Wednesday, December 30, 2009

wednesday 30th December 2009.......

morning,

a point I would like to make, this morning, is that violence is the
last resort.... like the gun grabs...

if nobody goes along, and every body prepares to fight, the status
quo will back off, if not, well maybe its time to proove a point?

its like the mandantory vaccines... dead meat at this point.. Why?
people didnt suck up the hype & started taking action....

the average cop on the street is no dummy, he knows guns in good hands
are his life insurance, and he knows his bosses are morons on ego
trips, and he knows their shit stinks....

much better than we do....

its all an intimidation game.. Dont be intimidated..

old folk saying; "Stick to your guns."

thieves large & small dont like that..

the right to self defense is inalienable... and lazy cops & jackoff
bureaocrats arent going to be there when you need them to prevent
becomming a statistic they can ignore enroute to the doughnut shop or
mistress....

I dont like violence... got picked on in school, took up boxing,
busted a guy's lip 3 times in three punches, funny how they quit
bothering me...
And the school admin had done exactly nothing.....

expand that....

all the elements are there...

if they attempt to violate my rights, they are criminals, color of
clothing/uniforms doesnt change that...

the status quo is looking for easy victims, if they keep it up they
will wear rope... and deserve it....

the reason I say the things I do, is NOT to instigate violence its to
prevent it... the diesel/gas gun concept for instance... surely a
fun project for garage guys.... surely a nightmare for gun
grabbers.... go ahead, try to round up our means to defense, the
reaction will have you wishing you'd left the people alone.... people
produce weapons... fact of life....

making things illegal raises their market value.....
Boots demand too...

its like this; if I was a Palistinian, I'd start a slingshot
factory... all types, from wrist rockets, to David's sling....
Israeli army would have a hard time... if every one of a few million
Palistinians started pelting them on sight.... it dosent take a nuke
to run off opressors....

just takes using your brains, using co-operation, and making their
game unprofitable...

would seem appropo to pelt the arrogant bastards with David's
slings... You wanna play Goliath, fine, take the hits!

problems are invariably soved by seeking balance... apples with
oranges works in some cases...

much of what I write is aimed at the audience who need to learn to
think about actions & reactions..

like those bureauocrats...

they are headed into serious trouble, and keep pushing an agenda
common man knows isnt going to work....

big fools...

soft overcomes hard... soft rocks overcome hard heads...

soft rope overcomes hard agendas...

keep pushin' guys, its your necks.....

when push comes to shove, its the guy on the side of whats right who
wins... if they want to start a civil war, let them, TV is boring...

and there are only 7 billion being oppressed, most of who have a
grudge or two......

my advice is also meant as a warning to the bad guys... will they
listen? Probably not....

they'll keep pushing their power trips until they backfire....

they always do.... its inevitable.. especially now, with so many
figuring out the game....

and emailing their friends....

owning a gun is patriotic... giving them up is idiotic...

are the Swiss giving up their guns? Hardly!

enemies both foriegn & domestic....
What does that mean?

it means the tribal areas in Pakistan arent as much of a threat as the
tribal areas in corporate business...

or in the congress...

the system is imploding... poverty is no problem as long as you have
a gun and wealthy class....

ask any armed robber? now which is wise security wise, rounding up
guns, or fixing the economic imbalances?

I suggest the garage guys post info, what they learn making liquid
fueled guns.....it would improve the tech faster...

"the wise man only uses violence when he has no other option." (Tao)

change yourself, the world has to adapt... its fun...

as is puttering in the garage... liquid fueled guns can be really
simple, like paintball guns, but much more powerful... and just as
automatic...

add a backpack fuel tank and magazine?

gee? Would make solid fuel guns seem like bows & arrows or black powder...

tech has no limits, what people will take does....

much better to get rid of the causes of killing, than try to outlaw knives....

The Palistinians used to use kitchen knives.... the Israelis didnt
learn, kept pushing the agenda...

now its rockets, soon more effective rockets.. eventually tactical nukes...

causes of problem stay the same....

agendas are risky.... much better to not have them....

much better to leave people alone, not take their houses etc. they
dont forget that.... even after generations..

peace? is the result of justice, anybody seen any justice lately?

it's getting to be a rare commodity... serious market potential for
the stuff.....

probably sell good with the general public.....

get rid of law for just one day, and all the problems get solved,
instead of calling the police about the neighborhood drug dealer,
they'd get sniped... problem solved.. grade school kids safe...

and thats where we are headed, no laws day....

its generally called total anarchy.. very ugly.. Usually followed by
a new status quo...

"If you dont have a sword, sell your robe and get one." (Jesus) that
guy called the prince of peace, god of love etc.

well the tech has improved some in the last couple thousand years...
But thieves & tyrants havent...

he's coming back folks, to do a clean up... He might like showing up
to a clean planet even better...

no? google; abduction on north canol road

and then think....

we've been given all the sollutions...

which is better? Apocalypse followed by extermination?
or getting our own act in good order?

rethink yourselves... thats all you gotta do...

you can do it!

start now.....

later... listened to alex jones, makes me feel tame... but he's
definitely preparing people for whats coming... any fool can see
whats happening now.. corruption is not a viable cultural model...
if you want a better life for your kids, youre going to have to be
willing and ready to fight for it..... and the harder you hit them,
the quicker its over.... its like my earlier story about high
school... and note; I was the second to the smallest male in high
school.... I was also from out of the area.... I also did my boxing
practice in secret... surprise, surprise... after that even the big
guys left me alone for the most part... did get in more fights, lost
some.. had my nose broken etc. Ouch! but you know what, if I had
it to do over again, I'd do a better job...

I also wouldnt take any shit....you only have to go thru what you let
them put you through..

mandantory vaccinations is an obvious example...

dont forget to back up the good guys when it starts...he who
hesitates, didnt do his part....

and all could be lost...

if everyone is ready and quite willing to fight, the chances of
having to fight diminish.... its the only way... your congressmen
wont be there to help.. he'll be ushered into a bunker somewhere and
be told theres a little problem..

its not going to be little... an economic collapse is coming... Best
dry zucchinis this fall...

when will it happen? During the collapse, most likely set off by a
massecre of protesters or a gun grab etc...

wont be pretty... best be prepared...

blessed are the merciful, they shall receive mercy..

rancher's warning...

revolution comes when life isnt worth living.....


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Tuesday 29th December 2009..........

evening......

sundown.... eating.... feeling OK.....

heard alex jones today, had an interview w/a witness on latest
airline bomb scare....

boy is the status quo stupid.... all they know is more of the
same.... all the pieces add up.. the puzzle is on the table, and out
of the box....

to be forewarned, is to be fore armed....

the status quo is getting easy to read.... their bubble blondes on
the TV arent working any more...

people are passing information... like never...

the only one world religion, is the truth.....

it works no matter what....

its whats universal.. thinking about the Ranchers today.. they have
to want a better outcome than an apocalypse... otherwise why would
they drop the clue on north canol road?

the Nineva example is there for a reason.. wasnt an accident....

best one look in the mirror... ask about honesty...

the best thing to tell them when they come for your guns, is I gave
most of them away.... and the ones I didnt give away have been
waiting .... go ahead, take me out, all those guns you dont know
where they are will get you....

the way to double the number of people with guns, is to divide the
guns in half...

you only need what you can actually carry.. the rest are loaners to
friends, family, etc....

time is getting short... no telling when its going to hit... Be ready...

what I am seeing is people waking up... conspiracy buffs is getting
to be a popular club to be a member of......

all you need to join is a mind that questions what you hear....

morning, just waking up, going on four.....

thinking about the big picture.....beautiful night, moon is going
full, maybe tomorrow night....

so, we have an immoral technocult eh? all kinds of tech to cure
disease at a profit, of which 90% are caused by living in said
technocult..
We have a group of elitists running things that are slavering
lunatics who think only they know whats best, and pulling off
psychops that are being figured out by more & more people every
day.... and they are busily killing people to prop it up.... the
average person would be much better off with a hoe & a pocket knife
than with a job....

and we have religions bad mouthing each other when each one only has a
couple pieces of the puzzle.... My! Arent we grand fools to our own
monkey demons...

where is the balance point?

where is the place children get fed, put in clean beds, kissed, and sleep safe?

nowhere in the physical world, thanks to our own inability to grasp
truth, or to walk it's line...

if we collapse the technocult, billions die, if we keep on, billions
die.. When the answers we have all of, if we put them together..

it all boils down to individuals... getting their own heads in the
right place... Not supporting the beast, and growing zuccinies
instead...

the answer to complication is simplicity....

learning to say no thank you....

new paths taken.... you dont need a house, car, etc. You need
sanity... Change yourself, and the problems begin going away....

people are paying half their incomes into the system run by
monsters.... vampires in business suits... Its not sane.... Quit
it... Better to give away nine tenths of what you own, than lose it
all....

its done one step at a time, first you realize the truth, and then you
act on it...

money isnt love... vanity isnt sanity..

people are figuring it out... The elite are becomming known for what
they really are...

instinctual liars, killers, and thieves... Ali Babba never had so
many thieves....

what can I say? Wake up! turn off the TV, find something wholesome
to do with the family.....

downsize your vanity...

I get by on $30 a month in food, others spend that much a day....
And whine to their congressman...

pointing fingers... look in the mirror instead.. Its more productive....

its like my young friend, got on a wrong path, temptation, trashed his
marriage, but in the crisis remembered the words of a friend who
lives like a nutcase... he got his trip together, says since its been
the best year of his life... Now he's into studying wisdom.. how
powerful is that..?

I once prayed to learn wisdom... its not an easy path at first, but
it gets better every day..... I happily study it no matter the
source....

the more sources the better....

my enemy doesnt bother me, or anyone else any more... applied
wisdom.. wasnt easy to cause that, but the villiage benefits..

they were in fear of him... I overcame my fear and conquered him with
out violence....

conquer the system by conquering your fear of it...

conquer your own love of money and you become powerful....

focus on the basics... fundamentals are the path to happiness..

money is a tool, not a drug....

forgive others.. try to set them on a better path... Teach by
example... everyone wants happiness...find it and others will follow
you there...

my son is doing a mega garden this year, the whole backyard.... not
as much work at work, so he's doing other things with his time and
energy..

getting things done at home, put in a wood stove.. No carbon
footprint there... no bill to the monster..

its what we do individually that counts most.... It all boils down to
personal choices.....

all solutions are simple and require work.. all problems are
complicated and require lazyness....

but good work is rewarding... maybe not in money but in better
things, like real security.. seek self sufficiency... Seek folk
wisdom... Use the sayings and your life improves... Use the system and
things get worse...

a rennaissance of wisdom... The age of personal enlightenment....
when people grow up, one at a time...

or go down with the Titanic as the music plays.....

We've had great teachers, and lousey listeners...

study any great teacher and learn important things, seek truth
aquire happiness...

defeat your enemy within yourself...

well, sunrise soon, its car o' clock in the morning.. I hear them
buzzing on the highway....

rat racers, going nowhere, fatal doses of success... Going from one
vanity to the next... where does it take them?

transform the world from within..

every action counts... Every choice has value...

its your movie.. Write your own script..

sanity or apocalypse?

if you want to point your finger, use it to poke a hole in the dirt,
put a seed in the hole, cover it, wish it well..

TV is boring.. gardens are fun....

buying things is great... For a few days... making things yourself
has longer lasting rewards...

there is a sea of wisdom in folk sayings, and an ocean of insanity on
the TV.....

sail the inner sea....

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Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Monday 28th December 2009........

Evening, awake, strange sleeping patterns at times, years of having
enough sleep...

well, playing with scams online... boy is that a bazaar reality...
humanity is depraved..... I've been doing online date search on &
off for months, and got nothing but scam attempts so far... either
companies trying to scam the legitamate types, or scammers trying to
rob the guys... every direction is greed.... human trafficking of
women on the end of the scale I dont know personally... basically
I've come to the conclusion there is little to no sanity....

life is a hajira through insanity passing as normalcy.... divorce
court, the military experience, the internet, the american dream, the
third world reality, all just variations on the theme of insanity...

good heartedness, human decency, are sanity, honesty, balance, are
sanity.... caring, love, are sanity...

just arcane concepts in the modern world....

all we have is greed, lust, lies, etc. with maybe some islands of
decency here and there made up of individuals, or couples, or
families..... and those being attacked from every side, awash in an
acid bath of insanity...

I worry about the Ranchers, their motives.... but all I can hope is
they are better than ours, or we are in deep trouble...

with the latest online scammers, I feel like a shrink in a prison
mental hospital, having discussions with the criminally insane who
are trying to convince me to loan them the keys to the outside
world.....

yeah, right, we'll need a few sessions before we get to that point
guys... just keep answering the questions, and I'll think about
it...

listening to news on short wave these days is like having a
stethescope listening to an iron bound chest full of demons....

oh? listen to the congress demons..... or the foriegn policy demons....

or the BBC feminist demons.... Or the corporate scientist demons....

inifinite demons in a little battery powered plastic box... and
another similar battery powered box full of demons for internet....

some people even have 110 volt demon boxes, called radios, TV's,
Computers, etc.

all I can say is insanity is the current norm.....

If Aliens were to listen in on our communications networks, their
insanometer wouldnt be clicking like a Geiger counter, it would
sound like Niagra falls.... think about it, when was the last time
you heard or experienced anything sane?

I see woman after woman who thinks a walk on the beach is as good as
it gets... and a million miles of coastlines with nobody there....

everywhere people in seach of security, like a search party looking
for a lost kid sleeping back in camp....

for me, sanity is easy, I can turn off the radio, and pretty soon
its just me, the bugs, lizards, and the dog.... man is not
inheriently insane... but his collective world is....

I heard today a description, that over half of the people dont
believe a word the government says.... if true, that is evidence of a
collective sanity on a vast scale...


it also tells me I'm not far off when I talk about world government
being installed at the same time it's credibility reaches absolute
zero... are we going to have this collective fiction where we all
run around doing insane things nobody wants to do, or believes in,
just because everybody else is doing it?

Hello! is there anybody out there? is sanity an empty planet?

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Monday, December 28, 2009

Sunday, 27 December, 2009...........

Having fun today with online scam attempts.... Dating sites...
really kind of funny... I think I have two, maybe three scam attempts
at the same time, or its one larger attempt working together....

little do they know that I havent any money, and that I've been thru
several such attempts already, and that when I do have money, if I've
decided to try to help some woman, I'd go to where she was
unannounced, and check her out....

I was scammed this way before one time, before internet existed...
tried to help a woman, went to Peru etc. found her and her sister
running a nice business writing letters to good hearted men....

pretty sure they died in the Ica Peru earth quake, which I kinda
warned them about, I commented to several people that the adobe
construction was a killer in quakes etc. And got laughed at....

anyway, 5 online contacts in past few days, at least three are
scams, maybe all five.. Have to wait and see.. one came on site,
registered, and tagged me in less than an hour.. out of Senegal,
another has been working on me several days, listed as from florida,
fotos of blonde woman, now operation is coming from Nigeria, home of
many types of online scams..

got another I suspect may be a scam in China, and another supposedly
in the US, but most likely its either a second Nigeria trip, or just
part of the other scam... I've had one tried this year out of London,
and another out of Russia..

I'm starting to see the patterns, the nice emails that are form
letters, and I got what I suspect is another, out of UK, but she
got the wrong name on the form letter... Look out Merlin, where ever
you are...

I dont know, interesting hobby looking for a woman, but thats about
it.... mostly its a waste of time... I just do it to fool my own
brain into thinking I'm doing something.. and on the off chance I do
connect up with something real..... Only problem, is I dont know how
I'd find anything real..... chances are slim.....

I figure I'm doing a public service wasting their time...

listened some to Alex Jones, trying to wake up the stupid sheep...
good Luck... Some people are just born victims, I doubt many of them
survive, the only folks who will have worse stats in what's coming
will be the drooling power trippers.... Its all going to implode,
simple cause and effect... Just the way the universe is is designed...
and who will survive? just a few living out in the brush
somewhere.... the book of Enoch talks about women going from vanity
freeks, to becomming carrion eaters... eating road kills is higher
on the food chain, at least most arent, or weren't human.....

yeah, I try to warn people too, all because I think if even one
decent person who survived due to me, it would be worth doing...
funny that we've had the information on how it all really works, for
thousands of years, we've been given the script, and people keep on
towards homeland Lemming'sville.....

I've at least got the overview figured out.. mostly thanks to the
warnings by the Rancher types...

not a day goes by now that I dont realize how lucky I am to understand
the big riddle... If the average person read this blog they'd be sure
I was a nutcase, connecting religions with aliens, but I saw the
foto from the article you can google; "abduction on north canol
road"... It all looks fairly innocent until you see the foto, and
connect with what I am saying... its a dropped clue... a warning for
people like me to use, to get people like you to understand too...

the foto instanly links aliens with Christianity... and the people
who have it up dont understand... They were asking for ideas, I tried
to send them a note, but most of the time, stuff I put in response
boxes dissappears... courtesy of our local telecom monopoly here...
So who knows if they got it.. The victim doesnt understand why it was
done to him..

you will, if you've read this blog and go there...

so, wake up sheepy heads... wake up & die right... much better you
jump the fences and scatter, than let the wolves sell you on designer
control bracelettes....

me? slowly putting together my subsistence & survival trip, going
to opt for the brush, have no desire to kill anyone, just want to be
left alone..

but greed has no limits in the minds of men... Or their bimbos...

going to be several women I could have saved die because they knew
better than me, and were after money, I've seen the pattern before,
once long ago in Ica Peru, and thats how I got to see the elongated
skulls... a woman's scam put me on the trail to maybe survival.....
its how the universe is, uncanny stuff happens for reasons, unseen
forces that push rebalances...

google; elongated skulls, Ica Peru.... see for yourself...

anyway, total implosion in the pipe line...
Coming to a theater near you....

and bunches of dead women.... Petty manipulators, who didnt see the
big picture because of greed blindness...

Just like the control freaks and their lackeys, they wont see it
coming..... they can only think consolidate power, and havent a clue
about critical mass.....

my guess is the meltdown will happen suddenly.... someplace, a domino
will fall, and another & another..... exactly how I dont know...
but what I do know is disbelief in the system is increasing faster now
than the control attempts....

and the status quo doing false flagg attacks, is like setting off
cherry bombs in a dynamite factory...

people are starting to connect the dots, the planetary body politic is
getting infected with the virus of truth... and yeah, its bazaar,
but check it out yourself... I'm just some ageing kid that
accidentally put a few pieces together... There are millions like
me...

anyway, I figure my woman will pop up when I least expect it....

nothing I can do except wait until it happens... so much chaff online
dating sites as to make them effectively worthless.. which is sad, no
doubt plenty of sincere women in dire need of a good partner..

anyway, I feel good, got the hit the other day, my friend that changed
his life for the better, after nearly losing a good wife.... maybe a
few good karma points for me in it? Hope so....

I'm sure I'll need them, and more...

well, there's survival in humility..

and I've been taught that.. With big doses of failure.. but I wont
let it get me down..

its the end that counts... the rest is just process, path getting there..

I may have one online hit thats real, have to wait and see... if
not, no big deal.... There is a limitless supply... one funny part
is the women online complain about guys not being serious... How can
we be serious? all we get is used in one form or another... my guess
is most guys just get jaded after awhile... to me its like playing
cards, picking them up, putting them down, looking for a good hand...
its a strange game... try to get it down to just a queen of
hearts... and all the rest are trash cards.... one in 52.......

and I have figured out how to stop most of the scammers, very simple,
I ask for a foto of their identification documents.... which can be
checked on.... usually they try to ignore the request thinking I'll
forget, or else I dont hear from them again...

we all show ID all the time... but I guess guys with their hormones
triggered arent good thinkers eh? and dont think to ask for proper
identification.....


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Sunday, December 27, 2009

Saturday 26th December 2009..........

Evening, slept thru middle of the day, recovering from yesterday..

surfed date websites, one I'm up on is asiafuns.com, so far its
been fun... plenty of women from everywhere, site works Ok, and
I've had hits happening and doing hits myself, and enjoying some of
the absurdities of the game... one pattern I notice is the fresh
meat effect.. usually when you come up on sites you get pounced on by
scammers... I just hit on a woman I liked, will be interesting to
see if she hits back... One of those with a blurb you have to
decypher because their english isnt native and they get confused ....
in this case she had a problem with hims & hers, and I had to read
thru all her stuff to figure out what she meant, while I was worrying
it might be a lesbian on the wrong page... also went thru a few
others, ran into one american woman who said she can be the girl
next door, or the bitch across the street, thats how I am etc. she
didnt get my hit.. the types who think they can be nasty and its OK
arent on my list, I've been with those types, and living alone is a
thousand times better...

I may come off as an asshole in my writings, but I generally try to
treat people decent in person, I dont trash many people's day unless
they push my buttons plenty, so I take a dim view of the american
woman syndrome... who think they can trash others for the smallest
excuse... those kind are reject genetics in my opinion, and are
politely known as "cunts" among males... I avoid them like the
plague they are..

anyway crossing my fingers on the nice one... you never know, could
change my life, or maybe never hear from her, but I definitely like
the nice person vibes better than the nice person empty words so
common on the dating sites... most remind me of alligators with
lipstick.... great smile, watch the teeth though....

I think its not long until females world wide get a bad reality check,
and those the most humble and decent will likely have males trying
to help them, while the beauty bitches will be more prone to bad
luck...

we shall see.. thats the fun part, seeing what happens... i know from
studying cause and effect, that bad actions bring bad luck.. I dont
want any excess bad luck...

anyway my worker got 16 banana starts set out... Three types... all
good food .....

they'll start producing in a year or so, three or four stalks a
year each clump, so its like he just planted 1600 pounds of
food....

thats alot of trips to the grocery store...

I have a town run coming up in a couple weeks... thinking to pick up
a storm lantern I saw if its still there.. they can burn modern
cleaner diesel, and are very reliable devices... and they are very
portable... i've lived in the brush many years, and know them to be
the most reliable light source if you can find fuel... and five
gallons would last you six months or a year..
I have a little one.. Want a full sized one... one of the nice
things about focusing on humble living, is it takes so little to be
comfortable....

its also less stressfull, like my friend the boss at the factory,
we had a very good day together drinking a few beers, cooking hunks
of meat on meat forks over a small fire, talking about things we've
realized about improving ourselves... Cracking jokes about the
realities of life, and becomming better friends... he's a good guy,
doing better, becomming a better husband to a good wife... I'll take
him up on his invite to stop by and stay with them.... his mother in
law is a friend of mine.. his wife and I like each other.. you
know, its all about decency...

I'm thinking about also blogging on the asiafuns website, maybe
mostly about family type stuff.. perhaps some decent woman will read
it, and realize I'm not as superficial as many... I see plenty of
folks saying the right buzzwords, but I also see many playing games..

saying the right things and doing the wrong things is a recipe for a
nose dive...

one needs harmony between words and actions...

really I think the key to self improvement is harmonizing your total
self with natural reality....

also heard a story about my little niece today, she's quite the
little person, and decided she liked lemonaid better than
tamarindo... So I sent her some more lemons, her mom puts the fruit I
send in the refridgerator in containers, hunks of pineapple, bananas,
etc. and she goes and helps herself... I have her dad tell her I
sent her this or that fruit... so she knows I care about her..

I want the kid to grow up thinking fruit is good stuff, and that her
uncle is the prime source... other uncles and her grandfather are
bringing her bananas etc. Too, so she's getting many times more
fruit than a normal kid... not a bad idea if you think about it,
and when she gets to the boyfriend stage, if I like this or that
boyfriend, I'll tell the guy to bring her fruit... she'll think he's
the right guy.... because all the guys who really care about her
bring her fruit....

and the habit will keep her healthy...
and she may just pass it on to her kids...

make a better world folks, by using your brains, and the simplest things...

all sollutions begin with the inner person...

well my friend who came up with the beers liked my meat forks,
theyre downsized, I got them for $2 each, a couple at a time..
I'd thought about cooking forks for years, and decided a set of small
meat forks was the way to go in the brush... I can roast whatever,
in enough quantity by having several forks going at the same time..

he also thought the kitchen knives I have were nice, thought I'd paid
good money, and was surprised to learn I got them for $2 each also..

factory over runs, good stainless, and I cut them down and changed
one type into several types..


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Saturday, 26th December 2009.......

Morning, ran out of space on last entry, wanted to mention that I
think another liquid fueled gun possibility would be using gasoline,
and ignition... Rather than diesel... I figure velocity will be less
than dry propellant guns, so slug needs to be a bit bigger and
heavier, maybe 10 mm diameter? I was thinking if I got to the point
of building one, using cheap steel rod cut into hunks as
projectiles.... so basically any body with a chopsaw could make ammo,
and if gun burned common fuel, and free air, could be fairly hard
to stop garage guys from coming up with them or ammo for them.. in
times when the government isnt so much of an ass pain, guys build
potato cannons, or hobby up black powder rifles, but I suspect
plenty of guys are feeling screwed these days, and more laws, more
strange things happen, like guys inventing a gun no more hard to
mass produce than an AK-47, that five gallons of fuel, and a wad
of steel rods, makes it a lethal device...

basically a motor gun.... no shortage of mechanics who could design one...

theres an old saying, that YOU cant fight city hall...

it tends to be true, but if you pluralize YOU, into WE often
enough, the saying doesnt hold true....

anyway it will be interesting to see how long it is until the
status quo goes too far.... I think they already have, its just a
lit fuse situation...

what most people dont realize, is that government is not a
necessity, its an inconvienance, at its best.....

and there will come a day people give up on trying to fix it, and
decide its time to fuck it up instead....

well, having fun this morning w/dating sites, got a note addressed
to my email, but to Merlin.... dont know who merlin is, but I bet
he got the same exact note.... I think it's funny.... also got a
hit, and when I checked out her bio, just had a foto of a computer
with a nice flower arrangement by it... .... so I guess I'm being
hit on by just programs now... the computer must be getting bored
home alone...

one starts getting jaded after awhile, reminds me of a bunch of
25- 40 year old junior high girls... I'm not taking it too serious,
its become a hobby...

wont be long until I'm more interested in discussion forums dealing
with date site scammers.... I think whats going to happen, is
plenty of women will play around until the shit hits, and find
themselves in very harsh situations and no mate...

I also got the same note several times from another woman.. either
she's hot for me, which I doubt, or she's a scammer too forgetful to
remember what she sent who.......

I see women in their blurbs complaining about men not being
serious..... how can we, when after a few attempts we are being
twiddled with...

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Saturday, December 26, 2009

Saturday 26th December 2009...........

Morning,
a couple hours until dawn...

well, I had an interesting day yesterday, home alone, Christmas,
thinking I'd eat my usual fare...

got a call from a friend, said he was coming up with beer.... I was
happy thinking I'd get to try out my beer glass I bought several
months ago...
Have been using it for water.. and I was thinking to do some tea,
leaves from a tree I have in the sour sop family, and a packet of
sugar I had from coffee at a restuarant some months back.. anyway,
my friend shows up, packing a cooler full of beer... And he brought
some chicken fried rice and a kilo of marinated raw beef... which he
wanted to cook over the wood fire... I dont get much woman cooked
food, nor have I bought meat in years, so I got a fire going,
cleaned my set of small meat forks, and we drank beer, barbecued the
beef on forks, and had a meal..

he brought me some small gifts, useable things, it was a serious
expenditure of money for here, and I joked he must need a favor? he
laughed, said no,
that he just wanted to tell me something....

a couple years back, he was having problems in his life, marriage in
deep problems, and I'd given him some advice, how to look in the
mirror mostly..

And he'd realized I was telling the truth, used the advice,
straightened himself up, saved and bettered his marriage, and had
started on a new path collecting and using folk wisdom and
philosophies of various sources to do his own life coaching... he
said this last year has been the best in his life, and his marriage
has become incredibly good, and we laughingly drank beer and swapped
wise sayings, and he told me about how he applied them, and
collected them, some from a source I'd turned him on to, it was an
amazing change.. the guy is number two boss at a factory, has about
250 people under him..... The factory is of a multi national
corporation you know the name of, but I'll not put here...

I've known the guy since he was a teenager, always tried to teach him
things, and he realized and expressed thanks... he said he realized
most people tried to get something from him, and I'd helped him
instead...

so that was a pretty nice hit for me, to know seeds I'd planted &
watered, bore good fruit... his wife is a nice lady I really like,
and she wasnt the problem in the marriage... He's got three young
boys, lives in a nice house, and said he wants me to stop by monthly
on my banking run, and hang out with them...

so there you have it, some nutcase on a mountain invited for a more
serious friendship.. and some woman cooked meals, by a woman who
knows I help straighten her husband out and saved her marriage...
so, I'll get to play with some kids, have a social life etc. With
people who respect me, who dont judge me ill for being a bit
different....

He's also going to help me with a serious problem coming over my horizon...

so what could be better? To learn on christmas day that someone
appreciates me and considers me responsible for helping him keep his
family intact, and cleaning up his own act... and now he's an
applied philosopher, collecting wisdom, using it, and seeing good
results... he also started and finished a degree in production
engineering, after I did a walk thru of the factory, and showed them
how to fix the blockage in the process, and speed up the assembly
line, and save about $4G per month for the company... what I
suggested, was denied by 3 licensed engineers, who said it wouldnt
work, he insisted to do my experiment to get the numbers, and I was
right... I've never seen a process that couldnt be improved... What I
pointed out cost them nothing, zero, to do... His boss likes me, and
a year later had me back to give a presentation on how to turn a waste
product into profit.... which I laid out in detail, with all the
options in an hour's presentation, on 24 hour notice...

his boss is highly intelligent, I've never seen anybody pick up a
chain of concepts as fast..

I also had another fun thing happen, I got hit on by three different
women on 2 different date sites online, all seemed like nice women,
one has a PHD degree, and all of them came to me, I didnt hit on
them first, and I dont think any are scammers... the first was a
shock, very pretty, nice, and then she was followed by two more... I
thought the first hit was nice... totally boggeled when I got two
more... and none of them appear to be scammers, we shall see.... if
nothing else, I have some fun happening, make some friends in far
places... And maybe, just maybe, find a woman...

another thing I noticed online recently, is sites are trying to pull
bloggers from other sites... I.e. People are realizing bloggers to
have value.... Governments and mainstream media are learning a
healthy fear of us... People who blog are often thinkers, and like to
point out truths... those who read blogs learn things that dont get
on normal medias, and using the new points of view in their lives...
basically we are social commentators with a from the masses
perspective.. bottom up, not top down, and we shoot the bear in the
eye ball..... And government and corporations etc. are having to
adapt to that reality, that a few thinkers not co-opted by them, are
causing mass paradigm shifts that they have to adapt to.... they
dont like that, but theres not much they can do except grin and bear
it... those with good minds now have a means to use them for common
good... outside of the control and status quo system... really they
should be thankful, the technocult has to change or go down... and
the bloggers are the agents of that change.. basically the way to
prevent violent revolution is by forming a new paradigm... and being
ready to take out the bastards if they dont change their ways, and
quickly..... We dont have much time... and the concepts of bloggers
are free to run like wildfires in the body politic of the planet..
its a form of leadership... And governments are financing
disinformation pseudo bloggers in attempts to combat it, and trying
to pass laws to control it... never happen, I'll be blogging between
shots when they come for me..

and I dont worry about disinformational bloggers, more of the same is
beginning to stink bad... and people led astray figure it out...

so anyway, I had a nice Christmas, hope you did too!

prepare for the worst, plan for the best, and accept what really happens....

abandon no one...

the status quo is in deep shit, and digging their own graves.. too
many people have figured out their lies.... theyll keep pushing until
it falls on them... or they could wise up, but dont count on it...
count on having to take them out....

Also learned yesterday they are now trying to institute ways to make
primers in ammo only good for about a year... That will never work,
there are too many alternatives, primer technologies are from the
1800's, and the garage guys can boot up mini primer factories... and
use home grown ingredients... and if the government cant stop meth
cooks, they're unlikly to stop hundreds of thousands of garage guys
from setting up lucrative businesses making primers..

google; lead nitrate, mercury nitrate, and nitric acid, and you'll
see what I mean...

also solid propellant fire arms have reached their apogee, they will
soon be superceeded... i suspect by liquid fueled guns that will be
similar to paintball guns, and run on diesel or gasoline, i.e. Using
dieseling concepts to create autoloading rapid fire firearms....
much simpler, require no primers, and easy to design & build...

you cant legislate away people's rights to self detirmination... and
any use of force by the status quo only sets up resistance at levels
they cant stop..

much better if they got off their ego trips, and quit preventing
change... their attempts at total control will only get themselves
facing firing squads if they keep pushing their agendas. It sure would
be nicer if they grew up some... But I guess they have a death wish?
as insanity is never viable..

they are intellectually bankrupt, and their machinations are making
that obvious.

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Thursday, December 24, 2009

Thursday 24th December 2009........

morning....

had a strange dream wake me this morning...

about owning a gold mine, and having the gold stolen....

'tis the way of material treasures....

it got me thinking about a story.....

I had a friend... he was a viet nam vet, he was one of those given
the option of going to prison or going to viet nam as a Marine...

He was involved in operation Phoenix.....
Most of his company was fellow types in the same circumstance, prison
or military....

they got used up..... maybe less than a dozen lived thru a one year
tour... put in harm's way at every opportunity... same types as had
the necklaces of human teeth, in my friend's case, he had a dried
human hand hanging from his M-60 machine gun....

they were used to wipe out entire villages.... ordered to kill
everything down to the chickens.....

and not just one village... many villages, and other bad boy
companies doing the same...

he told me anyone who refused disappeared... I later learned they
were taken out in C-130's over the gulf, gut shot and thrown out the
door....

this was all part of operation Phoenix.....

I suggest you google operation phoenix, and read a bit, but dont
believe the numbers.....
then I suggest you connect the dots to FEMA & homeland security etc...
its the same operation being set up in the US now, the exact same
operation.. the economic collapse is engineered, your congressman is
part of it, so call him all you want....

there is only one way to stop it, and it isnt sitting in your house on
food, gold, and a waterfilter... and when the shit starts somewhere,
watching it on TV...

the only way to stop it is hit them with everything you've got all at
once....

if you think they wont come for you, and you can sit like a frog
hiding under a lilly pad, they'll be around to gig you in due
time....

and the people in the military better think long and hard ahead of
time, because after you get done playing death squads and
checkpoints, they will eliminate you too... you had better know
which way to jump, and I'll give you a clue, the Ranchers have said
many times that the people will win....

wont win easy... and the longer you wait, the more they get set up.....

so you had better turn fear into righteous anger..

they are planning a genocide in the US.... Its as obvious as hairy balls....

I strongly suggest you google operation phoenix, and study the
operation and following versions in other places...

they've had a lot of practice, you are next....

I also urge you to pray, and to look around the table at Christmas
dinner tomorrow, and know its likely to be the last or maybe next to
last time you see all those folks alive and well if you sit on your
ass and watch football..

you'll know when it starts, liars on TV, internet shut down etc.

so you decide what you are going to do to save those people around
your table...

its either Johnny get your gun, or bubba pop a beer tab....

I'm sorry to have to tell you this....

and know the ranchers will group those who did nothing in the same
killing field as those who caused it... there is only one way out...

die free....

They've promised to bring back to life those who fought it.... how I
dont know, but they did it once with Jesus, they can do it again..
dont fear death, we all die... better to die well than live thru it
as a coward... also remember those guys at the checkpoints dont want
to be there, its the higher ups that are the problem.... war is won
by mercy, officers point with their finger....
its about 5% of humanity causing the problems, keep that in mind
before you pull the trigger on someone..
and if your job is sitting at a switch somewhere, best you throw it
into the off position when the shit hits.... then go get your gun..
join the fray on get even day.....

anyone who hasnt the guts to fight to stop it isnt a good boyscout,
and will be killed by the Ranchers, killed in soul as well as body...

its hell or the stars guys, you decide what you want for those kids
playing with their toys on the living room floor on the day we
Celibrate the guy who allowed himself to be tortured to death by the
same genetic snakes, to get us the message...

being a Christian doesnt mean being a pacifist, it means being
balanced, having control over your own mind, and having a sword in
your prayer closet that you keep sharp.... And know how to use, and
when to use it...

its all about balance, its all about being prepared, and its all
about doing the right thing at the right time, no matter what...

Merry Christmas.... and peace on earth, after its over... thats
when things will get better...

you are about to make history in the Galaxy, dont fail....

do it for the children.

its the ultimate test of love...

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Wednesday 23rd December 2009.......

Night, raining lightly...

not the right time of the year for rain here, should be as dry as a
bone, and I can hear the creeks running... I've lived here long
enough to see a difference in the climate... things are delayed.....

also really bad year for fly maggots, worse this year than any
other, also for a midget mosquito, thats really nasty killing them
in numbers, and I remember when one or two was the level.. not
unusual for things to peak in their cycles, but I'm seeing all
kinds of things peak at the same time...

listening to short wave, the right wing types bad mouthing global
warming, and the current status quo lying to push it.. neither are
in the right, one side denys, the other twisting the science to push
a tax agenda...

taxes are not the way to fix the problem, and denial is suicide....
basically its humans bickering....

I think any wise person should ignore both groups and prepare.....
they are both right and both wrong... politics is nothing but
dueling corruption clubs.... common man had best focus on saving his
own butt... humans as groups are too self interested to be
functional.... and the hyeena pack mentality is only making it
worse...

also heard on short wave Dr. wong discussing a theory, that viruses
rain down from space.. he thought it was absurd and connected it
laughingly to aliens.. I dont think its impossible... It would be a
way to alter the human genome....
I.e. Inject new things for us to have to adapt
to in the big experiment...

I dont dismiss anything until prooven wrong, and I dont believe
anything until prooven right...

and even then I doubt science by self interested groups.. the truth
is a very fine line..

conjecture is fun, politics is ugly..

Dr. wong also mentioned Morgellan's disease and links to GMO foods...
basically Monsanto and demons has invented a new form of disease...
just what we need..

Pig genetics in corn is not a good idea...

playing with fire.... its all money driven... I think anyone with
half a brain should be looking at anything connected with money very
doubtfully..
Money is the new human religion... and the most fanatic ever.. also
the most terminal... its highly toxic...

direct drive on the lizard brain...

snake venom.. use it very carefully....

the good news is people are figuring it all out.. the power of the
individual is greater than the power of the group... its more
flexible... a weird dichotomy pair... and where common sense
originates... quit believing in experts, and start believing in
yourself, and your ability to navigate solo... a good piece of
advise if ever I gave any...

if it isnt natural, it aint good....

Dr. wong also spoke a bit about autism, how corperate CEOs are using
autistic types as programmers for software due to traits like
repetitive behaviors, attention to detail, and a drive to gnaw on
problems until solved... which is a perfect description of what I
do.... I would add the ability to pick up on missed logic... I'm
suspecting now my genetics was altered by vaccines.... I have a son
thats one of the best programmers on the planet, and I once asked
him what he got from it, and he said when he solves a problem its an
almost sexual release...

the kid can write pages of programs out of his head and have it work
first time.... his brother, a state champion described his little
brother as in the top one percent of the top one percent in the US...

where is my point? that in nature's universe there is a corrective
reaction for any problem, the causes of autism bring their own
cures...it is creating a new class of mentalics.. Where will it go?
new paradigms, that eliminate the old status quo...
Creating things that work to bring us back in line with whats
natural.. the internet connects us all like never before.. the
status quo saw it as a way to monitor and control everything, but
they missed the scope of possibilities.... I've been surfing the
dating sites, what I am seeing is humanity doing more than making
friends in far places, we are now cross pollenating like never
before.. effects are magnified.. balance is happening.. And the
status quo is terminal..

they play games on a global scale, the people compare notes and breed
on the same scale...

the internet will do more for anti war mindset than the status quo can
do by lying to start wars...

governments and taxes are not sollutions, they R the problems... more
of the same will not sollutionize the problems, but they will cause
a reaction that does...

its a cause and effect universe, action and reaction..

I see signs of change in female mindsets now, plenty of women online
trying to attract mates by saying they arent into money and
materialism and they are into nature and love.... you cant love a
feminist and be much of a man at the same time.... You can be plastic
and artificial though....

the men should be men, and the women should be women, anything less
is insanity.... we are designed to be a mutually complimentary
team... government replacing fathers is a recipe for disaster....
Mass homosexuality is air raid sirens wailing...

it isnt something wonderful, its the warnings of terminal culture...

the crunch is in the pipeline and will come earlier rather than later....

things are getting really bad fast... and the technocult is more
fragile than it likes to imagine...

as the status quo manipulates it sows the seeds of its own destruction...

blind fools who think they are smarter than everybody else combined...
I think not.....

any status quo is temporary.... the only status quo with any future
is one based on balance... have we any of that..?

no! But massive forces are in motion.. and when they screw up things
bad enough, their just desserts follow....

the answer is not in more fake leadership, its in common folk
figuring out the truth, which they are doing at lightning speeds
now..

the status quo keeps ramming things down our throats... and it makes us puke...

on them....

the only thing with any future is the male/female alliance at the
atomic family level... relationships will get better when people
strive for what is natural instead of for money..

there are no problems without sollutions, for every lie there is
counter truth...

the time factor is what worries me, will people be able to react fast
enough to the insanity?

we shall see.. I suggest you begin reacting...

its all going to happen at the individual level, its the only way when
there is a sick collective...

my advice? same as always, get mobile, lighten baggage, prepare...
focus on real fundamentals, not artificial fluff...

turn off your TV, use the time to better yourself instead.... Work on
creative ways to better your relationships.....

if you are unemployed get busy doing things to eliminate the need for a job....

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Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Tuesday 22nd December 2009........

Evening, napped out listening to short wave... did catch some
interesting things... one religious program, pointing out that Jesus
talked more about money than any other subject...

thats interesting... I never have been all that interested in
money, I love buying things etc., but luckily also learned how to
make things myself etc., and always have been poorer than most around
me...

but it became obvious that JC was the antithesis of money... which
doesnt bother me.... I've figured out that I own too much even in
spite of relative poverty.... if I had to get down to just what I
could carry, I could do that... money is never an issue.... I'd
rather go up the stargate ramp than own a bunker full of gold..

my issues around the alien trip are more concerned with control than
money.... I dont like others controlling me, likely from nasty
childhood experiences.... but I dont worry too much, as I've
realized the big focus of the game is self control....

why the good boys scouts, why the commandmants? its all about self
control... and any culture that focuses on self control isnt likely
to be as over controlling... while our own culture is all about
getting you not to control yourself, so they, the elite can.....

advertisement is about the control dichotomy pair...
Its to control how you spend your money, i.e. Channeling you & your life...

sometimes these days I think about Christ versus Christianity...
christianity is often disgusting.. but Christ is a good teacher.....
and sometimes I think about the guts it took to go thru all he
did... and knowing ahead of time.... that was quite the mission...
definitely more guts than I have..

So far I havent run into any body in my life thats done anything even
close to that... our alien friends seem to understand the
dichotomies of the universe very well.... far beyond some star wars
mumbo jumbo...

so if we look at it all from a leadership perspective, I think I'd
trust the aliens more than our own elite.. the enlightened focus
on truth, and self control, the elite focus on wealth & power over
others...

so I think real Christianity isnt about churches, its about what we
do & dont do... and its about being good enough to be accepted into
the bottom levels of something Galactic... maybe part of a culture
of Zen like Warriors with billions of years of history....
absolutely mind boggling to even contemplate.... An order..... that
teaches new disiples self control the hard way....

i.e. lets have them grow up on backwater wolfling planets....
where the whole game is incredibly ugly..

I dont understand it all.... but I do understand what up is and
where it goes... I'm not some primitive without understanding of
the reality of the universe... I have also begun to suspect that
ancient cultures were more on target as to what the Gods were/are
than modern humans are.. you know its bad when you discover that
bliss ninny UFO heads are more on target than lucid thinkers...

Well, its the truth that counts.. I could be totally wrong, but I
dont think so, it makes too much sense, it all fits.... certainly
there are holes in my thesis, but only areas I cant possibly
understand from my wolfling culture, planet bound perspective....

I dont have to know everything, I just like having at least a grasp
of the overview... the devil may be in the details, but the high
ground is in the heavens... and I doubt any galactic culture would
allow dangerous savages much leeway to do damage out side of a
gravity well.. basically they stuck us in a hole to grow up or
die... and only those who grow up get to leave.... its a beautiful
planet, its an ugly human reality....

but I suspect the ugly will soon be over.. unfortunately not until
it all peaks and crashes... which is where we are headed now..

Some people are starting to figure it out.... I heard today the
phrase "super depression" used to describe the coming economic
situation....

I think "Super Hell" is likely a closer description...

its not going to be just economic...

in my online mate quests I keep running into homosexuals, and I
worry for them now.... I dont think they understand that we are part
of an experimental project where the unwanted genetics gets trimmed
off... and that its not us or the gays etc. Setting the criteria..
personally I'd say let them be them if they werent hurting anyone,
but with what I suspect now, it means they are in much more peril
than just from diseases... the Chrristians give them hell and vice
versa, with Christians carping about sin etc. which just misses
the point..

the point is it isnt us who decides who lives and who dies, its
extraterrestrials.. and they are ahead of us technically and
culturally, but the dont live in our current reality, i.e. judges
not of us..... judges from an entirely different culture, and not
some warm and fuzzy Santa clause type god.... throats cut.... in
mass killings... and some bazaar aliens picking out who goes where
in the choosing sides game... and none of us are perfect enough to
not have to worry... there are plenty of other possible criteria
carrying as much weight.... like the money trips... what have you
done with your money? if JC spoke about it more than any other topic,
that means it has a high priority...

or in my own case the weakness for materialism... things are hard to
aquire, and even harder to let go of sometimes... I find realizing
the alien trip helps.... that if there is getting out alive, its
with little or no baggage... I make things, so I can go anywhere,
and aquire materialism... I'm fond of some things I've made, and
hope I could take them... it would make sense to me to have basic
tools along... but I'm not who decides...

if I understand the mechanism, its like a cattle round up... the
Christians generally argue about the rapture, pre tribulation etc....
I tend to think they've missed the boat, as we seem to be getting
very close to serious problems, and the only dissappearances are the
normal types.... I suspect many will be surprised and unprepared for
what happens... not being mentally prepared would be really ugly...
the scale of the events will be most like the Indonesia Tsunami...
one minute everything will be OK, and the next, things will start
happening... things that we dont control, and before its over some
kind of brand on the foreheads of keepers, a big roundup, and then
an extirmination..... and thats after a period of serious
problems.... I dont know when its all coming.. Certainly things
happening now that are related...

so I live knowing that normalcy could disappear any day... I try
to live accordingly....

no sure tomorrow makes today alittle different...


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Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Tuesday 22nd December 2009..........

Morning, nice one.. My worker came, kept busy...

Sending him home with about a 7 pound papaya for my niece... and a 5
lb breadfruit for her mother..

my worker says ICE the telecom monopoly is out with a new tech
level finally, so have to go to town to change over.... maybe will
help some with internet problems... hopefully can do after the new
year...

I spent the morning surfing with no results... looking for chinese
women, one site is good site, but so slow, and most women have
abandoned it... trying a different one but not registered, tried an
hour or two yesterday, now on my son's waiting list.... its
definitely a maybe...

thru connections got info that the Chinese are always trying to
substitute lower grades of materials than what one paid for...
american contractors have to test every shipment to keep from getting
ripped off... they have a little honesty problem too eh?

Life in the modern world is more like death of a thousand cuts....
eventually it will all blow up... these economic problems are only
the tip of Antarctica...... iceberg ha!

the whole planet is headed into the septic tank due to dishonesty.....

anyway, I like the looks of chinese women, would be a nice way to
go if I had some online woman going to go checkout.. in these times
I dont try really planning anything.... I figure it could all
collapse at any time... at this point its more of a feasibility
study, and I've had all kinds of fun playing with scammers online
but so far nothing I would consider legitimate..... but I'll keep
gnawing, to Me its like deer hunting.. might not get a deer, but
the hunting experience is generaly nice.... one thing I like about
the Chinese women is they still look nice when older... so far my
online favorites are women from Mongolia... I've been thru this
before... I know what goes on during communications isnt
necessarily what the reality is... I see the online phase as a way
to start communicating, and one really needs the on the ground
experience before you get too involved... if the farm sells, I
can go anywhere on the planet and get a woman her passport, tickets,
etc... I can also get there without any help.... I think its a
good idea to show up unannounced..

later, sharpened a knife, a hand celt, I used it for scraper
duty on my bowl and dough spoon..


listening to radio, sounds like things getting really bad in the US...
my guess is I think things are going to happen so fast now with the
collapse of the dollar etc. that I wont be able to sell this farm,
and go anywhere.. I've kept that possibility in mind, and
personally I dont think the US will be the same country a year from
now... the OPEC group is soon to have it's own currency for oil
trading... adios dollar...

when that happens it will be like blowing a hatch out of a submarine....

where ever the bottom is, is where we are going...

basically the status quo is manipulating its way towards world
government, and when they get there, they will be at the edge of
the world....

Because the very process of getting there will wake everybody up.....
its like the Vampire, he can live forever sucking children's blood,
but the more kids that disappear, the more likely the villagers
figure it out... in our case the village is going from suspicion of
a group of vampires, to belief they have a vampire blood orgy.....

vampires in three piece suits...

televampires.....

Vampire Elite......

I learned today that an american friend here in Costa Rica just
got his solar panels stolen..

he had caretakers living on his farm etc. but thats like asking
for someone to give thieves private tours... caretakers come with
friends and family...

heard about it thru my worker who asked me what I thought would
happen.. I said it would lead to the guy selling out and leaving...
no worry to the Ticos, always the next american.. and they know
that.... What they cant grasp is that every such happening has legs
now with internet..

they guy has been victimized 3 times in as many years.. in the
Latin world, if you are a gringo and dont get screwed over real good
at least once a year, you start feeling lonely....

they will figure out when the economy collapses... for Costa
Rica the US has been the Cow Goddess...

the US is going down, when it goes so goes here... difference here
is the ability to grow food....

The government is now financing food growing co-ops for Campesinos,
giving them a machette, a Lima, sheath, hat, rubber boots, Seed,
Fertilizer, etc...

everything they need to go back to agriculture... not 5 years ago
the government was passing laws that killed small scale manual labor
agriculture.....

my guess is they are starting to realize whats coming... I was
talking about the effects of collapse with my worker, and had to
explain what ghost town meant.. I was talking about the Capitol
city......

small business bankruptcies in Californina up 81% this year...


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Tuesday 22nd December 2009.........

Morning, going on two...

just waking up..... thinking about a comebtary I heard on short wave,
it was a preacher, talking about an article by a russian professor
predicting a civil war in the US....... all the reasons everyone is
now becomming aware of... things I've discussed here for years... he
read some from the article, and every line has been on this blog
months or years ago...

I wonder how its going to feel for the people we see squawking on TV
etc. To know they set off a civil war? thats a fairly major
accomplishment... it could also have some blowback on them....

I figure they will go on with their puppeteer's agenda until they
see the rope.. like the french nobility who were arrogant until the
storming of the bastille, and then they got their turn at being
abused, and several hundred thousand including wives & kids got
processed via Guillotine...

you know, common folk generally arent much at killing kids... it
takes quite a bit to get them to that point..... but I guess if you
get screwed enough by a class of arrogant elite types, eventually you
want to make sure they cant breed...

I was reading in translation three of Enoch last night, and it talked
about whats coming, that the liars etc. Would be delivered into the
hands of decent folk... and be killed... this translation is the
one more suggestive of having heads chopped than throats cut....
"cut necks".........

and this translation is more ambiguous about how that occurs... and
my thoughts this morning are how far back in human history this was
originally written... the 7th son from Adam is legend.... but it is
not prehistoric, the written words have made it to us....

But the point is, back at the beginning of the experiment the end
was foretold quite accurately...

You see, people just want to be left alone to have a decent life....
but if you let someone assume a job title, they instantly get the
temptation of thinking themselves as gods, and so become demons....

its like some BBC I heard last night, in Brazil, they have so
many people in prisons its standing room only, and people are dying
of heat exaustion.. most awaiting trial, about a third non violent
crimes... while the government builds sports stadiums... i.e. Spends
billions for entertainment for the rich... the Olympics etc... I'd
guess before its all over those sports stadiums will return to their
roots.... like in Rome... only they'll be used for neck cutting
of the elite...... so I suggest the drainage systems be kept up...

non violent crimes are paper crimes, fraud etc...generally
connected to money....

also on BBC last night a flap about an Anglican priest in England I
think reccomending to his people that if they get desperate to do
the least bad possible by shoplifting major stores instead of armed
robbery... and you dont think things are coming unglued?

and the next report was about soccer stars... Who make millions a
year.... i.e. become elite via games.... just stupid games...
while others starve....

yeah, its only a matter of time....

and I dont see humans doing any improving fast enough to head off the crash...

I heard last night that most investment money in the US was going
into risky junk bonds and yielding a 50 % return.... what happens
when risk catches greed? thats what its all about you know...
Guillotines are what happens when risk catches greed.

and I dont think the lid will stay on forever....
I think the pressure guage has been pegged for some time... and
every day on the news more pressure....

all the items I've just discussed were on the radio in one day's
time... that was yesterday... Today there will be a new list.. and
tomorrow another...

one thing I notice about people, is they are incapable of
listening.... their own ego and greed get in the way, and they
only learn after the fact...

good advice is wasted breath... people have to suffer personally to
learn.. education is not learning, it's programming... learning,
real learning is invariably a process of pain... some are now
experiencing the pain of financial loss to a totally corrupt economic
system, and later others will experience the pain of cut necks when
the games go a tich too far...

I really dont care anymore in my own life... trying to head a
direction, will keep heading there, until I get there, or until the
shit blows up... I've tried to tell people for years this stuff was
coming and was laughed at and badmouthed for it....

my plan? just to keep trying... thats all I can do...

and wait & see what happens.... Iffy times...

Another thing I have been experiencing lately is problems with websites.....

generally across the board the most problematic thing online is
getting registered at websites....

I'm here in the third world, and the telecom tubes are down to
capularies... my laptop is inop, my son thinks due to Windows...
i.e. the operating system made it quit operating...

so I'm down to a hand held device, with iffy signal strength,
connected to what is most likely the worst telecom monopoly on the
planet... I suspect there is better service at better rates in most
of Africa than in Costa rica...

so I spent two hours yesterday trying to get registered into a
dating site... and was unsuccessful because my user name wasnt
valid according to the computer... thats like saying your nick name
isnt good enough for your friends to use.... huh? so now I have
to bother my son, something I dont like to do... He has enough
problems these day to keep him giggling and joyfull... I get sent
these emails when I can get registered to activate the account,
with a click on link... well that system wont work here thanks to the
monopoly, if I click on a link my computer gets routed to a system
that doesnt ever, not once in a couple years actually function.. so
I have to get my son to break into my email account from the states to
click on the stupid link, because what universally accepted as normal
only functions where normal is different.. anyway, back to my
point, that websites are like a business, and now its like they have
a guard at the door who isnt letting the clients in... people get fed
up with that, especially when its not necessary.. its like if you
wanted to go into a store, to buy gum, and they stripped you down
and did a cavity search before they let you in... a few times and
you'd be looking for gum trees, not stores. the people who own
websites, and the people that build them are generally two different
guys.... the people who own them have an idea, often a very good
idea, and the people who build them havent a clue, they have an
egotrip going instead. yes they can build glitzy looking websites,
but they cant build them that function well for the users, because
their egos get in the way, and they think everybody has time and
pacience to play their stupid games.. so I spend hours battling
with programs that have no reason to exist... all it should take to
get onto a site is an email and a password.... instead they want your
life's history first, and then if the computer doesnt like a word of
it, it slams the door in your face... its all too complicated to
function well... like yesterday, I worked for a couple hours trying
to register and computer didnt like my user name no matter what I
tried to do changing it.. thats fucking absurd. the program should
accept ANYTHING typed into that space.

another thing I notice is web pages are laid out where you have to
mouse all over the map to get things to function... thats alot of fun
on my phone.. spending my days driving my cursor to Cleaveland
because some moron thinks I've got nothing better to do with my
life.... and then the buttons are so small that the cursor jumps over
them.. I dont want to play a fucking video game, I want to get
function... computers are really stupid, programmers are even
worse....

another one is popups, yesterday I was trying to use a site that had
constant popups getting in my face.. I left the site.....

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Monday, December 21, 2009

Sunday 20th December 2009...............

Morning, after 1:am...
Strange dream woke me.. I dreamed government was a criminal
organisation, a nightmare... but I woke up, and realized
government is a criminal organisation..... asleep or awake, the
nightmare is the same.... its a matter of vocabulary I think..

Polititian= Conman
police=enforcer
Tax collector=thief
military=hired thugs/mercenaries

if I think about the news, whats the one thing all the names have in
common? corruption, lying, killing, stealing etc.... the bible is
right..

Instinctual Liars, Killers, & thieves..... Thats where the best of
them go.... the best worst....

And the truth shall set you free...

and maybe if you are good, some aliens will come help you....

"The universe is ruled, by letting things take their course." (Tao)

Revolution is a rat hunt......

and new rats come running in, as soon as its over, or slightly before..

humanity is inheriently dishonest... some more than others... the
more honest stay home, the less honest go to the cities... the worst
go to the capitol....

you know its bad, when you need an alien invasion....

So the aliens are going to let us figure it out the hard way..
They'll come in and do a mop up...

Governments are criminal organizations with nukes playing intimidation
games.. how long do you suppose it is until Mafia A gets pissed and
nukes Mafia B? and then C & D get into it.....
then E & F....

where does that leave you?

yup! big alien experiment... We are the lab rats... End goal is
honest rats... An oxymoron.....

the news? might as well be called the corruption reports....

one line I discovered in Enoch was that the honest folk dont need to
hide on judgement day... that was good news... get out your lawn
chair and binoculars...

have some lemonaid made up?

I might want a foxhole just in case...

one mystery to me, is the mega quake, what causes it...? could be
one of several things... Enoch seems to read that its bad enough to
melt the hills and mountains, i.e. a shake down... and my second
question, is when does it come? before, during, or after...

later.. Spent time looking at UFO fotos, aliens, etc... plenty of
fakes.. plenty of who knows?

I notice the ufos of the 50's look like the imagination of people
from the era.. modern versions look more modern.... maybe future
UFOs will look even better? As the imaginations of hoaxters upgrades?

I wont miss dishonesty.....

some of the fakes are pretty good art....

but I also saw the Ica skulls in person, and saw something not
noticed so far, the most elongated were also dated oldest, and then
got less by generations, and eventually just normal capacity
deformed by the baby's head strapped to a board method... in other
words, they tried to be what they no longer were...

also have recently tried book downloads, nothing works on my fone,
likely combination of factors including total moron pushing the
buttons... I realy think the tech is dog barf.. too much shit,
too little that works well.. and people think its amazing? I think
people dont have a clue what it should be like...the internet and
computer tech reminds me of a city landfill.... web pages are the
worst... garbaged up....

if aliens are monitoring us, I pity them....

was listening to radio last night heard mention of autism, and they
mentioned repetitive behaviors... yup! I got that..... have to
constantly filter/edit what I write for repeated words and even
entire phrases... and all the conspiracy theorists talking
vaccines? well I lived in europe as a kid, military dependent, got
shots every year, still have WHO shotcards, I got incredible
numbers of vaccines.... and so seem to have lead the statistical
curve on autism....
Call it conspiracy if you want.... its like the skulls in Ica to me,
falls into the personal experience catagorie.......

One long term thought I've had is that the best people leave the
worst systems... like what I saw in the military.. It was a mix of
good and bad, but the bad was high numbers...

I heard yesterday that a guy I knew is now building a steel boat in
his yard... intelligent guy, guess he's figured out the Ocean Nation
mindset too?

I expect a real surge in boat building by owner/builder types...
basicaly reality sucks so bad on land due to all the human
improvements, that one is better off facing endless waves.... my
problems mentally at sea stemmed from having a destination, and
thinking I needed to get there....

If you want to learn the limits of your own sanity, try sailing
thru an area known for doldrums.... wind to a Sailor is the breath
of life.....

personally I think the best life possible now on this planet is to
live on a boat...

I've been thinking about simple crystal radios lately, and
suspect you could build one out of a boat hull and mast....
i.e. use aluminum mast as antenna, and metal hull with epoxy
paint in sea water as the capicitor, use a sacrificial zinc as
the ground, meaning it wouldnt take much, maybe a variable coil
and tuning capacitor, to make a fairly impressive passive reciever
out of the boat...
this might allow a simple enough radio to be easy to make corrosion
resistant...

thinking ocean nation, i.e. how to keep my short wave habit going
in a marine environment......

theres a big difference between a sail boat, and a ship with its
radio shack 7 decks from the water....


later, evening, raining, played around w/a new dating website,
free, still learning how it all works.... will take days....

I also carved a nice woooden spoon, turned out nice..... the guava
wood is so nice to carve.... I'm used to carving Cortesa, one of
the hardest woods on the planet... It makes Hickory seem soft...

the guava is like holly in texture... and you can hardly split a
short small block with a serious axe blow... thinking to maybe
try making a shield of it for sword fighting.....

also doing some thinking about clogs, or wooden shoes.... thinking
maybe to do some clogish sandals, still brainstorming ideas....
I've long figured wooden shoes to be something worth knowing for the
survivalist... I make leather shoes and boots by hand... clogs are
interesting in their simplicity, only need wood.... fairly easy
stuff to find most places I inhabit....

also its the non rubber shoe most likely to be waterproof...

morning, early, raining steadily, which isnt how it should be for
this time of year here, normal here was cracked dirt by mid
december...
This rain is like from a storm off the gulf of Cortez, when there
is a hurricance starting up.. I live right where the storms start
before their run north.. too close to the equator to start
spinning...

anyway, thinking this morning about this latest dating site, there
is blog capability, so I'm running thru my head blog scenarios... I
need to get my head processed on an angle to come at it..

I imagine I'll settle on just being honest.... most females wont like
that, because what I have to be honest about doesnt kiss their hind
ends as they are so accustomed to.... but I see finding a mate as a
fun hobby.... i.e. I enjoy the not finding part of mate finding just
fine... I dont "have" to have a mate... its a dichotomy pair set,
and what I lose, comes with positives I'm very used to....

i.e. i'm not threatened by being a loner....

we shall see.... there are millions of women... yesterday I did a
search, fairly decent /wide fields capabilities, and got several
thousand prospectives to pop up.... I figure as unusual as I am,
its likely better they come to me... I've noticed that what
generally shows up first, is scammers and fat ones... so its a
weeding process.... the blog would help filter out most of the
undesireables...

its like carving the wooden spoon; done by removing everything that
isnt a spoon....

I need to carve down the woman supply to ones that will work for me....

GrisBosque at;

passionsnetwork.com

if youre interested..

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Saturday, December 19, 2009

saturday 19th December 2009............

morning, just got food going....dog and self are munching on coconut.....

seem to be thinking this morning about the trip w/aliens, and us
being lab rats... kinda degrading, but I can live with it.....

always liked science experiments, never thought I'd be one for big
headed aliens.... being a worker for big headed management was bad
enough...

you know, the aliens might possibly know something, unlike most
human management...

just had a thought; what do you suppose aliens would think of humans
hacking up their crash site corpses? could be considered more than a
bit disrespectful.. would be like a dog chewing on human corpses..
they'd likely see it as a crude scientific religious cult, like
kids who tear things apart, that they cant possibly put back
together.. do you suppose the mothers of the dismembered and pickled
victims cry? from what I can understand, they are monitoring the
experiment quite closely... and being telepathic, monitoring down to
thoughts..... gee? mine are pretty good most of the time, but
sometimes no.......

I'd be interested in visiting the telepathic shrink who could
tune down the dark side a couple increments, to where it didnt
come up with bad shit... some of it is fairly bazaar to my sane
side....

one of my reoccurring thoughts this morning, is on the fact its
not one's own opinion of self that counts... its going to be the
opinion of some guys who are more than a bit strange... and they
already see us all as guilty, mostly just a matter of degrees between
slavering cannibals, and enlightened sentient beings... glad I
dont eat dolphins.... that would be extremely un sentient....

as would trashing the planet for excessive vanity...

I wonder what they have planned for people pretending to fix things,
while dreaming up scams to tax the dogshit out of the planet and let a
billion starve while they fatten their mistresses?

I guess throat cutting is like one size fits all..... doesnt matter
what the crime is, if thats the sentence, it solves the problem....

I wonder what it would be like to live in village humanity with all
the evil types genectics trimmed off? no advertisers, no salesmen,
no porno barons, bankers, politicians, profiteers, control freaks,
greedheads in general, no women who victimize men or vice versa....
gee! might be fairly pleasant.... wouldnt need many laws, nor
government, and there would be plenty of land, housing, resources
etc. without the speculators with their straws in the corpse of
common man...

might be worth trying for..... could be pretty nice knowing that
any woman you liked was a decent person... I've been having fun with
the online scammers, its entertaining to watch their games... guess
they havent figured out it only works really well on a guy once, and
after that its diminishing returns.... I'm doing kind of a personal
psych study, and its generally primitive, they really count on
your hormones doing most of the work for them.. they try to get you
emotionally involved.... this latest one writes beautiful long
letters with out a hint of anything I've written, i.e. she's got a
file of form letters.... but I tend to notice whats missing.... and
have called her on it, and basicaly had my suspicions proove out,
she's only scanning what I say... so I've been having fun....
twiddling with her head whilst she attempts to twiddle with mine..

its good practice for being married or in a relationship... letting
pretty women try to scam me out of money I dont have, sure is fun...
I might get really good at the game, so when I do have money &
woman, I can know all the ploys, and keep her stifled and out of
my wallet....

I saw one this morning, who's blurb about self was; I love to eat!

clicked the no box on that one... I know where it goes..

I've been cruising Indonesia, I like it.... been there, wouldnt mind
going back, its a bit different to wife shop there, the Muslim
women have their snorkle hoods on, so you see a little face
with some bright eyes, and you have to figure out the rest of them
from how fat their cheeks are, how popped out the eyeballs, and how
wide the sack is that they are hidden in...

some of them look like really nice people, made me think about US
military industrial complex liberating them from their culture with
depleted uranium cluster bombs....

I did read a couple passages in Enoch that seemed to suggest the
really bad types were going to get tortured with implements etc.
Glad I'm not an Elite type... other passages suggest varying degrees
of punishment.. decided on by the honest types... maybe if I get
to be on the good guy's team, I can ask for a few of the women who
have really screwed me over in my life for slaves.... that would
be a bad sentence.....

I'm not into abuse, but I could see rubbing noses in own shit.....
I've managed to forgive most of them, all water under the keel now,
and I just try to keep my own nose clean in relationships, karma
being what it is..... and now realizing its likely enhanced karma,
with aliens waiting in the wings to carry out the retribution.....

might be a bad Vignette for Bush, Cheny, Rumsfeldt, other
politicians, to be chained down, and have aliens tell them they
get tortured every day for an eternity or two, Guantanimo beyond the
twylight zone.......

we shall see.... all I can say, is I'm definitely into rethinking
myself these days.. its a good throat protector....

And getting my trip in order for root rock survival, with not much
chance of materialism making it far with me, has freed me up a bunch..

I'm also glad I've made the realizations I have... not alot of
time to spare I dont think....

anyway, food in 15 minutes....

I like to eat too, but its not the first thing on my agenda...

mostly I see it as trying to better self and kit from center outwards....

I've lived a fairly humble life, been screwed over plenty, also
plenty afflicted, often outcast, endured hardships long term...
and have managed it all like stormy seas, and still rowing, bailing,
and sailing as conditions permit...

if it got me lienancy for my errors, it would be enough......

anyway, today's fare is the skinned corn, with lentils and beans
mixed..... plenty of protien today.....

My buddy emailed me, got a deal on a deep sea rod and reel used...
he's been down scaling on the materialism, literally has lightened
his baggage many, many tons.... and now getting his kit together
to escape the technocult...

Imagine that eh? some guy who used to believe in retirements, now
believes in self sufficiency, mobility etc. as operating systems....

out of the big lie, one step at a time........

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Saturday 19th December 2009........

morning, 2:am, slept OK, now waking up...

Thinking about Aliens, was searching more, found mostly stuff that
could have been natural, could have been indiginious, or could have
been hoax.... did read quotes from astronauts.... if true no
surprise, and would fit in, but supposition and short out of
context quotes arent spilling many beans... Its like the usual
problems w/governments etc. secrecy is a cloak with many
daggers..... its the usual holy-er than thou human attitude, I get
it from my worker, I get it from people without educations, I get it
from people who assume their education or experience exceed mine,
its the human thing, definitely part and parcel of human
stupidity.... much better for one to assume a learning attitude,
than learn from an assuming one....

anyway, my local assumption is that Enoch, Bible, things carved in
rock, etc. are more likely real evidence than pie plates thrown into
the air...

I didnt come at this as a UFO buff, any more than I came at it as a
religious believer... I came at it as a moron twiddling with clues
across many areas...
A generalist busily synergizing out of mental boredom.. when one
takes up the habit of thinking, it becomes addictive, its like TV,
but without the drooling slack jaw effect..

anyway, little doubt in my mind whats been going on.. everything in
the bible points to the sky... gee? Thats strange for an ambient God?
'has an "up habit".....

after reading two, going on three translations of Enoch, I'm figuring
it out.. this latest translation is more king James-ish and less
clear...

but luckily I started with a modern english translation.... and no
doubt in my mind whats been going on... we've been being gardened....
planted, bred, weeded, and harvest time soon... Which fits Jesus's
analogies...

it all fits....

and considering Enoch pretty much lays it all out, the rest is
easy.... I'm not in to having my throat cut... has an unpleasant
sound... and if all the nut cases like religious fanatics, UFO
buffs, etc. are collectively correct, whilst busily bad mouthing
each other, I think it a good idea to actually do something with the
info.... say, like try to save my own butt and those of others....

I have no problem with being a good boyscout...

I like helping others, I like preparedness, I like crafts,
girlscouts, campouts, etc. so a little focus on honesty & integrity
likely isnt a bad idea either...

in fact I prefer it as a way of life.... I regret past not good
deeds, I hope to do better in the future....

Reverence? yeah got a tich of that.... blind faith no... eyes
opened faith yes....

am I sick of the sickness? You bet, as are many others... I hear
people on call ins daily making the same kinds of realisations....
the emerging consensus isnt a white laundry TV delusion...

basically where we are being led by the boob tube is farther along
the highway to hell... those stuffed shirt morons only know one
thing, more of the same... and we are getting close to time to get
the helmet & flak vest on and jump in the foxhole.... do I expect the
biggest greedheads on the planet to save me? now thats a good joke!
we have about 7 billion people who think a hundred thousand of the
worst of us, who have been instrumental in getting us literally
screwed, are going to fix things?

might as well tatoo the word stupid backwards on their foreheads.. so
they could get the idea everytime they did a vanity visit with the
mirror...

only person likely competant to save my bacon is me.... and I also
know the value of team work....

anyway, my advice is same as always... lighten baggage, get mobile,
prepare, get out of Babylon, etc.

Well my buddy finalalized his house sale.... now living in a
camper.... everything he owns is on wheels, except the sailboat,
and it's bobbing in the river...

no house payment, no property taxes, no bills, and within months
absolute zero debt......

fun part of story is management at the public utility has been
screwing with him for being vocal at meetings etc. trying to
intimidate him... but the bean counters are running without enough
crew to cut costs, and replacing him is hard, costly, and ugly...
and he let slip to management that he's totally mobile & near zero
debt.....

and his job is one of those where he can work anywhere there are
lightbulbs.. and run the whole show single handed while management
and consumers sleep in their beds.. and his qualifications are mind
boggling..

So his management is just figuring out that if they screw with him,
he doesnt have the usual leverage points.. its hard to threaten a
highly qualified guy who can get a job making six figures anywhere,
in the middle of the opening scenes of a depression...

point is; mobility has added benefits..... and being voluntarily &
happily homeless is an unexpected move..... most are hanging onto
houses by their fingernails.... which is hard on fingers.. better to
plan a way out of the bank loan trap...

to get screwed, you have to be normal......

anyway fun to watch, he's got the plan clicking along, and when
spring rolls around will be spending huge sum$ on stuff to finish off
the boat... more mobility.... Camper will eventually get sold,
rolling stock go south, boat too, and he'll be gardening in the
tropics while the rest of you are waiting in the soup line at Stalag
13, wondering when its your day to get parted out by the doctors, to
keep the rich alive longer.....

or you could become better boyscouts yourself...

all you need is a dry warm place to sleep and cook... a sunbrella
wall tent, a yurt, a camper, a house truck, a boat...... get the
baggage down, mobility up, and pull one plug at a time until you have
none left to pull......

should sound familiar to my readership if any.....

I spent awhile yesterday listening to short wave, and working on the
bowl I carved out.. got it sanded smooth inside.. it turned out
nice, makes me want to do another larger version... maybe one big
enough to eat out of, or a larger dough trough for making breads?
the Guava wood is nice carving, smooth, very hard to split, would
make good wood for clogs....

anyway, dawn in an hour.... going to practice on the guitar awhile,
and then at dawn hike to the garden, where I get sigs for my phone,
and post this...

I hope you are thinking.... I hope you grok the Enoch/aliens
connection... read it for yourself....

its bazaar I know... but it all makes sense.....

also google: Abduction on North Canol road.

and you decide if the guy's hands are a dropped clue to connect
aliens with the bible.....

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