Monday, September 21, 2009

Blog entry; Saturday 19th September, 2009.......

Morning, a pretty one....
Worked mostly on emails this morning, also copied out the boyscout
creed with one finger into my mobile fone... to be posted on this
blog hopefully...

reason I did that, is because the sage teaches the people what they
have forgotten, and this version of the creed came from the boyscout
fieldbook I bought on the second floor of JC Penny's in Bremerton
Washington (state) as a kid at maybe 12 or 13 years old, i.e. 40
years ago.... I had maybe $5 to my name, spent two or three dollars
on the book, likely lunch money, which I invariably spent on my
materialistic addiction which was quite pronounced due to being
raised in a family who's budgets seemed to be continually half or less
than normal.....

I ran into the area with the scout stuff by accident, walking around
in the store, saw the book, and fell in love with it looking thru
it....

it became one of the most formtive books in my life.. and I still
have it, try to keep it repaired etc., and still enjoy reading in it,
even though it seems childish and basic to me now.....

I'm quite sure by now the Scouts must have become more politically
correct, I heard the motto was changed to do your best or something
like that, which I dont agree with... doing your best omits being
prepared.... if my mindset is to do my best, its an in the now type
of thinking... and so would lose any advantages that come from
looking ahead and preadapting & changing how I think, what I do, or
what goes into the pack...

most improvements arent......

reading the scout ideals out of the 60's is like stepping into a time
machine... another era, a different mindset, with the world ran by
people who will most likely be all gone in a few more years...

these days our duly constituted authorities are a bunch of greedy
lying pocket stuffing drones, who's only form of creative expression
is in drafting endless reems of absurd laws in a vain attempt to prop
up their corrupt status quo.....

And that isnt working anymore........

which doesnt stop them from trying more of the same....

Respect for old people now is having a president who thinks mandantory
suicide counciling is the american thing to do so he and his
plantation owners can keep up the military industrial complex orgy in
the big white house with the tall colums facing the world... we
have money to oppress people on the far side of the globe, but we just
dont seem to think people that worked their whole lives creating the
world we share, deserve anything more than a trip to the dumpster, via
the hospital, to have all their organs removed at a profit.....

And if a scout is brave & loyal, why are people so guttlessly not
bothering to stand up for the constitution ? nowdays if you think the
constitution is an enlightened document, why you obviously belong in
a mental hospital... not much bravery either, most of you dont have
the guts to speak up at a safety meeting, so I hope I never have to
rely on you to risk your precious selves to save me....

and who respects the convictions of others in matters of customs or
religion?.... we have Hillary trying to tell the Muslim quarter of
the world how to run their culture... when their culture is older,
more experienced, and more likely to survive than our own...

a scout is thrifty? Boy is that pre-credit card......

and my point is its what we have lost that has us on the brink of collapse....

who gives a shit about god any more? Unless its the money and credit
god... Or maybe Demons?

so anyway, I think most of us need to hand in our scout badge eh?
get drummed out, busted, branded, and escorted to the edge of the
earth and given a boot in the ass....

who's perfect eh? Not me, reading the scout ideals just impresses on
me that even in my 50's I havent gotten far yet as a human....

but that doesnt mean I'm going to stop trying, nor does it mean I
dont appreciate my own good side.... Just means more work to do.....

where did the scout ethos come from? definitely the bible... Where
did the bible come from? from some strange guys who have star travel
from the looks of things... and who are hoping to come save a few
good scouts after things go terminal,
i.e. in our lifetimes.....

well, humanity is so disgusting these days its a wonder they'd
bother... But I guess there are those who do try, do struggle, who do
manage to overcome their own egotistic thinking etc. And they deserve
better than to go down with the smelly corpses who run Wall Street
and the government... or the TV Zombies who are dying bravely for
the cause of sitcoms and frozen dinners....

well, to me the fun part will be when the mega-quake comes, and you
all have given yourselves what you deserve by your in-actions and
indecency...... too bad so many innocent kids will have to die
because their parents were such stupid jerks.... too arrogant to get
out of their shitbox house in time, too stupid to get out where the
horizon meets the sky, too good to live on God's green earth without
bunching up like a bunch of fleas around the rat's asshole....

anyway, I hope the Ranchers are decent, and that me & my group qualify
to pack our baggage up the ramp, and that we're all there alive and
well because we all helped each other and others, and no one got left
behind...

First the passover, and then the Exodus....

it would be sad to leave this planet so beautiful, but I guess time
washes green man's wounds unclean, and in a couple billion years we
can come back for a visit.... bring out the geiger counters, eye
the dosemeters hung on our dog tag chains, and try to see thru tear
blurred eyes if there is anything recognizeable.... Anything left of
my blue green world....

anyway God Damn you lying greedy self centered bastards, you are
going to get what you deserve...

I just hope I can get my own shit together, and encourage my group to
do likewise, so we can go up that ramp arms around each other's
necks, tears streaming from our eyes and more than a little thankful
we made it, and that somebody cared enough to come pick us up off
this insane world....

Have you ever thought that the Bible means there is a Galatic
civilisation? that we could grow up, boot up into space and join up
on terms more to our own liking if we got our shit together in time?

doesn't seem likely at this point...

but I fix myself,
and so fix the world.......

Modern human civilisation sucks shit...

better work on my bug out pack, best clean up my vocab some too eh?
so I can qualify to become a "star scout"...

we shall see.. all I know is we have a buch of people all in it for
as much as they can get for themselves... Nash's equalibrium sounds
nice on paper, but has anybody realized where it leads collectively?
headed for hell folks, fighting over what we really dont need..

we're soon to fight a nuclear war over resources to fuel our vanity
with.... have you ever noticed the indigenous humans seemed to have
done fine with out nuclear power, fossil fuels, or image of the Beast
TV.......?

I watched TV the other day, Latin news.... Dead bodies nightly,
public officials mouthing bullshit, and a million households with
furrowed brows and faces set with grimaces, watching video of what
happened here locally that day... we arent good, nobody is good, just
some worse than others, and some really bad....

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