Thursday 25th Febuary 2010..........

Morning....

listened to short wave yesterday...

sounds like Bedlam... Nash's Equilibrium is a model insanity...
what I hear is bickering and fighting and greed.. I hear liars and
people spinning everything to manipulate.. I hear sleaze.. I hear
sanity hardly being heard..

its all going somewhere.... somewhere not good.... I dont hear
anywhere sane.... I'm more sane as a nutcase subsisting on a mountain
alone...

I had a guy ask me the other day why I didnt socialize like I used
to? I had to tell him every thing I had ever tried with anyone
local had failed...

and when I was saying it, I was thinking to myself; or with anyone
else for that matter... its a planet of bickering egos...

and again; its all heading somewhere, and I think I know where,
thanks to a passage in the Koran, and my understanding of the skygods
etc...

Its heading for the big fight, the nuclear brawl..... the planet
barfight of drunks on greed... the meltdown...

there is no harmoney....
There is no one to trust.
There is no one to believe in.
There is no one who can help us or change things...

the only sanity is when you get off by yourself and focus on basics....

sanity is being alone...
Sanity is getting down to basics...
Sanity is knowing humanity is insane...

humanity is a creature that bickers and fights..
No two people seem to be able to get along...

always problems... we're screwed up....

I just feel lucky I got out of it.... got out of vanity land....
I hear being frugal is "in" in New York.....

what do you suppose will be "in" when the liars and buffoons crash the economy?

I hear the goverment is beginning to admit recovery isnt reality...
no shit guys? you mean all this crap youve been feeding us has been
bullshit?
Hmm? Who would have thought you could fix things with lies and
manipulation and more of the same?

I'm glad I dont have a TV... if I watched one, I'd be "mentally
disturbed"....
i cant imagine how disgusting TV must be now... I see a little of the
latin version when unavoidable...

its all disgusting....

I have AM/FM radios, I never turn them on... never... I think its
been well over a year since I last listened.... its all garbage...
I listen to short wave to mostly get a feel for how bad things are,
and the ocasional piece of folk music from someplace far away... its
like going to the city dump....

one might find something sometimes.. But its mostly rats and garbage
and a bad smell...

the most important thing I get from the technocult is the ocaisional
new tooth brush... my current expenditures including food are
about $50 a month.. and most of what I dont spend on food goes in to
long term tangibles.... things I find at the junk shops that I think
will be handy after the crash....

if what I understand is right about the skygods, we've been set up
to be crash test dummies....

to bicker and fight until we go nearly extinct.. and then they come
along and scoop up a few who managed to keep their sanity and decency
while everybody else went crazy...

should be a pretty good group to be in, but its sure gonna be hell
to get there...

I notice few minding their own business... I see ego inflated super
chimps parading around in clothing pretending to be better than they
really are, and most believing it....

where is the balance? who is well centered? What is the truth? Why
are we doing this?

what good does an office building full of drones do?

morning, a couple days later, waiting for dawn...

hearing about problems with web censorship coming over the horizon..
this is just going to result in alternatives being produced.. its
like firearms tech, or any other, necessity is the mother of
invention, create a blockage, get a new quantum leap level of tech..
on guns, I expect a leap to liquid fueled versions from solid fuel...
on the web, I suspect people will set up alternatives like govt
free mini webs with pirate shunts hacked into the government webs...
personally I think if it goes to "online insurrection", the hackers
will have an enemy to focus on finally, and quit bothering common
folk, and start trashing the control instead... tech is too fluid
to be controlled.... laws are too many to be enforced, and any
attempt at thwarting common man gets gone around like a dead car at a
stop light...

and the more you try to run people's lives, the more they hate you and
back your enemies...

sorry control freaks, its a fact of life.... Your game is terminal....

I think we are in for rough times very soon... I suggest people
download the info on this blog, so if its censored or the crash
happens, you have it... store it on a memory stick, archive it, be
prepared to blue tooth it to friends... and do the same with other
files.. when the Pig Snout Snoops shut down the web, go person to
person... its slower, but will get the job done.. the space elevator
treatise is copy righted, but only to prove my origen of it.. Anyone
who cares to, has my personal permission to copy and spread anything
on this blogsite....
In fact I hope you do so, as there is alot of info on survival etc.
Concentrated here... and its about to become a very "in" thing, at
the same time this blog will likely be censored.... I will quit
writing it when that happens, and it then becomes a finished work,
and censorship is what will cause it to go to seed... it will likely
become an underground collector's item... an Anarchist's cookbook of
sorts, but this one is my process of figuring out the game, a
voyage of discovery that connects the dots between the Bible, Book of
Enoch, and Koran, and reality.... sure it will become dated, sure
others have made similar realisations... but this one is likely the
most correct and the least read... making it a rare commodity on the
underground information swap market...

I've enjoyed making a total fool of myself! I hope you've enjoyed and
appreciated me doing it!

the ulitimate goals of any good class clown, are to make people
happier, point out the truth, and show control to be absurd and
impossible....

I will continue to write here as long as possible... but I dont
expect that to be more than a year or two at most... and there are
bazaar bits of genius on this blog worth saving... I wont be able to
save it myself.... I need your help to save it and spread it...
if/when they limit the web, being able to bluetooth a file like this
one to a friend, will be like the Russians who passed banned music or
censored information via cassette tapes during the soviet era...
when there is no freedom, what is freedom becomes the most treasured
of things....

and this blog, with it's focus on the neoindigenous sollutions, it's
connecting the dots on what the religions are really all about, and
it's common sense advice, and it's heretic humor will be worth
keeping... definitely a post censorship collector's item...
Definitely should outlive it's author, definitely has been fun
doing....

thankyou for being my reader, no author is anything without his
readers.... the readers are the author, the author is the readers, we
are one in thought sharing...

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Tuesday 23rd February 2010..........

Morning, dawn soon, car O'Clock on the highway...

thinking about the insanity I hear on short wave, realizing how sick
everybody is...

a Society that assumes sanity and uses it for an excuse to do insane
things, is insane....

People are debating if Joe Stack is a hero... well, I think he is, he
at least had the guts to do something, wrong or right...

I see the system as corrupt to the absolute.... if it does not
represent the people's wishes for any reason, it is in fact
illigetiment.. having wars for profit doesnt represent me or anybody
else with an atom of decency.. propping up cousin corruptocracies in
club fascism isnt me....

therefor not only do I not owe a cent in taxes, its my duty of
decency to not pay them...

and if I dont have the guts Joe Stack did, I'd best find my own
method to get to the same goal of making sure the snake pus bastards
dont get anything from me...

which is what I did by leaving the US, and going to a neoindigenous
life style... zero tax contribution to the Goblin Empire.... the
one thats gobblin' up the planet...

I read them claiming to kill Taliban or Militants every day....
fucking liars, theyre killing people defending their right to self
determination under their own opinions, which may include the concept
of no fucking government at all...

how many "Taliban" babys do you suppose they blast the guts out of?
and they make it sound so proper on the snob controlled media....

theyre fuckin killers, liars, thieves, on the road to hell, and
anybody who supports them is going with them...

thanks Joe, for doing what I dont have the guts to do.... I figure
the only way you couldnt be a hero, is if you got the janitor,
instead of the asshole who worked on your case, hounding you out of
what his jackal friends dont have an ant hill of moral high ground to
stand on for...

fuck the bastards, any chance you get.. Its the patriotic thing to do...

IRS? Demon Spawned Hordes...... Goblins gobbling up decent people's
chance of success...

we need armies fighting expeditionary wars, like we need a colony on
Pluto, in fact a colony on Pluto makes more sense...

these people are frauds in government and corporations, quit
supporting them, get self sufficient, get ready to defend you rights
and home by any and all means, and fight them on any and all levels,
and quit badmouthing people who had the guts to do something while
you paid for killing men, women, children, and babies, who just wanted
to be left alone by fascists.....

my friend who sold his house and moved into a camper is paying less
taxes and less to the banks these days... he's soon to be working on
his Ocean Nation device.... when it's ready, his tax rate drops
again..

You know, when the economy crashes, its going to be hell, but its
better that we never reboot it.. the only way to prevent governments
and greed is to not have an economic system... all it is, is
glorified IOU's..... just keep your word.... thats a real economic
system, just keep your collective agreements... credit is indentured
servitude with a yuppie friendly name.......

if you think its something good or necessary, youre a moron...

I used to be a moron... I'm less of a moron now... and proud of it!

any gain on human stupidity is good..

you know what I'm proud of? that I dont pay a cent to Hell's Cat
Hillary, or Bumfuk Obama..... they're somebody's hand puppets, got
big corporate hands up their butts doing a puppet show, Hillary
Zooming around the planet on "Broom One", and "Teleprompter Obama"
lip syncing his master's song and dance.... Michael Jackson was a
much better act... Barrak does do a pretty good "verbal moon walk"
though..

I wonder if he's ever realized the man in the mirror looks like a
liar to everybody on the planet including his kids and grand kids..

where I come from people who dont do anything they say they will, and
who do everything they say they wont, and who get up in front of
people and tell big stories without a shred of truth to them, are
generally referred to as "Habbitual Liars".....

that must be what the middle name "H" stands for?
He isnt a president, he's the
military industrial/banker's hand puppet, and seems to like the
wiggly fingers.....

great act! him and "blind date hillary" ......

but I aint throwing any coins in the collection can for them.....

And thanks again Joe Stack... you showed a gutless nation what a
real rennaissance man is, when you accelerated your airplane into the
Beast Government's very Maw! I hope to get some recordings of your
music some day, and a copy of your manifesto to show my grand kids...
Go with good will to our creator....

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Saturday 20th February 2010...........

Morning, awaiting dawn....

practiced guitar awhile, picking out tunes....

Thinking about the guy who flew the plane into the Austin IRS office
building, and realized he probably knew which exact office he
wanted....

The guy was a very good musician, I expect he hit the right note....
Do you suppose an arrogant administrator looked up in time to see
someone he'd been hounding, coming at his office window, fifty feet
away at 200 miles per hour?

I heard a report on the pilot, clean cut, better than average guy,
soft spoken, very intelligent, etc.

I dont think he was insane... I think he made his point, and I
think its a bench mark event, that the revolution started with his
action.... The Blog Army is digesting the event, and I hear most
people dont blame the guy.... too many leaches......

All I can say, is I hope he nailed his asshole...

What the Elite dont realize, is that their assumption of the system
backing them up no matter what, and that they can do what they want to
people, is a fallacy... people have limits, we all die sometime,
and if someone decides a good way to go out, is taking out shitheads,
bad day for shitheads...

the airplane was nice and dramatic, a creshendo of glass blown out on
the sidewalk, the burnt house was probably to keep IRS from getting
it, and what I heard of the man's Adios note, he was lucid, and
correct in calling for others to take up the fight in whatever manner
they felt appropiate..

I'm not so stupid as to think things will get better without a use of
force by the people.... the slimey turds who have ensconced
themselves in power positions will use every means possible to prevent
their extraction... black boxes to weapons of mass
destruction.........

I think if it keeps going, and some event triggers the people into
get even day, and everybody with a grudge, i.e. Almost everybody,
hits the streets, and heads for the top guy on their asshole list,
convienant in his plush office... there will be groups of people who
dont know each other forming up at this or that building, all there
for the same purpose... with the worst assholes being taken out by
fairsized mobs.... it wont be peaceful protests, it will be drone
extermination day..... I know people with multiple targets on their
grudge list.... and I'd bet the military wont be immune by any means,
NORTHCOM will evaporate as a threat the same day... in the same
way... guns are very two edged swords.....

I hear IRS has been buying sawed off shotguns... not much for
anti-aircraft? there are always ways to get past any defense... and
the only reason collective get even day hasnt happened yet, is
because the people are still in the getting fed up stage.... its
inevitable... the elite are too arrogant and stupid to back off, and
the people to resistant to the idea of violence, until something
pushes them over the edge.... I dont even see collective get even day
as being much of a national threat, everybody will know who their
target is...

the real threat will be the Chinese launching a nuclear first strike
in the middle of it.... and I suggest the guys at NORAD, and in the
silos hold their positions, and have their keys handy, as a
deterrant....

let the people take out the assholes, its for a better world..... we
all know who has done it to us over the years, its a non issue
morally.....

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Friday 19th February 2010.................

Morning, going on 3:AM............

just woke, thinking about news yesterday about guy crashing a plane
into IRS building in Austin...

Well, no surprise to me.... people are becomming passionate about
how screwed up things are... a civilisation based on greed and vanity
nearing it's end.. what do we expect, with tax rates insane, and
the bloated vampires of the military industrial complex trying to kill
us all, so their insatiable vanity can be satisfied... the people's
wisdom is ignored, Mr. obongo hasnt done a thing he said he would,
and has done everything he said he wouldnt, and the shooting is about
to start because nobody would listen to good sense, and kept on after
their sex like drive towards collective doom..
And the Whores in Congress pass endless laws, that screw us all,
while Wall street smokes arrogant cigars, propped up by corruption and
not a fuckung thing else....

its all fuckin' insane, and one guy sick of the sickness makes a
fashion statement at a couple hundred miles an hour..

Dont worry the Carping heads will play ratchet jaws on the image of
the beast TV, consumate liars will be brought in to spin it to justify
more of the same, big Nerds & turds from IRS will talk about public
sentiment with psycho-babble shrinks, on Barbie & Ken shows, and the
tax rate nowhere will be lowered by so much as a dime... its a dog
barf civilisation....
keep it up folks, LEMMINGS run for the cliff, badmouth anyone who
aint running with the pack...... adios shitheads ahead.......

I think its amazing that some guy who commits suicide in an airplane,
is so obviously more sane than the people running things.... welcome
to disney land... pass some more toilet paper laws, ramp up more
stupid security, raise tax rates, kill more people with preditor
missiles, cha-ching the cash register, have more bubble head women
with plaster and stiches faces say mindless comments for stinking TV
head sofa butts who's very life depends on their enslavent jobs....

"when one is sick of the sickness, one is not sick."

the guy's problem was he went sane....

and everybody gets to die sometime, better than letting the doctors
kill you at a profit... or dying of Monsanto's disease........

life is not worth living in the technocult..... why? Because its not
real or wholesome or good.... it has no future... there is no hope
of sanity, no freedom, no adventure... its all control, control,
control... and greed, greed, and lies, lies....

when the nukes fly, you all die.....

glad I took up camping for a living..... its sane... I didnt have to
commit suicide or kill anyone... There is another way out... Its
simple, its pleasant, its enjoyable..... and I'll be doing it when
the Ranchers come to collect the survivors after the apocalypse...
thats you, the apocalypse.... you normal heads, you drones, you
endless secretaries at endless keyboards, chained to a toxic lifestyle
by your mental insecurity and air cushion headed vanity... watching
human whoopie cushion heads act like they are wise on the shit box
TV.....

have a happy refridgerator day.... gobble more TV dinner... Paint
more goop on your eyelids....

Zombies.... billions of zombies.... doing what vampires tell you to..

economic bimbo women.. dick head jock guys....
Youre all doomed to an ugly ending, when things all of the sudden go real....

its a city dump civilisation... Its a landfill mentality, its a
sewage system political reality...
And you are all going to be flushed up dead soon... stinking rubble..
With you doing the stinking.... Port Au Prince times 7 billion....

have a nice day.....

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Monday 15th February 2010...............

Morning, just after midnight actually... Woke rested...

feeling OK, nice night, not alot of mosquitos...
I washed my new blanket yesterday, its almost dry... nice to have a
spare blanket... feels good, very basic possession... I'm thinking
I should get a couple more if theres time & money...

I also got a few more heavy bladed french knives to use for steel for
knife projects..
and I got a couple sets of batteries for the short wave, so I can
listen to more of the Demise Opera around the planet..

I was reading yesterday about the big cats, being all more closely
related to each other, than to smaller cats... also that most were
being driven extinct, while humanity bickers..

well, like the Johnny Cash song; when the man comes around, he'll
decide who to blame... do you suppose it will include you? just
doing your job, no questions, spending your credits like the Joneses?
have to wait and see I guess... but its described as being ruled
with an iron rod....

thats a fairly stiff description, not being ruled like mommy with a
snot rag for your nose poor baby!

kings used to carry septers, which were the descendents of the battle
mace... They were for knocking the servants in the head that didnt do
as told, I'm sure the other servants would drag off the bodys....
So what an iron rod means is absolute control... woe to coyotes that
grab a sheep eh? an iron rod is no joke as a weapon....

its like the police now, charging people for raising their hands to
defend themselves from billy clubs...

do you suppose they'll get the iron rod?

Wednesday 17th February......

almost sundown, slept, an afternoon siesta...
Listened to short wave awhile today, things still nuts in the outside world...

politics never cured anything except sanity...

had a guy asking me a couple days ago why I stay home, and dont
socialize.... had to explain to him I was tired of people's shit,
tired of being screwed by people's ego trips.....

I like people, but hate their shit..... isolation puts me with just
my own defects... which leads to working on them.... other people's
defects are incurable by me... mine I can do something about...

Its fine staying alone for days on end, one can stay emotionally very
balanced... no emotional extremes... very nice, probably a few
million people in the real world who wish they could be alone for an
indefinite period... today I only checked my emails once... Why? in
part because I was appreciating being not bothered by anything...

real mental stability is addictive, but everybody gets sidetracked
by technoculture shit.....
And then life becomes a compromise...

well you wont find sanity running after the insanity parade......

life is a series of choices followed by a series of realities they
create... if you want a better life, make better choices... its a
quicker route to happiness than expecting somebody else to do it for
you.....

When I was at the border the other day, I bought an ice bucket,
about a gallon or so... been wanting one for years... not for ice,
but for a milking bucket for goats etc... Just the right size...

its stainless steel, cost me $5.50, thats way cheap for something
that could be used for generations by neonomadics... for the cost
of a yuppie coffee at a drive up...

I also bought the french knives to cut down into other shapes,
rehandle etc.... $2 sure is a good deal, $2 for a better knife than
my grandmother ever had... so I keep at it, collecting
neoindigenous stuff, doin my little projects, living on simple food,
slowly getting older while feeling the same... not worn out.. Not
frazzled chasing a bogus retirement.... one day blends into the
next.... basically its too easy to go neoindigenous..... most
people are too civilized to even attempt it... and its so so
simple....

I marked out some blades to cut... looks like I get some rather thick
points for scrapers or whatever... nice... theyre handy...
knives are great tools.... my boyscout field book comments they are a
crude tool... and very ancient... I use them every day.... lately I
have been experimenting with really basic designs.... and enjoying
it...getting knives down to absolutes... simple practical stuff..
its a nice hobby....

so a new moon setting to the west, I have a fire going, the road
noises on the highway below my mountain are quieting down, the sun
has just set...

another tropical night begins... I took the siesta, so will be awake
for awhile.. I practiced the guitar this morning, picking out a
Moody Blues song, and O'Caroline song, very nice to be learning such
classics... makes me much happier than listening to music on the
radio.... nowdays its mostly obnoxious noise... I hear stuff I
like ocasionaly, even new stuff, but not much..

cant imagine all the TV heads, I see bits of stuff when in town,
little of any social value... Its noise and flash..... I'm happier
with my wolfy dog on a mountain..... she's laying by the fire..
nothing has changed for us in ten thousand years... still man & dog
and fire....

I bought a used flute online, it will come down next visit by
friends or family from the states... I'm looking forward to learning
to play it too... Should be nice eh? to sit by the fire on tropical
nights, and waft airs over the mountain... like some new age
ambient mood album.. the good life has never changed, its been
lost, but still easily found.. take the path to simplicity....

wood still burns, boils the water, cooks the food, and sunny days
still are common... I hear governments on radio passing rediculous
laws...

well, 40% of the planet is still wild... thats alot of territory to camp in...

Lately the people have been fighting back... refusing the
stupidity... how long until they quit funding the monster? we have a
military industrial insanity trying to conquer the world, while the
dark ages begin at home..

the status quo has taken some hits lately, and still trying to fly
the big lie.... if they keep it up they will start getting national
strikes against their wars....

will bullying in northern Yemen do any real good?

I doubt it.... I think leaving people alone and keeping out of their
business is a really good idea.....

tourism is so much more polite than expeditionary wars propping up
local despots....

foriegn wars are doomed to inevitable failure... its like trying to
run your neighbor's house and take his wife... you may get away with
it for a little while, but sooner or later they will figure out how to
kill you...

I'm just glad I'm not one of the sickos making the decision to use
uranium munitions on people and places... I suspect when the Ranchers
come, those types will get a gashed throat...

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Sunday 14th February 2010.......

morning, nice one, just got a fire going and food on..

went to town yesterday, got some stash items, a few heavy bladed
french knives to cut down for knife hobby projects, also a one
gallon stainless ice bucket, right size to milk goats.. also a cheap
blanket, so it was a pretty good day for the subsistance
survivalist..

this morning I saw on my BBC email scientist talking about black
matter, so I checked the article, came to conclusion scientists
getting highly paid for talking out their asses... I see corruption
still abounds politically, so the world is still OK right?

Wrong....

people we gotta quit believing in experts and money, and governments,
and start believing in our own abilities to learn, make decisions,
and live better from the results than we do now supporting a clan of
Buffoons who claim they're better than we are... I can shoot as well
as a cop, I can decide if I've been victimized better than a judge,
and I can invent better ways to get even than the injustice system...
I can grow better food than I can buy, I can raise kids better than a
school, and I can wipe my own ass, so I dont need a polititian to be
poking at it for me..

all boils down to not needing the system and all it's clowns....

I got some sole rubber yesterday to fix my boots and sandals with...
in other words my uses for the system are fairly limited..

I cruise the junk shops for stuff I might need, dont buy yuppie
designer shit, and since realizing about the ranchers of Enoch,
The urgency to succeed in the technocult has been approaching
absolute zero.... very comforting to know that all I really need
is subsistance stuff, and that nothing I'd have to make a payment on
is worth monday morning in light of whats coming..

and these people trying to rule the world are a bunch of sick
morons.... they havent done anything right in the last hundred
generations, so do I expect a rennaisance of enlightenment under their
thumbs? no, I expect assholes that need to be avoided, and cut off
from my componant of their food supply however possible.....

I dont owe them a fucking thing....

and I dont need their long noses in my business...

its the Bickering Planet.... nice planet, infected by shitheads,
ranchers sworn to fix the problem soon.... I think I'll work
personally on being a sollution aspect... my throat is sensitive to
cutting... and I dont mind trying to be as decent as I can, and as
respectful to the universe as I can wrap my mind around....

I guess the technocult will have to exist without my support... why
should I support a sysem that pays old faggot bankers trillions, and
un-funds the space program? Go figure.......

these people arent wise and good, they're stuffing their pockets and
humping bimbos with out an ethics one.....

they're pigs, headed for the slaughter, care to ride in the truck with them?

I think I'll play guitar instead, work on my survival hobbies,
pretend I'm the last boyscout....

stopped to see my little niece yesterday, we had fun, she knows the
secret hush sign with the finger now, I played with her a couple
hours, while her mom studied.... We had lunch together, I asked her
if she was happy when she got home and found a refer full of soncollas
the other day, she said yes... her mom asked about bananas, more
soon! who gives a shit about money? I care that a little girl eats
healthy... we've got a big stalk of bananas coming, a couple weeks
away, more in the pipeline behind that.... my worker has planted
maybe 20 more clumps in the last week, each will start producing in
about six months, and produce maybe half a dozen stalks a year of
between 25 and 75 lbs of bananas each stalk.... anyway the kid was
in my lap hugging me, showed me the wind up chick and plastic
alligators I bought her for christmas, and wanted me to take a nap
with her... kid energy is the best, its good energy....

so I'm not much concerned about politics.. I think we should outlaw
it.... half the shit on the news is corruption, the other half is
stupidity...

who needs it?

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Tuesday 2nd February 2010..........

Evening, too hot to sleep... lost a blog entry this morning, my fone
ate it... So much for reliability..

interesting day, listened to a couple radio programs, things
obviously insane in the real world...

makes me glad to have realized what the Ranchers were all about...
just knowing why humanity is so insane is a calming thing for the
mind.... I dont have to take it personal.... its not my fault, its
an experiment gone awry due to unauthorized hanky panky on the part of
some guys who werent exactly being angels.... yeah, women are
tempting, but there always seems to be a heavy price to pay for
falling into it... worse for them guys.. bad for their
descendents, including us marginally sane versions...

me? Yeah I can remember being normal/totally insane... much better
now, when you give up on normalcy, the sanity meter edges up
substancially....

I'm enjoying guitar practice more & more, its something that negates
the world reality, a focus on something mantra like.. no insanity to
it... no bickering, which is what I hear everywhere else... if
wisdom is knowing others, and enlightenment is knowing yourself, what
is realizing that the problem seems to be universal bickering?

what we have is a socially immature race of beings, who spend most of
their time bickering over really stupid things... I see no
maturity.... theres no such thing as an adult.. Just spoiled
children acting nasty & vile...

rise above.... rise above disention...

how? by a focus on yourself as a causative rather than a victim...
nothing to feel guilty about, and everything to try to find ways
around.. I've been feeling really thankful for other people's
screwy trips lately, I just hit the shift key and change the energy
into what can I do about me? bickering and pointing fingers is
fruitless, changing one's own thinking patterns is so rewarding,
I'm finding it addictive...

I dont have to be part of the bickering, I DONT HAVE TO BE INVOLVED,
OR TAKE SIDES,
I can skirt it, I can walk around it, I can not step in it..
bickering is like cat shit, the deeper its burried the better...

take a look folks! its all bickering, all the same... the universal
disgusting reality..

well, I have better things to do...

morning, just woke.. Thinking about stuff from short wave yesterday,
one interview a guy said he thought it was going to be a world wide
revolution of the people against tyranny, i.e. Everybody against all
government(s) which is something I've stated repeatedly in this
blog.. the bible, Enoch, and Koran seem to back this up... That the
world government types kick off their own demise with their
incredible stupidity and hubris...

people everywhere are sick of their shit, their puppets, and even
their theater.. I was listening to VOA last night, talking movie
awards, and I was more than bored thinking none of this shit has
meaning or value, just image of the beast TV for zombie slave
consumption... entertainment... a type of group mental
masturbation... Hollywood could slide off into the sea, and it would
be no loss to anyone... its like sports, much to do about nothing,
ditto for politics, and most of religion... silly monkeys role
playing for their bogus economics masters... its all dog shit...

listening to the news is Bedlam..... an insane assylem..... a bunch
of Napoleon types... midget emperors.... and their whores with caked
on faces, that have been hacked up and reshaped to be more like what
they arent.. vanity heads.... all falling off the end of the
conveyor, with new future obituariy types hopping on constantly...

its effectively meaningless..

what I grasp from the skygod's predictions is that the end of the
movie is really bad... Port au Prince is a coming attractions
advertisement.... its demise and destruction and such coming up....
with so few left when its over, as to be called a remnant....

its a garbage civilisation... headed for a town dump ending..
stinking trash heap... the planet was better off when we lived in
huts.... and so were we....

it makes me feel good about my neoindigenous and stargate projects...
sanity disguised as immature hobby level entertainment.. I make
my own gear.... a future mad max.... it makes more sense than the
news.... actually the news is what motivates me... preparing for
the demise of civilisation as I listen to it happening... and all the
women so caught up in vanity, I think I'm most likely to find a mate
wandering with addled wits after the crash... I'll have to pick one
out that doesnt look too insane.... keep her fed until she comes
back into her mind.... its like the people in Haiti, some leaving
the cities, but most clinging to their old spot in the rubble...
where their house was.... you think the world is going to rebuild
it? it was one of the mega slums of the hemisphere.. all the money
goes to glitter and glory, rebuild it? with what? with a hollywood
movie? with the tooth fairy and a magic wand? no its going to be one
disaster after another from now on... hasnt anybody noticed? there
seems to be a pattern...

my guess is it will accelerate... the dance of death and demise....

and nobody will come out of denial until its a major first world city
that goes down...

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Monday 1st February 2010...........

Morning, day, checked and sent emails, got a nice response from the
page owner of abduction on north canol road.... was very pleased to
get the note... I'm more used to being ignored or laughed at...

anyway, just got fire built and food on, guitar practice soon...
Currently munching fresh coconut, ate a few bananas, and pondering
how life is a humbling experience......

I also got an email from a friend I'd lost contact with...very happy
to reconnect, good guy, friend since high school, and the email from
him was the high light of my mailbox this morning...

so... life goes on.... I ponder the universe, I think about
the realizations I've made, and how little chance there is that they
get out in time.. its like a mouse going head to head with a
locomotive... the mainstream, and even conspiracy stream and even
the UFO stream types are all battling it out and occupying the
spotlight, and the guy who has connected the dots is going to get
ignored... we have religious evangelists parroting things they dont
understand, to the tune of millions of dollars in budget, mostly its a
big battle for attention and money.. of which I get neither...

but I do this blog because I know futility is better than nothing,
better to fight a lost battle than give up.... I at least get to go
down knowing I tried to do what I thought was the right thing....

and having been done, nothing can erase that from time... any time
traveler can happen upon it and read what I've said... a historical
footnote...

I suspect we are being closely monitored... if so chances are this
blog would be found by those measuring the quotient of truth in human
communications... at this point its a mustard seed, an atom of good
at most... but its here, people can stumble on it, and anyone who
desires can read my opinions for free...

and as I've often said, if it helps one person get thru whats coming,
then it was worth doing.....

there is a wealth of information in this blog... mostly original
stuff in the modern era... few discuss the fundamentals... Most books
I've read on survival assume prompt rescue.... look at Haiti! how
prompt is rescue? and thats with an intact technocult... what will
it be like if it was the megaquake? And every city fell at the same
time? do you suppose there'd be some woman trapped somewhere who
would gladly be mine in trade for me prying a burning building off of
her? well, its not likely to happen that way, I wont be going into
the city, and no women seem to be leaving them yet... all caught up
in vanity... I've been playing the online date sites for some time,
getting mostly scams to date, and women too good for me... lucky I
had all the practice along similar lines with the Ticas....

but I try there too..... thinking its another lost battle worth the
doing... even if I end up living alone until the crash, I'll know I
tried.....

and if the crash comes, I have my tools ready, my iron bar, my pipe
and truck spring digging and prying tool, my axe.... and I'd run
down the mountain to the village, and make sure my little niece and
her mother got help if they needed it.. and then onto other neighbors
and try to organize a search and rescue operation among survivors...

I wouldnt be waiting on the government, they cant do the right thing
on a good day with a billion dollars of budget....

were I "Lord Emperor of Earth Planet", things would be different...
the Apocalypse would likely never have happened, because I'm not a
money-motivated person...

just a fool on the hill....

one with a heart & a brain.....

anyway, will soon add the rice to my one pot jungle gormet meal over
the sacred flames..

hoping I am on the narrow path to survival, and not on the broadway
of destruction.. better a long humble life, than a short vain
one.....

anyway 15 minutes until food, just cut up the ripe bananas and the
fresh coconut & star fruit hunks.... Need to pick a few lemons for
sauce.... kind of a strange tropical dish, with beans and corn and
rice... Sweet and sour yumm for the gullets of self and dog...

no need for vitamin supliments, plenty of sun on bare skin, spring
water with no clorine, and anybody who comes up here to tell me what
to do, best remember I'm a bit crazy.... handy that reputation...
works with everybody.... even women.... need to find a woman who
wants some guy thats crazy for her.......

and who doesnt mind the lizards on the bed.... Or the birds flying
thru the house....

later.. eating... Pretty good... no oil, no sugar, so I can eat
plenty and not lard up.....

I see the future as much like being sucked into a black hole, it
doesnt matter what you do in the way of navigation and applying
power, in the hole you go.... in our case the black hole is the
Ranchers of bible histories fame, predictions of nuclear war, plagues,
quakes, famines, with the grand finale being a megaquake, and
destruction by fire... and also hints of the planet wobbling like a
drunk.... all God's dangers from the sounds of things... but my
point is this is a warning from beings technically far beyond us...
starfaring, likely anti-gravity, etc. and so I dont think it wise to
argue over the petty details about what we think is going on now and
what the mechanism of the moment is, or who is responsible.... I
think it would be wise to assume the warnings describe something
real... And to try to figure out what could be the long term causes,
and try to do something serious about it, rather than infighting over
who dunnits, and finger pointing..

this is what I attempt here, supposition looking for possible
explanations.. and ideas on how to save our bacon from it... world
government is not a good idea, more of the same industrialization is
not good... whatever the causes, whatever the explanations, whats
important is that we head it off..... not argue over petty stuff...

personally I dont think there's too much hope... everybody seems to
be after money... its as if all sides of any issue are fighting for
market share, rather than viable sollutions... it has to stop...

I did hear some good news today; perhaps 40% of the planet is still
wild country.... undeveloped... what that tells me, is there is
someplace to goto.... There is an option..

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Monday 1st February 2010...........

Morning, a couple hours until dawn....

slept OK, thinking about short wave listening, last night... was
getting hard, batteries going dead in radio.. the Survival show
was interesting, I appreciate the guy's effort, even though most of
his expertise is wasted on me.... I live in a different reality,
cant stocpile boughten food, have fairly good food security with live
food etc..... I have several hands of bananas to eat in the next
couple days, I have a simple boughten food diet, if it dissappears
with an economic crash, I just adapt to eating food from my farm
just like the week before payday syndrom now...

the bible talks about times coming where crops dont produce..
Including food trees... all I can say, is no shortage of bugs....
and eating grasshoppers would be better than cannibalism in the
cities....

the dog seems to like them....

plus I have lived very low before, and I also have really tough weed
food type stuff going.. plus I have about 50 acres of forest...
plenty of wild berries, and plant foods.. I've also left trees that
produce things the animals eat... I'm an animal too... and if I
get desperate, I can walk to the lake in my view, and catch
alligators....they're so thick no one likes to go out there...

I also hear talk now about censorship on the internet,, and my mental
response is; I dont need it... its a convienance, not a necesity...
its mostly garbage anyway... some good stuff, but there is nothing
on it I have to have to survive.... I also see that people are
figuring out reality at warp speed now, and that my drivel is maybe
handy to some, but I could stop blogging tomorrow, and still have
made a decent attempt at contribution..

I also know that some people will survive until arrival... my chances
are better than most, I dont live in a city, I dont live in a cold
climate, I dont live in a desert.... i'm not very dependent on the
system, and if the crash happens, people in my friends and family
group will be trying to make it to where I am... because they know
where the best odds of survival really are... Its where the paycheck
aint......

basically what I see happening, is civilisation crumbling and
everyone pretending normalcy... the more awake folks are getting
ready, the more preditory are trapped by their greed in the
crumbling system... success is irresistable... and subsistence isnt
overly glamourous... So a filter of sorts is being created..... Those
attracted to money, ego, vanity, etc. will keep dancing at the
babylon bash....

those with good sense will know when its time to leave.... and
everyone gets to make their personal choices... and pay
accordingly....

just like Haiti, some stayed in the countryside and lived
subsistence, others filled Port au prince with three million
people.... the subsistence types ate the day after the quake, had
water to drink, life goes on... the city types lost a sixth under
the rubble, hacked each other with machettes fighting over food,
and the chances of that city being rebuilt before the big crash comes
are slim.....

and I dont know if anyone has noticed, but more quakes are happening
all the time... 60% of the disaster deaths have been from quakes....

And there is a link between global warming and quakes, the planet
produces heat on the inside, if you insulate the outside better, or
warm up the outside due to a solar heat increase, it will cause a
spike in magma temps... I call it the electric blanket effect...
alot of ambient carbon is being released, human manipulations may be
coinciding with natural fluctuations, and its all connected into a
big conglomeration we call reality... denial of any one aspect does
not change the overall reality....

the spike in crust temps from outside or inside causes thermal
expansion... quite a bit actually, enough per degree to cause
literally hundreds of Richter 9's or higher per degree... I ran the
numbers personally, and got a crude idea.. and also realized that
rock isnt very frictionless, that things will bind, pressures build
up incredible amounts of kinetic energy, and release in jolts....

then I started realizing that things in the bible matched my view of
what I saw from my simple calculations.. I didnt need a degree in
plate tectonics to do it, thermal expansion for stone is an easy
number to find, the expansion for planet diameter is simple solid
geometry, and I compared to the slippages from the Indonesia quake,
and got my grok on the overall magnitude of the problem...

I dont care what scientists, governments, or pundits say, I did my
own homework, and am confident in the results.. it was a crude
approximation, but it is all I need to really know, and I have
changed my thinking to adapt to the reality, and I dont have to argue
with anyone, or try to figure out who to believe... and it did lead
me to the realizations about the bible, which lead me to putting clues
together and figuring out what that was all about too, which
suddenly made it all easy to grasp, and has more information than I
can puzzle out... but I do have a grasp on what is coming and why,
and I have begun to alter my own thinking and actions.... which is
the key to survival.....

it all boils down to choices now... One will live or die according to
one's own decisions....

stay and play and pay.....

or get back to what and where reality really is....

its your choice....

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Sunday 31st January 2010.......

morning....

another pretty one... I'm kicked back, fed, played guitar a bit...
Just did a rinse to cool off, and read the news online...

that was the worst part, a pagent of liars... they even brought Tony
Blair back from the political dead to talk shit.....

ah! Yeah! the news sucks as bad as the people who make it up....

a report that the bank bailout did nothing to cure or prevent the
economic problems.... of course not, only in deluded minds would it
have a wisp of anything to do with solving the problem it will
inevitably make worse...

the truth is the news is total bullshit... and it doesnt have a thing
to do with what one should be doing at this time..

the cure to the bank crisis is to get rid of the bastards.... go
back to undebauched metalic currency, and go to micro credit loans
like people in the third world are discovering....

coruption is endemic.... its an instant problem in one villiage palm
oil co-ops, and gets worse as you go anywhere money flows.....

the real absolute, is to manage your own finances in your own pocket....

there is no cure to the human condition this side of extermination of
the greedheads, and they are working on that themselves....

dont get in their way... wouldnt want to hold them back...

I heard a preacher yesterday on short wave preaching out of the book
of enoch.... First time I've heard that done..... he mentioned JC
coming with an army.... yup! thats what it says... Goes right along
with Joel etc...

not to mention the Koran......

its all apocalyptic, all the same warnings, all being ignored by
mainstream greedheads involved in the grand delusion..... they wont
get it until the astronomers start jumping up and down and yelling
insane things.....

I suggest you be on your best behavior until then...

could pay dividends....

well, my son is playing with learning metal engraving, using some of
my tools... he'll enjoy learning another craft/art.... much better
passtime than watching TV......

It will be interesting when the ranchers show up, what they use who
for after the extirmination of the bad guys.... will they be
interested in craftsmen, artists, etc.?

have to wait and see... But if I was a starfaring civilisation doing
a planetary evacuation, I would want to make sure those with skills
got to use them....

if I have the script right, they gather everybody up, and take them
to a plain and and divide them up... kill plenty, save some....
Makes me wonder about staying connected with my baggage... some
passages in the bible about snatching people and leaving others.. so
there must be variations on the theme.. when asked, JC gave the
parable of the wheat and tares... which was gather them up, removing
tares first... opposite of what the Rapture Ninnies like to dream....
being caught up for the good guys comes after that, followed by new
heavens and new earth, which could mean new planet... in Enoch its a
place with stars 7 times brighter, perhaps closer to the center of the
galaxy, or in a cluster somewhere..? I dont know, all conjecture, but
what I do understand, is that all the bible stories are practice
examples... passover, exodus, Sodom, the battle where the bad army
killed itself off in the confusion.. it all makes sense... it was
all precursors and teaching aids.....

I suggest when the starships get close, you do a passover meal & eat
hearty.... and have your exodus gear packed..... which means getting
rid of most of your baggage ..... best think really well doing your
decisions.... aint likely to be any coming back.... two rules of
thumb, are your most useful and best items...starting from the
fundamentals of survival end.. durable quality basics.... all
needs to be organized from the bugout kit, to the pony cart in order,
so that you can judge the situation and grab accordingly....
remember, this is post collapse, there wont be any gas stations in
business... more than likely we'll be rounded up by troops... be
polite... they are going to be trying to help, unless you are one of
those that caused the holocaust...

personally I suggest getting your baggage down to what you can
carry.. I'd have other stuff packed too, just in case....

what would I take? basic survival gear, tools, musical instruments,
libraries, cooking gear for campouts....

if we all get dumped on a broad plain, thats a campout..
and where we go from there we really dont know...
a grand adventure, thats for sure...

personally I plan on working towards it... working on my stargate gear...

one passage from Enoch that the radio preacher touched on was one
about the sheep being preyed on, until they grew horns...

I think thats whats happening now.... people waking up, learning
they need to get militant and defend their rights... with the
actual defacto numbers, common folk only have to get a tich more
ready to fight, to overpower anything the Elite can do.. its working
like a transistor, the elite try some shit, and the body politic
reacts and the small effect boosts the larger effect ......

later, hot afternoon... thinking about the people rising up
still, its a growing phenomina... every push of the status quo
causes more anger in the people.. every lie figured out causes more
disbelief... things have changed, things are changing, and as Bob
Chapman said the other night, the Army isnt going to shoot the
people..

the army has been abused badly in the last few years... its going to
know which way the wind is blowing.....

the corruptocracy's days are numbered......

the pressure is building, the truth is getting out, people are waking up..

later listening to short wave, govt admits govt agent put underwear
bomber on plane...

I'm beginning to suspect the govt. Only knows how to lie......

my my how the Ranchers were right on with their warning system.....
cunning to use religions to pass the warnings down thousands of
years... What else would work?

currently listening to survivalist program on short wave, on vacuum
packing.... which is the way to preserve food.. my question is how
much food should one store? the Tao talks about unnecessary baggage
and EXCESS FOOD.......

i.e. Excess food in some ways is or can be a danger.... if I was
starving and knew some rich guy had stashed literally tons of food,
and he was letting people starve, I might be tempted to snipe him....
my point is that excess food could get you killed.... where if I
knew some poor fool had a bit stored, was trying to grow a garden,
and he shared with others, he'd be safe from me....

I'd likely turn him onto excesses if I had any....

then there is the mobility factor.. its not impossible to store bulk
food in serious quantities, but its not going to do much good if you
get over run by a hundred thousand refugees from some city, and your
food stash is too big to move.....

personally I think the best thing is to get a location where food
grows easily... which is why I chose the tropics, and not northern
Idaho.... I can stick yucca (casava) sticks in the ground, and have
spuds 9 months later... as many sticks as I can plant... thousands
of pounds to the acre.....

this makes sense... I can share with friends, give away sticks for
seed, and the stuff is weed food.. which is an important concept....
I like planting all kinds of weed food, which is any food that grows
like crazy, produces heavy, and doesnt need much care....

here one such is bread nuts.... I have over a dozen trees
producing... and more starting to produce... here they will start
producing 4 years after you plant the seed.....

they keep growing and producing for over 50 years.... they get to be
huge trees, and a 50 year old tree might drop a ton of food per
year....

there is no food crisis, there is a management crisis... we are
being killed by managers..

I once calculated that an area the size of central america planted in
yucca could feed everybody on the planet... no starvation....

death by government & corporation....

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