Sunday 25th July 2010....

Evening,
slept during a rain, got up & rebuilt fire,
its been a bad year for bugs that bite...

Did a border cross, then sick in bed for several days with the town
microbes I picked up.. but also managed to buy a sewing machine for
my niece and her mother.. and had it waiting for them with a note on
the table when they got up the morning of the little one's 3rd
birthday.... no party that day, the mother wanted one, but the money
wasnt there for it... so I had a brand new singer sewing machine
waiting for them, with a note, that it was to put to work, to finance
educations, and birthday partys etc...

I'd like to see my young woman friend back in school, she was studying
accounting, but new administration cut out scholarships...

so a few days after the birthday I stopped by... My little niece
jumped on me for a hug, and told me she was three now, held up her
fingers... Then told me about the sewing machine for her birthday..
the mother is planing on taking a free sewing course, and we still
have to connect the machine to the used treadle bottom... And
eventually a motor too... but theres no doubt in my mind it will get
put to work.. and finance those educations and partys.. alot of
people were shocked, women in village talking, many have sewing
machines, but not given to them brand new by me... so it was fun to
do... cost me what I spend on food for about 5 months... but now a
couple females I care about get to have a means of production..

She can get sewing piecework contracts, and sew school uniforms for
money... the young woman is an agressive go getter type.. I think
it was a good investment.... couldnt have hurt my karma much to
do... and I wanted my niece to grow up thinking women worked, and
made pretty things, and that she had a sewing machine of her own for
when she grew up... the kid understood and was happy... she saw the
adults were excited about it... And that it had been shown to friends
and family... So I imagine she'll remember her 3rd birthday just
fine... I enjoyed doing it, especially knowing the mother would get
up the morning of the birthday, sad for not being able to do the
party.. and find a brand new sewing machine waiting on the table with
my note for her and daughter...

so, its like micro loans in Nepal... only just me here... a person
who wants to see others have a decent future... it also was a good
teaching example in a very self centered culture... it will give the
local women something to gossip about...

I think necessity will do the rest.... a young mother of 20 now has
a way to better her life... I've known her since she was in high
school... Pregnant at 17... and no female has ever been sweeter to me
than my niece...

so I enjoyed a cup of coffee with them, also brought my niece a
loaf of bread.. she always asks me if I will get her bread... some
months the only bread she gets... I send her fruit most every week,
morado bananas and a pineapple last week.. a feed sack full.. I see
the refridgerator is often empty, so I know what I send gets eaten...

she gets rice & beans.... anything extra is a treat.... and the
breadnut trees I have planted fill in the gaps when necessary...
sometimes they cook more than they can eat in days... I have over a
dozen trees producing now... so there is a little girl in a village
far away from the life in the first world, who will grow up eating
fruit every week, and watching her mother sew for money.. and know
that her strange foriegn uncle who speaks accented Spanish and gets
his verbs wrong, at least gets his trees planted right, and shares the
fruit with her... and I hope to be sending fruit down the mountain
to her when she has children of her own.... I aint in it for the
money folks...

we got a dozen more clumps of bananas planted this week... well over
a hundred new clumps this year, the first few starting to produce...
we will continue multiplying... we also planted more bread nuts...
the trees I have now would be enough to feed us all... breadnut
trees get huge...

I'm also going to start packing a sack of citrus in to town on the
bus when I go once a month... have friends with a soda, the local
word for a stall sized cafe'... and will be selling the citrus by the
sack, usually sold by the fruit each here... I'll give them a
deal.... usually 10 cents a lemon...

I keep my niece in lemonaid too... if she doesnt have lemonaid, its
because her dad didnt pick them... her mom knows all she has to do is
remind her husband if she's low...

my son sent me a new used telephone... then we find out that the
local monopoly has it blocked, wont work with their system, I went in
to the local office and got the run around, and sent on a goose
chase.. we are looking forward to their first competitors arriving
in the area...so we can put
I.C.E. Out of business.. its the richest company in the country, and
also the sleaziest... people have died due to their business
model... its described as ripping off poor people any way possible..
real shit heads, hope the ranchers nail them...

speaking of the ranchers, gave my first open sermon on a bus about
Enoch and the stars fighting from their orbits etc... about a dozen
people listening... that one will get around.. many Ticos are very
well read in the bible... so the realization will create a shock
wave.. first they will laugh.. then think, then begin to worry....

its a very dishonest culture.... great hippocrits... they have alot
to worry about... I pieced it together for them, gave the over view,
line and verse proofs, the group was mostly young people... and what
I said will get repeated and talked about..

alien invasion folks, thats whats coming... with the people seperated
out, and one group ordered to cut the other group's throats... enough
blood to run a river up to a horse's bridle deep... and not a thing
any of us can do to prevent it, except get real and change
ourselves....

I'm not a religious person.. but I do fear anyone who would do
that... wisdom is a form of fear...

and I hope I got some young people thinking.. likely wont be the
last time I discuss it in public..

anyway, the telephone is a google android...... Nice fone, good
program, but the local monopoly has google's products blocked here so
they can sell their own fones instead... I suggest google consider
coming here and competing with ICE, as its the best thing they could
do for the people here.. it would do more to change this society than
anything else I can imagine... there is alot being written about ICE
on line now.. Its just the tip of the ice berg.. I've been here 15
years, and witnessed unbelievable horror stories due to ICE at the
national level, and in my own village, and in my personal dealings
with them.. I hope google is wise enough to not try to work with ICE
on their sattelite internet system... ICE would just screw them and
the people every way possible... much better google get with one of
the competitors, or come compete themselves... i'd love to work for
google and assist in ICE's demise.. and I would warn google or any
other competitor to expect industrial espionage and planted people in
their organizations, and expect endless unexpected problems set up
by ICE working with the local corruptocracy... but the profit is
there... As is the need, and the locals are figuring ICE out, so the
battle can be won... just dont expect human decency or honesty out of
ICE.... Expect lies, backstabbing, and constant blockages.. might
pay to have a good security organization.... hire a few mercenaries
to run it.. and set some traps expecting the problems...

suckering foriegners is the local culture.... its all they know..
there are some decent folks here.. like bread crumbs in the soup of
dishonesty... they could use some help... best help possible would
be causing ICE to go under.. as it would take down much of the
entrenched corruptocrats in the process...

and open the country to outside and more honest influences..

do it for the kids please!

do it for the kids!

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Monday 19th of July 2010............

Morning, just waking up.....

listened to short wave last night, wanted to tune in to the king
identity people, got them, quality of recording was really bad, and
the speaker was off on a racist tangent anyway, one of those using
linguistics of bible languages to promote a racist agenda.. so they
may understand there are space craft, but they havent figured out the
galaxy isnt all white...

it aint about color, its about quality... or qualities... like
honesty, decency, etc.. too bad the racists arent as focused on
decency instead eh? they might have more of a future....

I got back from a border cross recently, had an interesting trip,
only to come down with a microbe from town that put me sick in bed for
several days... now over that, but it was another reminder why I
like staying home...

got a new used fone from my son, figuring out the tech, still havent
gotten it to work as a comm device on my SIM chip, suspecting either
something I'm doing wrong, or more problems due to local telecom
monopoly I.c.e., Who stop at nothing to milk the last cent possible
out of third world people..... incredibly bad company... stuff
starting to show up on line about them, mostly people astounded at
how bad their services are... So far the stories are nothing in
comparison to their long term history.... the tip of the iceberg....

Anyway, enjoying learning the new fone, able to read books for first
time in over a year, and it has compass, maps, GPS, star maps, etc.
so I dawned on what a cool boyscout device it is... also has a good
scientific calculator, and my son plumbed plenty of other goodies
into it, plus the usual fone apps, so its new toy syndrome for me....

I've been waiting for the tech to improve to the point one device does
all, and its gotten there... now have to figure out how to use it
all... so far things have worked really well, the camera is fairly
fast, and doesnt ask stupid questions instead of being ready to
shoot... thats been a real problem with computer software so far,
engineers/programmers so caught up in their own vanity, they've wasted
billions of hours of people's time with programming that just pisses
people off because it doesnt function well due to excessive bullshit
from such nerds trying to impress everyone with how much they know....

Microsoft's Windows and its absurd pop ups are the classic example...
the last thing I want is a machine that interrupts me with stupid
questions in my face... microsoft and others still havent figured
out that notifications should go at the bottom of the screen & not
stop process.... I will never buy another microsoft product as long
as I live if I can avoid it... thats how impressed I was with their
utter garbage...

anyway, this device is much improved, put out by Google, not
Gates..... I have some privacy issues with both companies... and
hope that Google begins realizing that just because you can do
something, doesnt mean you should.... people take their personal
rights very seriously... especially in the modern era of absurd
government...

speaking of the bastards, heard yesterday US GOV has pulled 70,000
blogs from one site due to a few of them having copyrighted
material.... in other words an excuse to achieve censorship via
intimidation... doesnt impress me as something a legitimate
government would do, feels more like a sleaze factor type....
personally I think most modern governments are illegitiment....
corrupted by media monopolies.... and by money...

theyre just shooting themselves in the foot... now there are 70,000
bloggers with a serious axe to grind, and a more awake to sick reality
readership also.... millions of people made aware by the actions, as
to what turds lie in Washington.... Puns intended....

personally I think government has become an
un necessary evil, and that we should all work towards the
elimination of all of them at the same time by creative means.... to
eliminate government is to eliminate the most sucessful terrorists....
just governance is one thing, current human models are another...
not even close...

current human governments could be described as corrupt to absolute
terms... they serve no necessary service, and skew reality towards
the greed monster eating the planet...

fostering people's dependency so you can rape them continually, isnt
a proper model.... its a very sick system...

and I voted with my feet years ago... to this day, I live every day,
in a manner that supports government least...

no need for violence, and every need for removing your support for
such sickos...

anyway back towards less vile topics, the new fone makes an exelent
book reader, and I'm looking forward to starting my download library
on SD MICROCHIPS for it... have two gigas thanks to my son, and
hoping to afford more micro SD's as I believe they are the storage
device with the most future... so I'm several steps closer to my
stargate library... still not to the point I can download myself,
but hopefully get there soon... after I can my limit will be
economic, affording the chips..... Which I will likely make a
priority... the ability to have a library of hundreds of thousands
of books in a field jacket top pocket is very impressive to me... and
I hope other survivalists are doing the same....

i also bought an axe head in Panama.. made in Germany, a single
bitt, and it was marked 3.5 pounds, but is in fact a 2 lb head...
likely how it got to central america; a factory seconds due to being
mis marked...

wont hurt its cutting abilities, and when I can afford generator gas,
I'll be cutting a hunk of Cortesa up, to start a handle for it... it
and a small cruiser's double bitt axe are my refugee kit axes...
having a spare axe isnt stupid.. I consider the axe in the top five
most important items to own....

It was a good trip to Panama, got several refugee pack items.. and
thats not easy to do when you've been at this as long as I have..

I also recently got a used car tire correct for making sandals...
going to piece together my "thousand Li" sandals as possible..
thinking to make them as indestructable as I can... another refugee
item.. so far all the expensive yuppie sandals have lacked the
fundamental durability factor... we live in a world of vanity...

the good news is one can make one's own gear...

it takes longer than just buying, but generally a much better
idea... one learns important skills making things, and one can make
better gear than one can buy...

I constantly try to upgrade... currently wondering about another
knife making project... always trying for the perfect knife... my
refugee/stargate kit is whats important to me, the focus also reminds
me of other works that keep me more on track...

having a wise focal point in an insane reality is important.... I
spent the other day processing anger, its very difficult to live in
the modern technocult... much stress, and little collective sanity..
and I'm not alone in my realisations... most everyone is making the
same types of realizations at the same time now.. I'm afraid
flippant government censorship wont prevent a new paradigm... when
the crunch happens, government will discover itself to be a lost
dog....

I expect to see utter collapse in my life time..

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Friday 9th of July 2010...........

Yes, the only thing stopping people from reconnecting with nature and
the spirit that energizes it, is your own fear....

the bible talks about it, fear can be in the form of dishonesty...

its like the aliens, people used to believe in the skygods... but
they come and go contact wise... they still come and go, but with us
disbelieving in them, we have become dangerous, primitive
wolflings.... if we believe, lose our fear of their existance,
become internally honest, we are less of a danger to them and vice
versa.... what seperates us from the great spirit is similar, our own
disbelief, and thats what much of the bible tries to teach...

when you begin living outside again, you lose your fear of nature, and
begin reunion with the spirit that also is what energizes you, like
duracells!

its gotta come from somewhere folks... The universe is mostly empty
space, even you.... acres between atoms.... and its an electric
universe... I dont know much about the motive spirit, but I dont
disbelieve....

and the bible shows the feed back loop, humble prayer.... in
otherwords you can communicate... mostly send only... passing in
the blind is the radioman's term for it.. sending with out knowing if
youre being recieved.... In case their transmitter is inop, but their
reciever is up... send the traffic if its vital.... keep sending
it until you re-establish contact.....

how do you suppose disbelief might affect that?
Or dishonesty? or disconnection mentally?

if the spirit isnt getting feedback, how can it fine tune things? we
are it's self aware observers... sometimes I wonder if insects and
animals are better connected....

reconnect spiritually... join up with nature, dont just be a yuppie
hippocrit and paint your car green...

my guess is the main reason we dont have alien contact and stellar
freedom, is because we are dangerous... imagine earth's humans turned
loose on the galaxy with greed, killing, power tripping etc... they
wouldnt be wise to do that in the present way of things... also I
think government cover ups are part of the problem... Dishonesty...

fear is wisdom, but groundless fear is insanity...

if I saw an alien in person would I fear? Sure, but I would also be
curious, friendly, show him my teeth, not carnivore teeth, omnivore
teeth.. meaning I might like fruitcakes better than aliens....
(grin!)

maybe aliens dont have such expressive mouths?
I dunno... but back towards point, when we are no longer a danger
to man, beast, or the galaxcy, chances of contact improve, as would
chances of having a future...

to do that you have to realize that its truth hovever strange that
cures the problems....

truth is reality... disbelieving in reality is insanity.. Living
mentally in a delusion, called modern civilisation is mental illness..
Its why shrinks cant cure mental illness, you have to know reality
honestly to teach what it is to someone having a bad disconect
mentally.. Truth is the boat's anchor in the storm... I dont care
exactly what the truth is, whatever it is, it's my star to navigate
by... if its the truth, I'm with it..... the shrinks live in the
great delusion, and often are less sane than their victims.... how
can a dishonest person cure any mental problem, even their own?

And if you were an advanced immortal alien, how would you feel about
dishonest insane humans? disconnected mentally from the very thing
that keeps them breathing? the universe is an elecric dream... Matter
is concentrations of energy.. and you dont believe that means
anything? where does it come from? where is it going? do you want
to go with it? or be so arrogant and egocentric that you think the
meaning of life is feeding your own ego and vanity? hey! Your a
little spark.... and you deny the universe? And disbelieve its
anything but an autonomous accident... you have a brain.. feed it
something besides TV....

feed it honesty...

feed it humility to cure the mental illnesses..

dont be afraid of not knowing.. It a big universe, and I bet even
immortal starfaring races learn new things constantly... thinking you
know blocks learning... Being curious george opens the pathways...

if I saw aliens, what would I say? hi guys, honored to meet you!
ah? may I see your teeth please? ok, what can I do to help you? is
your transpotation device functional etc.? if not, I have some tools
and primitive repair skills....

they are people of some sort too... And if they wanted to harm us
they'd be acting like our governments...

I dont see any alien wars happening at the moment...

and I suspect if they do any killing, it will be to put us out of our
misery...

"these humans are too insane to cure.."

do I expect an alien invasion? You bet! Thats what the bible promises
if we cant get sane...

best fear that one... best get sane too....

thats what its about folks, getting sane...
Getting reconnected... getting contact with our neighbors in the
galaxy... can you use any Zuchinnies guys? Care for a sack of
breadnuts to take back to the cook? blue goo 37 probably gets
boring.... have you tried lemonaid? its great on hot days! Healthy
stuff... I can send you back with a sack.... do you do any
trading? if so show me what you have, let me know what youre
interested in?

yeah, watch out for the humans.... theyre more than a bit off base
generally... and avoid the governments like the plague, they'd
probably want to disect you....
Thinking they might learn something to give them more power.. and now
days might torture you for alittle questioning session... terrorist
aliens... yeah, they have a really bad psychosis... they think they
are gods.... via the Napolen psychosis...

I know where the terrorists are hiding, last place they'd look for
them, in a mirror....

theyre power jealous... they want it all... Think they should run our
lives and plan our deaths...

and make a tidy profit off the process... not sane at all....

say, you guys wouldnt know how to fix them would you? a little gentic
tweaking or something? or are they Rabid dogs?

me? border line sanity... know any truth you can share? if wisdom
is knowing others, and enlightenment is knowing yourself, what comes
after that?

how far is sanity beyond enlightenment in kilometers? yeah, living
in the technocult is like riding a mental unicycle, you fall down
alot questing for balance.. get up, keep trying... I have a friend
who rode his unicycle to highschool... Several miles over a
mountain....

I bet sanity is like that? you'd have to get better to get
anywhere... might take some practice?

wake up folks... everything you know is delusion...

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Friday 9th of July 2010...........

Afternoon,

in a hotel in Panama.... in a small town, in the mountains... made
some friends here, my second visit to this town..

bought a Chinese Singer sewing machine, new, copy of the original
black singer straight stitch...

still made new in countrys all over the planet, still work fine...
Very durable machines, I have one at home over a hundred years old
thats still as tight and smooth as a new machine....

this one is for a gift, for the mother of my niece.. the Costa rican
government has cut off student scholarships, and my young woman friend
can no longer afford to study, she was studying hard to be an
accountant... I think she's 19 now.... so I lived low a couple
months, and used my cash reserve to get her a sewing machine to use
to finance her education... she doesnt know, and will get it as a
suprise at my niece's upcoming birthday party, 3 years old... going
to give it to her and daughter... so they can sew pretty clothes....

its like the micro loans in Nepal, a way to turn time and desire into
an income...

I consider the sewing machine to be one of the most important
inventions in human history..

one thing I have noticed here in the third world is the sewing
machines get worn out... the problem is the instructions came in
english, and nobody could read them, and had no clue about
lubrication... I just showed a 50 plus year old mother who cleans
the hotel how and where to lube her machine...

simple oversight.... millions of machines worn out...

anyway, I'm happy to do the gift... and looking forward to springing
it at the birthday party.. Should shock a few people.... maybe use
the opportunity to show a few ladies how to lubricate sewing machines?

I also bought her a few yards of cloth, to learn on...

she's an industrious indigenous girl, very pretty, sells clothing out
of catalogs to other women.. soon to sell clothing she sews
herself... her mother has raised 9 kids, and never owned a sewing
machine...

I have an old treadle base we will rebuild for her...

there is nothing more rewarding than helping people who show
apreciation by using provided opportunities...

I also bought a German made axe head, had been in the store for
years because latins use a different handle system, and dont know how
to helve a fine eyed axe... I consider the axe to be in the top five
most important items to own...

and German steel is still some of the best on the planet.... so I get
to make another handle.... something I've done most of my life, and
taught others how to do also...

I also found a nice Chinese down jacket for $8 new.. made for the
chinese market, with a nice big tag in the back of a painting of
ducks... I live in the tropics, but sometimes go high into the
mountains where it gets cold.. i am also trying to prepare for nuclear
winter, as described in the bible...

so the down jacket goes in my refugee kit... where its light weight
and ability to be compressed will make it add little to the load...
it was the only one I've seen in 15 years here...

so its been a good trip so far...

also met a couple women, one from new york that lives with the Boruca
indians, and another from holland that lives with one of the
Talamanca tribes.. was fun to run into them, the woman from holland
has lived alone in a cabin for many years at over a thousand meters of
altitude, grows her own food, seldom comes down out of the mountains,
has a horse for transportation, and has discovered the exact same
things I have about living alone in nature, that away from people
means no problems... and that it never changes in nature, the world
is going to hell in a hurry, but for those in the outback its the same
now as a decade ago...

"it never changes" were her words....

she's off now shopping for gifts from Panama for Indigenous children...

people rewilding yourself is very important.. Its not hard, nor too
difficult... if a woman from holland can live alone in the mountains,
in a small cabin, and grow her own food, so can you..

and not supporting the corruption is the best thing you can do with
your lives....

best one get out of the beast....
Before its too late...

I see us perimeter types as being the
"mountain guards" buying a piece of nature and sitting on it and
protecting it is more effective than any wildlife fund
organization.... if Costa rica deports those who live simple and hurt
no one, the timber thieves and illegal hound hunters will have that
much more environment to destroy...

I've fought years of battles in person alone, with such types, and
little effective help from the legalists....

its the good fight....

join up.... buy some wild land, grow your own food, run off the
hunters and loggers.. its much better than living in an apartment or
woman's shelter, having people try to rip you off.... its actual
sanity.....

many millions losing bank owned homes.. Its time to exodus from
insanity... you can do it on 5 acres.. And not damage 4 of them...
And turn one into a garden of eating.... the woman from holland also
has tame wild animals etc...

I showed her a foto of my pet leaping lizard, who moved into my
shelter, and jumps onto my head several times a day... good friend,
eats bugs... As do the two toads who've invited themselves in also....
sometimes the toads tounge mosquitos off my feet..... Thanks guys!

am I crazy? You bet.. but fairly happy at it....

chop wood, carry water, cook over a real fire every day... think
about others, think about yourself, which one can you change for the
better....?

dont read adventure stories, live one.....

reading is a placebo for a better reality... this blog has enough
information to get started... go from there....

it isnt about money... Its about freedom, sanity, and living as one
with nature...

government is part of the problem, and never a sollution to it...

governments invariably take from those with little and give it to
those who already have too much...

Like BBC shutting down its english service on short wave in central
america to use the money to improve it's internet service in Europe...

Too many blonds in the boardroom who have never lived alone far from
home as strangers
in strange lands......

over socialized... Well adjusted to an unjust civilisation destroying
the biosphere is not sanity...

sanity is found in the cool green silences of the forests, or the hot
desolation of deserts... Or at sea alone with no one but yourself to
depend on....

the call of the wild still sings in us, many feel it, few obey...
most live self destructive lives supporting a terminal and
destructive society... bad actions attract bad luck....

get out of babylon while you still can.. before the gate is closed.....

being treated like cattle by the Elite means there is butchery
ahead.... usually called war, genocide, etc....

nothing ever just happens....

and those thriving on death, will meet their demise soon.... Evil
eats its own children.....

I also bought bread and peanut butter for my niece, she asks me to
bring her bread when I go to town... can you imagine a three year
old who considers bread a treat? I usually get her bread once a
month... sometimes the only bread she eats for a month...

and the ultra rich sit in their ivory towers, or chat at their dinner
parties.... they are nothing for any sane person to admire....
they are mentally ill... enamored with their own vanities...

that which goes against nature doesnt last long...

moulding people or a planet to conform with the vanity of the
economically mentally ill is a recipe for disaster.... sudden
destruction soon...

get out good people.. Hear the call of the wild, act on it... find
happiness in sanity.. The reason you are unhappy is because you are
trapped in an insane culture.. the gate is open. and the woman
from holland just expressed that people stay due to fear.

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Monday 5th of July 2010.............

Morning, got a fire going.. Cleaned a few breadnuts, got them in the
dutch oven... Guitar is down and plugged in... Another day home alone
in peace....

feeling pretty good, listened to some short wave last night, caught
Le Show, then some other stuff, including the kingidentity.com
folks.... didnt hear much of them, was drifting in & out, but did
hear a bit, one of the speakers admitting that what they had for
understanding was really strange..

yup! had the same feeling myself!

theyre still very much into the religious aspect, for myself, I'm
still trying to differentiate between little green men, sky gods,
great spirit, and who Jesus is.... I guess I dont have to know for
sure until the game plays out... and my thoughts are I'm on the good
guy's team, who ever that is...

and looking at world situation, I dont think the Elite on this planet
are good guys, so I'll take my chances with some guys who seem to
be into honesty, sticking up for the poor, against unfair economics,
legalism, etc., as they wrote the book on it.....

it isnt them destroying this planet... its us, and all the
sollutions are so simple....

all people need to do is stop & think, and realize that its them doing
it by not getting a handle on their own bad side...

personally I dont understand why more people dont break the groupthink
mindset and realize what a terrible burden it really is...

its like owning a house; handy in cold climates, but even there, you
can get by on very little and be a better person for it... being a
vain snob and making fat payments to support your arrogance isnt very
impressive to me ..... personally I'm impressed more by human decency
than affluence...

weath comes from the creation of poverty or the destruction of the
environment, therefor affluence is more a sign of evil than good.....
the reason square miles are covered with upscale ticky tacky, is
because the humans are sick ego heads...

they lack imagination, decency and guts, not to mention humility...
i'd much rather live in a portable dwelling, and leave the earth
better when I left than upon my arrival.....

days should be spent planting and caring for fruit trees, building
trails that humans and animals will use, planting food everywhere,
propagating flowers into glades like Elves, living a robust and
wholesome life, being friends to animals instead of trying to eat
them like slavering carnivores....

I think people are sick, institutionalizing their kids, is that
love? do they really learn anything all that useful? Isnt it a waste
of their little lives, when they can be taught to read in a couple
months, and the other skills in not much more...?

do we really need 12-14-16 years of education, or is it a jobs
program for academics and bureauocrats, and tax collectors?

civilisation is like a hair ball in the bathtub drain, best to clean
it out and get things flowing again....

how? by letting go of what really isnt necessary..

if youre tired of getting screwed over, quit doing it to others, and
get out of systems that encourage it...

I dont think I'd ever want to own a regular house.. Just the upkeep
and cleaning is a full time job...

when I started my rewilding process, I felt insecure... it took
getting totally fed up with my life in bondage to get me to break
out...

But what I have realized since, is that there was little to fear..
its a process of simplification, things get easier & easier as you
retro-progress......

I dont even bother buying matches or lighters anymore.. I made a
squirt bottle with a bic pen refill straw, and squirt a bit of
chainsaw gas on a hunk of dried coconut husk, and hit it with the
welder's striker.... works every time... and its an open fire pit so
not much danger...

I've let go of fat foods from the grocery store and gone to simple
basics, and fruit and veggies I grow.... much healthier, no
refridgerator to clean, nothing wasted, no job to pay the electric
bill, and I feel better at 145 than I did at 195......

and I'm still learning... and its fun....

I see women on the date sites.. living their vanities... the only
thing they are really getting from it is old.....

millions of nobodys.... more interested in false outer beauty, than
real inner person....

me? i've become interested in persuing fundamentals.... I see it as
getting ahead of the curve....

its like my buddy working on his boat... in a few months, he can
sell his camper and move into the boat, one less payment one step
closer to real freedom... I was writing him these days, talking
about state employees in California working for minimum wage, and 48
states going bankrupt...

there are alot of folks who're going to lose their houses.... I
wonder if any of them are starting to think of alternative to payments
entirely?

I think I'd be fixing up a box truck or an old school bus, or a
boat.... making myself a nice downscale nest to weather the storm
in....

one I've long thought of, is doing it in a micro van, and putting 4wd
drive train under it.... building a nano-camper.... all you need
is a dry warm place to sleep, cook, read, etc.... let go of the
baggage and you can do it with about anything imaginable....
personally I like house trucks, boats, and yurts... wall tents are
fine too....

my current living apparatus is a ten by ten wall tent with no
walls... works fine, plenty of fresh tropical breezes, and the
payments are really affordable....

and it allows me to live in paradise... own the farm free and
clear... taxes about $10 a year... and considering I buy less than
$500 in food per year, I suspect I'm not supporting the system
much... could be handy when the Aliens decide to pull the plug on
this experiment, and kill the worst rats who've been supporting the
crooked system, and trashing the planet..

I live alone, bother no one, and keep happy with my hobbies... I'm
far from perfect, but at least I'm not doing much damage... I have
nothing to be dishonest about...

and if it would get me a billet on a star ship, it was worth
doing.... and its a better life than I had being normal.... every
day is mine...

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Friday 2nd July, 2010.......

morning,
awaiting dawn as usual...

thinking this morning about the world situation....

and realized its a chicken farm....

the corporate fascists are chicken farming humanity... chickens get
forced injections, chickens live inside the chickenwire fences,
chickens make a profit for their owners... and chickens dont know
shit in comparison to a wild hawk...

send you to chicken school... make a proper chicken out of you...
"pulletically correct" ... lay eggs, and when production goes down,
up the conveyor...

everything fits...

women inside the system are like fat pullets, have their individual
nesting boxes, food comes on the supermarket conveyor.... and now
being separated from their natural mates and given to some gaudy
worthless rooster...

artificial ensemenation, and gaudy roosters get the axe too, and
someday they'll wake up four to a cage, lights on 24 hours a day, and
wonder what happens to their babies?

makes me feel good to be rewilding myself.... and if I have to live
alone rogue male, with my woofy dog on a mountain, so be it.... all
the females domesticated? fat butts in fluffy nests? let them...
end up in the butcher shop of civilisation... old hens soon.. not
worth feeding...

its alittle more complicated than that, but not much... why dont
city people know much? theyre domesticated... one job chickens....

the TV is chicken video... dont worry, be happy, lay eggs....

do you suppose when its endless females in cages they'll realize the
part they played in domesticating the missing males?

well, I have a dream...

to be a hawk with my woofy dog... a wild one... I light a fire
every morning.. i bathe in a spring, and I often spend days or weeks
alone... free.....

would I like to have a mate? sure, but I'm not going into the chicken
factory to get one...

couldnt handle the chicken muzac.... the romantic music, roosters
pouring their hearts out over loudspeakers for lonely hens on the
production line...

womens liberation is really humanity's enslavement.....

enslave your children to the system, and call it politically correct...

stupid hens....

squawk all you want, just keep laying eggs and putting on fat.... get
together at the hen clucks for a womens group meeting... crow about
how you dont need mates... free hens inside your beloved long
barns..... Back into the cages on monday girls! sorry! Youre a
workin' biddy.... maybe they'll have a sitcom on the chicken tube
about a free male somewhere in the mountains....

thats all you get... a little 60 minute illusion of freedom...

I saw all the women sigh longingly watching Costner's "dances with
wolves"... they have a sense of freedom, but no guts.... a real
woman would be outside the chicken wire.... scratchin' for her own
feed...

so... set your plump butts in your offices, cackle everytime you
get production, peck at the other hens if they get into your space...

I'd rather die free.....

not so mentally insecure that I need a barnyard style life, with
barnyard social parties....

you arent humans anymore.....

welcome to chickenland.... obey the rules or get jerked out of your cage....

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Thursday, 1st of July 2010.....

morning, cooking food, writing emails, thinking about survival stuff..

got some fishing equipment planed out from the heavy bladed french
knife stock, also working on mountain bike parts, cleaning and
treating for rust, doing a restoring job on my bike, planning on
going to a camouflage paint job... realized I can recover the seat
with camouflage nylon packcloth from a cheap duffle bag... also
thinking to replace the pad I made for the nuts bar, had a leather
covered pad, w/lacing and beads, for the shoulder carry, thinking to
go camouflage there too....

it will take me a few months to get it all back together, plenty of
things needed, money tight... but looking forward to having it
again, just for the exercize and mid distance mobility..

also hoping to one day add one of the bike motor kits to it, thus
creating the ultimate mechanical device for road refugee
survivalism....

a mountain bike and small motor would likely get 100 mpg, allowing
me to split a danger zone for a gallon of gas...

also after an economic crash, its the ultimate fuel milage device for
the lone traveler..
When the New World Order depression hits, having the most efficient
transport possible will be valuable.... cheaper than mass
transit...

the ability to do a fishing trip on a liter of gas is mind boggling....

as is being able to pedal past my sticky fingered neighbor's house
before daylight on the way out....

I and my buddy currently have a two person forum going on the gulf
disaster, he heard a temperature number of 400 degrees farenhiet,
but I dont know if thats at the well head, or at the bottom...

what I see being minimum, is sea water getting into the well, and
causing a cooling effect on the rock at depth, creating a thermal
cracking effect...

so if temps arent high enough for explosive giesering, we could still
see a long term "cancer" going there... with the crust cracking
deeper and deeper over time... a weathering effect at 20000 ft below
the sea surface... could go on indefinitely, leaking, growing.... a
status quo legacy to the planet....

anyway, hearing rumors of the inevitable government botch job.....

the difference between Obama and Bush, is what they get to screw up
for their greedy cronies....

seems Obama is playing politics with the event... opening himself up
for a crimes against the planet trial with the Ranchers from the dark
of space....

add that to oath breaking the constitution... makes me glad I'm a
worthless nobody...

being an emperor without a head doesnt sound fun to me....

thing to remember, is the Ranchers can appear at any moment..
passages in the bible about JC leaving and returning in clouds... I
suggest you search UFO images until you find the fotos of the ring
shaped one emitting vapor until it becomes a cloud...

what that means, is they're already here, observing, and can end the
game the moment they choose.... It also means they are observing
everything.... and listening to everything..

if they are going to do a sweep, and cause the bad guys to "wink out",
it means they have intelligence... and considering there's passages
about people grinding grain winking out, one assumes its a thorough
job, and gets those counting gold bars in their bunkers too....

basically we're lab rats... and whats outside our box is so beyond
us that we titter are the possibility....

all makes sense to me, if you have a galaxy billions of years old,
what are the chances of having somebody with star travel already
running it?

and considering we are peeping over the immortality horizon ourselves,
what are the chances of enlightened rulership? making the same
mistakes in endless cycles would get old to immortals... sooner or
later they'd figure out what actually worked best...

another recent realisation is that "wisdom is fear"....

no joke, think about it... Wisdom is usually learned the hard way...
meaning eventually one developes a healthy respect for what happens if
you screw up...

what that means, is to fear is wise... Add a balance componant.....
somewhere between insistant stupidity, and groundless paranoia...

so from my perspective, I think whats most important, is contributing
least possible to the problems, leaning hard on sollutions, and
playing well until the game over buzzer... plenty of time for
introspection, admitting I'm no saint, and rethinking myself....
also being thankful for not only what I have but how little it is...

excess baggage is the last thing a guy needs in a crisis...

so, I shall continue to work on survival stuff, plant more food, try
to clean up my own act, and try to help others...

you know; like the fanatic
Christians; "saving people!"

I think they've missed the boat but stepped off the pier....

my version of saving souls, is trying to give good advice.. share
what I've figured out.... get people to realize what its really all
about.. Get people to understand it aint about money etc. its about
human decency, integrity etc... and the best way I can teach is by
example....

the other day on a call-in I heard a guy ask; what can we do to teach
our kids to stand up to the evil?

I knew the answer...

teach them by example... Expecting them to do it for you is a cop
out... do it for them, and leave them a proper example to follow....

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