problems out of my
garden.. and as chance would have it, coming home, carrying the gun,
I ran into my prime asshole neighbor who likes to steal things from
people's gardens and orchards.. he will no doubt not like knowing I
can nail him with something he wont like, that requires a doctor visit
to get dug out of his fat ass... Few people will trade a little hole
with lead in it, for a sack of easy food..

not more than a time or two...

anyway, I'm quite the social joke... only a crazy gringo tarzan would
think highly of an air rifle.... but I know a few things.... and I'm
thankful to the Chinese for making me such a very well built device
thats stargate quality... I may hunt for a heavier spring for it...
and will paint it camouflage, mostly to protect it from rust...

I also added to my field kitchen.. got a 12 inch stainless pie pan,
very nice for corn bread, fruit pie, and other stuff I can & do
grow... I feel that materialism will be much harder soon.. so I try
to get simple items that are subsistence related when I can now..
you might laugh too, but remember I made it out of Babylon alive....
and have learned plenty since.... Still learning...

did see some nice axe heads in Panama.. Maybe will get a couple when I
go back... I have all the axes I need, but consider them a wise
investment.. And what is available now, might not be always... and
axes are top of the list survival tools..

I also saw Chinese Singer sewing machines in Panama for $120, would
like to get one for my nieces mom... she's studying to be an
accountant, but the new lady president here thinks cutting off
scholarships is the way to improve the country.. the girl has been
studying full time hard to get a scholarship... so I'm hoping to be
able to afford her a sewing machine so she can use it to finance her
own way thru university...
she already sell clothes out of catalogs to other women, and is
industrious, and has a good business head.. she's one of the
prettiest most level headed women I've ever met, and her mother is an
indigenous woman I seriously respect... never seen a better woman....
Glad she has a really good husband.. both great humans... and there
are so few these days....

people, its all about human decency... nothing else is as
important... I hear about the rich and famous.. They dont often
impress me..

I also have gotten to speak via fone to a woman I met online....
being able to talk has calmed things a lot... and she speaks english
with a beautiful German accent.... oh! melts my heart to hear her...

and I've always wanted to speak German.... A very pretty language on
the ears... she also speaks french, and is picking up spanish too....
a highly intelligent and good person.. i want to be friends even if
it never goes any farther than that..

I was worried about a million things, having been thru grinder
relationships.. but listening to her it was very obvious she is a
very reasonable woman.. and the Zen saying about women, is the best
thing a man can hope for is an understanding woman... so we shall
see, crossing my fingers it works out... I've lived alone over 15
years....

anyway, another good day ahead.... got to climb a breadfruit tree in
a couple minutes, and peel some green bananas...

have also been enjoying emails with my son, he and his brother just
got a progressive reloading press, they partner up on such things...
Both crack shots and good humans.. and I hear on short wave that
police departments are laying off and advising people to arm up....
good advice... the Elite may trash things totally, but It will be the
common folk who set it back to rights... lofty ideas like planet wide
government will only result in a bad smash up... the root of the
problem is people thinking they can improve things by twiddling with
other people's lives to their own greedy gain... never happen.. It
will only make things worse & worse... People need left alone, and
there are NO good governments.... only hipocrits in power, sick
humans too good to grow their own food.. And who group up to bully the
common folk to death and milk the dogshit out of them with taxes &
interest, and before its all over, they will screw things up so bad
that their hubris gets repaid... an old cycle.. Trims off greedheads,
and the peasants stupid enough to believe in their grand lies..

anyway, dishes to do, food to prepare, and then I'll listen to short
wave as it cooks....

also learned a friend is coming down soon and will bring my new used
flute... looking forward to happy hours learning to play it... much
better than watching Barbie and Ken do the plastic people routine on a
TV.... its all about getting back to whats real... good luck!

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Wednesday 7th April 2010............

Morning, been up a few hours, awaiting dawn...

built a campfire, sat beside it thinking, then got the guitar plumbed
into amp, and practiced chord shifts for an hour or so... an hour
until dawn...

thinking this morning how much of whats wrong now is related to
assholes on power trips...

its been the same throughout human history, been the same my whole
life, assholes on power trips, and cowards letting them get away with
it or backing it... thats what you call democracy, a few assholes on
power trips, and a bunch of stupid morons backing them up.... wag
the dog etc...

I have no use for any of it... the assholes piss me off, the morons
piss me off, so I stay away from both as much as possible, dont feed
them, and call it a life....

I used to be normal, worked a job, paid taxes, spent time in the
military, etc. but it was always the same, it sucked, and I was part
of it..

finally one day I got fed up, and went sane....

I suggest you consider doing likewise...

because assholes on power trips only has one possible end if let run
the course... it means eventually the assholes get to fighting,
using you as fighters/victims, and before its over youre either
maimed, in a body bag, or nuked.....

best not support any assholes on powertrips...

sooner or later it gets fatal....

great spirit is true... and every man a liar...

best work on yourself, and quit supporting others who are carreer liars...

What? you have your vanity trip going? dont want to lose it? bad
news; gonna lose it, your life, family etc. If you keep supporting
assholes on power trips...

anyway, good luck fixing yourself... its a rewarding hobby... time
at a campfire helps... good place & time to actually think...

But be careful, they've got the police looking for people with
camping gear now... evidently dont want anybody unplugged from their
TV, might use the free time to think outside the mandantory box.....
subversive campfire thoughts, about maybe growing enough spuds etc.
you didnt need to support the system..... what do you really need?
aint a ranchstyle and a buttmobile....

a little cabin, and a big garden...

maybe dig yourself some holes in the dirt on some higher hump of dirt
with good drainage, fix them up to store spuds, other root crops,
cabages etc. bottom line is something for the soup... you really
dont need all the shit from the super market... a fork in the mouth
is more fatal than a knife it the back... just takes longer, and gets
thousands of times more victims....

do a happy meal.. on the way to your happy funeral......

dont forget to pay your happy taxes, so the happy cops have money to
finance writing more happy tickets, so the happy judge on a power trip
can take more from you while you are expected to kiss his ass...

hide the spud holes... pretend you've got an enemy called FEMA
thats going to come round looking for food and daughters... maybe
the wife too, if she isnt too fat & ugly from sitting in front of the
TV eating happy meals....

it all boils down to letting go of the vanities, and minimizing down
to what you really need..

and its likely a good idea, considering where the assholes on power
trips have everything heading... the Titanic never had it so good...

so... reduce vanity, reposition yourself someplace in the brush, boot
some kind of shelter, begin filling spud holes, untill you've got
plenty of food, grow other stuff too, and learn to eat it... My
process has been like that, buying less, growing more, until sometimes
I go months just living on homegrown stuff, and only buying salt..

how did it happen? adverse reactions to assholes on power trips...
and I'd never go back...

you see, happiness is simplicity... interesting discovery.... it
aint more money, or more shit, or more house, or more retirement
account.....

its just getting down to what you actually need, and cashing in on the
peace dividend, from not supporting all the assholes on power trips,
to do things you want to do.. crafts, play an instrument, draw, go
fishing, etc..

I retired at 39 with no income..... soon 54, still no income.... if
I get money, it goes into the farm, or preparedness, etc. I
snicker thinking about social security, if its still there when I get
old enough, it would effectively multiply my income by 10X at today's
numbers...

to me its a joke... I dont expect it to be there... I expect glowing
craters where cities used to be....

think about letting go of vanities....

sanity is happiness... civilisation is insanity....

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Tuesday 6th April 2010..........

Morning, about two O'clock...

Have been up for an hour, rebuilt the fire, feeling OK, thinking
about the world outside my personal bubble...

looks to me like everyone wants to run everyone else's business...
and nobody realizes that all the business is the problem.....
Everyone wants to control others while having everything their own
way.... political groups, governments, corporations,
individuals.....

well, I want to control me, and liberate me at the same time.... the
real battle is in the head... and if others cant understand, or wont
understand, well, they have their own path to walk...

No man is an island, but we are each individuals..
We men, and our nemisis; women, have the eternal struggle going on,
and what I've learned, is that women can be smart, but so far havent
run into any I can describe as wise..

control freaks....

well, I'm free... I run my own life... and I doubt that I will ever
find a woman capable of living with me, without having to try to jerk
my strings.....

so.. alone is fine..

I live in as much freedom as I can get for myself.. doing pretty good
really... subsistence is an obtainable dream... everybody is
fighting over money... sometimes I think about the rancher's
warnings, and wonder if one's luck in the apocalypse wont be muchly
connected to where one is at on the money food chain, when it hits...
Those on the bottom end up on top... I.e. Some poor fool eating
bananas and coconuts would be alot better off than a billionair the
day money & gold became meaningless...

all I know, is its a nice night, bugs ar chirping, the campfire is
pretty, its long hours until dawn, and I have nothing better to do
than enjoy them..

in the morning I climb a tree, cut a bread fruit, peel bananas, usual
routine... I enjoy climbing the tree, getting up high, balancing
barefoot on limbs, no hands while I use a bamboo pole to reach out and
twist off my lunch.... Going on 54, still as agile as a kid...
theres alot to be said for not becoming a TV vegetable... happiness
is heading towards simplicity until you get there..

everybody else is squabbling and bickering... I'm cooking yummy
breadfruit, baking bananas, making lemonaid, picking and drying hot
peppers, and yesterday I was baking breadnuts and sharing with the
dog... pretty good, kept the hands busy peeling them to pop into my
mouth, threw some to the pooch, she busily munching too...

too bad my life isnt good enough for a woman eh? oh well, the dog is
good company, and in one's 50's sex becomes an option instead of a
goal.... could be alot worse off, like the woman I saw online once
who had AIDS, and was juct wanting somebody to talk to... dire
straits... and not a friend to be found... and before, perhaps
twiddling with men &/or women like it would never end... bet she
wishes she'd stuck with some decent guy now... life isnt a fun game,
its risky at best, and too much success is worse than too little...

knowing when to stop averts disaster...

humans generally havent a clue about knowing when enough is enough...

what I have learned, is that I really dont need much to be content...
mostly happiness comes from not being bothered... where I usually
fall down is working with others... Doesnt seem to be very viable to
presume anyone else wants to find freedom and happiness.. they all
seem destined for hell.... broad is the way to destruction...
And plenty of company on that road.... I may be alone, but I'm not
catching AIDS, or putting up with some one else's shit.... and I
dont even have to feel bad about other people having to put up with
me...

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Monday, 5th of April 2010................

Morning, a couple hours until dawn....

have been sitting by the camp fire contemplating what I hear on short
wave... it amazes me what humans do to each other under the excuse of
its my job.... i.e. Sorry buddy, I'm doing this for money, so if you
need any mercy, forget it....

I've seen it myself in life, over and over...

its why I love living alone on a mountain... got nobody doing it to
me for money.... its a long walk up, and no money when you get
there...

to me its an interesting experiment to observe, to watch human
civilisation unravel here at the end of greed... sad, all the kids
etc. With no hope, because of adult sickos with brains that are only
capable of greed if we're lucky...

Be smug in your pride all you billionairs... be secure in your
paychecks all you minions....
Surely it will last forever... surely you can do what you please with
us, and there will never be anyone who can do more than cry out at
injustice and process....

well, I wouldnt count on that.... in this fairy tale of greed, there
are old legends, old fables, of someone that does care about who does
what to whom.....

ah! But who pays attention to old writings these days? a few blue
noses looking for something to be experts in perhaps, or else, some
weak minded bumpkin peasants? looking for something to believe in?

and the old legends, of people who came from the sky, and who played
in the affairs of earth grubbers, and who were able to do strange
things..... surely outlandish stories.....

gee? They did make some interesting threats last trip.... like that
they'd be back for a surprise cleanup party....

anyway, what sparked my thoughts was hearing on short wave that
police are being ordered to harrass people who look like they might be
militia types.... people with camouflage vehicles, lots of camping
gear,vehicles that look ratty, political bumper stickers, etc.....

gee? are we creating a culture of thought police mind control freaks
or what? anybody different gets used for body parts soon?

you gotta wear a suit & tie?

this is all absurd.... youre going to have some cop in slick soled
street shoes, wearing thin nylon socks, and regulation underwear
under his uniform, start harrassing anybody who looks outdoorsey?
thats going to set real well with alot of people...

like all the women who like camping.....

these people in charge are absurd morons.... its their shit that
caused the militia and soviergn types to spring up, also the
conspiracy theorists, also the backyard gardeners, also all the
increasing protests, and they think they can fix it with more of the
same?

if you believe in the system, you believe in idiots.....

pretty soon they'll have the cops after anybody who lives out of
town... round up all the farmers....

its a terminal culture... not enough brains collectively, to fuel a
piss ant....

a society run by highly educated complete idiots....
They just dont get it... that you leave people alone, and building
big bureauocracies isnt like building pyramids.... both are costly,
but the pyramid lasts longer, and brings in more tourism.....

anyway, I suggest you dont let them curb your collecting of camping
gear, nor your use thereof...
Youre going to need it sooner rather than later, when the office
nerds start a nuclear war because they had a meeting, and their
contractors told them it was winable...

well, many a leadership has gone to defeat listening to expert
advisors who didnt realize the true situation....

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Saturday 3rd April, 2010..............

Late afternoon,
just listened to an interview with Dan Winters, a world famous
photographer, on conspiracy theory, interesting interview to hear a
very professional photographer talk about shots released by the
government from 9/11, etc.

I also liked the man's comments about how programmed people are
against believing anything except what they are told by the
government... its like some wife believing her husband didnt cheat on
her after she's diagnosed with AIDS..... wives would know better.....

my feelings on it all are that there are too many unanswered
questions, and I'm not stupid enough to believe in government
anything.... plenty of "out there" conspiracys, but I've also had
the experience of discovering the Bible/aliens trip, after years of
very stong aversion to either subject, and figuring out they went
together and became very plausible, was a humbling experience for
me...

I think before its all over, it will be very obvious to everyone what
fools we have all been...

The older I get, and the more I learn, the better I realize what a
bunch of bullshit we've been fed and for how long... Total bullshit,
since day one..

And I feel very lucky to have stepped outside the box with my life...

to me what is important is the truth... what isnt important is how
long it takes me to get there....

its like the guitar to me, others many time faster learners, much
better, but I dont play the thing to compete, I play the thing
because its where I want to go, and because learning anything is
better than learning nothing as a hobby... I wouldnt know one sports
team from another, but I am learning some chords...

truth is the same way, I do it for me, and if I'm going to be
egotistical, I'm going to use it to get to someplace good...

many laugh at me.... I'm enjoying it too... Its why I do the blog, so
I can make a total fool of myself, and help others in the process...
Class clown effect..

today I lived another day, on just the cost of salt.. I and the dog
ate all we wanted... I have a fire going, the sun is going down, I
didnt hurt anything or anyone today, and I didnt tell any lies..

tomorrow the same....

cant be bad for my Karma....

really I feel sorry for so many.... People too brainwashed to think
for themselves, judging people like me who do, as nut cases...

I aint making any payments, I dont owe anybody much more than favors,
and I sleep good every night, and my days are generally low stress....
its a hell of alot better life than I ever had doing anything
normal.. I try to be thankful every day, I try to help others, and
I'm learning not to let defeats bother me...

actually I'm learning to enjoy some types of defeats... like the
online date fun... Its low calorie, goes nowhere for me, and as long
as I'm honest, the chances of getting nailed by some woman are near
zero... in some ways I see how pathetic it is in today's world... I
see alot of lonely people with out much hope, and I see some sick
people doing fine...

I also know when the crash comes, there will be some women I wasnt
good enough for, make some realizations too late...

and there will be nothing I can do to help them...

they make their choices, they are on cruise control to destiny..

I've realized the benefits of not being into what everybody else is into...

I've realized the benefits of failure, by being a success at whats natural...

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Saturday 3rd, April, 2010...........

Morning, 'been up for a couple hours,
played guitar, doing fine, got a fire going...

dawn soon...

have been thinking about world situation, what a mess.. looks like
WW3 coming over the horizon...

long slow train coming, plenty of hell if it happens...

not much I can do about it except say that if its let happen, there
wont be anyone unaffected extremely & adversly...

and thats if you live.......

I listen to the news, and its just total bullshit...
Just politicians bickering and cheating or mouthing absurdities...

I listened to short wave, one advertiser of outdoor stuff had their ad
geared towards survivalists, and from the semantics I could read that
they were selling plenty of more primative weapons, like bows,
crossbows, black powder... I think its good people are thinking in
those terms..... as a bow is going to be easier to feed after
armageddon...

I hear stuff about the governments thats incredibly stupid... worse
than worthlees even having them...

a bunch of corporate kiss asses selling us all down the river.....

well, they are all going to get theirs if they keep it up... wont be
enough left after a nuclear war in the way of industry to make a tube
of glue... best stock up now...

all kinds...

what I have learned, is I dont need any of it......
Just something satisfying about living simple, no vanity, but my
insanity is a pleasant version...

I get to do whatever I want every day, am very well set up for whats
coming, neither trapped by success nor a woman... Not a cent to worry
about generally, and the tropical food from my trees etc. Eats
well....

theres alot to be said for being a modern day Tarzan wannabee...
its a painless dream to obtain...

I heard Alex Jones on short wave yesterday talking about how he's
been realizing what a bunch of liars people are.... I could relate...
I've been figuring that one out too... definitely has me wanting to
struggle to do better myself.....

I've never thought much of lying as an art form.. didnt like it on
either end.... even less now that I realize the damage it does to a
culture.. watching the latins has been an education in where it
goes...

then finally figuring out my own culture is taking the same trail.....
Certainly worth something to fight against in one's self...

I sincerely regret my own misdeeds...

their only benefits are it allows me to forgive others easier, and
keep me from being too self righteous....

I think its going to be rude for people to realize where it takes them
collectively....

especially if my thesis about the bible is correct...

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Friday, 2nd April 2010..............

Morning...
A couple hours before dawn...
Slept good as usual, woke rested, got up and built a fire, thinking
about the world situation, thinking about my own situation, and the
differences between the two....

I listen to the radio, always hear more of the same, I read online
news, ditto.......

politicians? liars
the system? Suck you dry like presumptuous fat bloated spiders...
Its all hypocritical.. its all bullshit, and its all heading towards
a bad ending...

one needs so little, one wants so much, the system operates off of
monkey desires.... Grasp and lose...

go high, fall far....

untangle the knot, merge with the dust, grow your own food, find sanity.....

I hear people advertising food for storage making the statement that
a garden is to suppliment what you buy....

wrong.. at worst its buy to suppliment what you grow.....

I havent bought food for three months... yesterday I ate fine and the
only boughten thing was salt.....

I could do the same almost anywhere..

if I were in the US, I'd be growing spuds, corn, wheat and beans for
staples and doing fine..

and not have to hold down a job....

would they come for me, and arrest me for not buying health insurance?
Jail me for living like my great grandfather? maybe, but I doubt
they'd bother, and I doubt they'd know I existed....

and if they did start bothering me, I'd be out the back, and into the
brush, whenever I heard a Buttmobile coming.....

they'd soon be looking for easier victims....

and I'd hide my spuds and food stashes....

the system is like the lottery, you have to play to lose......

apple trees still produce apples to dry over the woodstove....
plastic containers to store dried corn in are cheap.... a horse still
gets you there...

or you can walk.....

the goal of life is to live in safety & comfort....

thats not hard to do... people used to work jobs to suppliment their
lives.... Now they garden because the job isnt enough....

well, when is enough, enough? and when is too much, too much?
whenever you decide it is....

what do you really need? all you have to do is focus on the
fundamentals.... I have one hundreth of what I once had, and still
have ten times more than I actually need....

less IS better than more, less to take care of, less to buy... less
you really have to do, more time to do the fun things.....

my guitar makes music, my spring produces water, my garden produces
food, my hobbies make me useful things...

I can tie flies, make arrows, carve bowls, make tools....

Thinking to make my self a mortar and pestle... Why? For fun... to
play, to use... I have a grain mill, but I just want to
experiment.... To see how corn cracks in a mortar and pestle....

also starting to think of ideas for a citrus sqeazer...

to date I've done fine sqeazing lemons by hand, but thinking a
squeazer might be a fun project, and I want to try lemon juice for
shampoo.....

you can also tan leather with lemon juice...

happiness is getting away from humanity...

I got an email from my niece... good lady... Went thru a divorce,
two little girls, now facing a divorce house bankruptcy.... also
having problems with the family.... so I offered to give her a piece
of land, and help her build a house... will she need it? Probably,
from the looks of the crashing economy.... she may not need it,
but its here for her if she does.... so theres a couple little
button nosed girls who can sleep better at night, knowing if things
get bad, they can go to the tropics, and live with their crazy uncle
like Tarzan...

sweet dreams for little ones if nothing else, some peace of mind for
a single mother, she can face her days knowing she has an ace......

She's an animal person... Was a vetrinary assistant...

we have a mountain pony the girls can ride...

a better life than trying to make it in a city...

and thats how it is now... she was teasing me, telling me she knew I
wasnt as crazy as the family has been saying for years... well, I
dont imagine they are offering her a place of her own just because
they care about her, and so she can live as she sees fit... my guess
is she's tired of other people's expectations... tired of being run
ragged, tired of keeping up with the Joneses, tired of being sucked
dry by the system, and worried because she knows the economy is going
off the deep end....

I have food falling on the ground and rotting...
i have more food trees starting to produce...

we plant more every week.... so some little girls know we get
shopping carts full of bananas..

me, I live poor as a church mouse... about $50 a month, and that gets
sucked up now playing a silly game designed by fat lawyers in San Jose
to milk foriegners... its all they know... the local people have
zero faith in the government, when you mention the government, they
mention corruption..

The fat lawyers will get theirs.. The ranchers will see to it..... And
its all over in the bible that you'd best not be screwing over widows,
orphans, or foriegners...

going to be some fat lawyers get their throats ordered cut by some
aliens.. crazy? You bet...
They bet too... their very lives....

hopfully I wont get ordered to cut throats.... Ugly job, even if its
those who trashed the planet with their vanities..

but if thats how it is, I'll do it, hold still buddy, this is going
to hurt me longer than it does you.....

better to be on the side cutting, than getting cut...

better to work for those with an appreciation of the great spirit,
than those who build a corrupt and sick world.....

better I keep my own Karma clean...

Judges 5:20

"from heaven did the stars fight, From their orbits they fought
against Sisera.."

Battle star Galactica.....

look it up for yourself...

Then read the bible from a new perspective, then read the book of
Enoch on line..

then google; abduction on north canol road..

then tell me there is no connection between the bible and aliens....

Then tell me how youre going to live your life?

Tell me which side are you going to be on? Fat lawyers, and kiss up
Generals with nukes?

or the side that can ray them from space with tech perhaps a million
years in advance of ours?

best be on the right team...

best start now....

best rethink your self...

Best line up with the man who allowed himself to be executed to prove a point...

that theres more to it than you believe...

and that death isnt the end....
And that he will come back and clean house....

anyway, dawn breaking, birds just starting to sing... soon to shut
off my single lightbulb, thats powered by the sun..

I'm glad I'm crazy... thats what sanity gets called by the hypocrits
in these times...

best you find your sanity....
Best you focus on fundamentals...

best you grow your own food if you want to have any a couple years from now...

best you not believe fat lawyers...

best you work towards simplicity, and get your butt out of babylon,
however possible...

best you side up with those who manipulated for thousands of years our
time, to clean up a problem in human genetics....

final cleanup starting now....

better than having an acute sore throat...

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