seem to be thinking this morning about the trip w/aliens, and us
being lab rats... kinda degrading, but I can live with it.....
always liked science experiments, never thought I'd be one for big
headed aliens.... being a worker for big headed management was bad
enough...
you know, the aliens might possibly know something, unlike most
human management...
just had a thought; what do you suppose aliens would think of humans
hacking up their crash site corpses? could be considered more than a
bit disrespectful.. would be like a dog chewing on human corpses..
they'd likely see it as a crude scientific religious cult, like
kids who tear things apart, that they cant possibly put back
together.. do you suppose the mothers of the dismembered and pickled
victims cry? from what I can understand, they are monitoring the
experiment quite closely... and being telepathic, monitoring down to
thoughts..... gee? mine are pretty good most of the time, but
sometimes no.......
I'd be interested in visiting the telepathic shrink who could
tune down the dark side a couple increments, to where it didnt
come up with bad shit... some of it is fairly bazaar to my sane
side....
one of my reoccurring thoughts this morning, is on the fact its
not one's own opinion of self that counts... its going to be the
opinion of some guys who are more than a bit strange... and they
already see us all as guilty, mostly just a matter of degrees between
slavering cannibals, and enlightened sentient beings... glad I
dont eat dolphins.... that would be extremely un sentient....
as would trashing the planet for excessive vanity...
I wonder what they have planned for people pretending to fix things,
while dreaming up scams to tax the dogshit out of the planet and let a
billion starve while they fatten their mistresses?
I guess throat cutting is like one size fits all..... doesnt matter
what the crime is, if thats the sentence, it solves the problem....
I wonder what it would be like to live in village humanity with all
the evil types genectics trimmed off? no advertisers, no salesmen,
no porno barons, bankers, politicians, profiteers, control freaks,
greedheads in general, no women who victimize men or vice versa....
gee! might be fairly pleasant.... wouldnt need many laws, nor
government, and there would be plenty of land, housing, resources
etc. without the speculators with their straws in the corpse of
common man...
might be worth trying for..... could be pretty nice knowing that
any woman you liked was a decent person... I've been having fun with
the online scammers, its entertaining to watch their games... guess
they havent figured out it only works really well on a guy once, and
after that its diminishing returns.... I'm doing kind of a personal
psych study, and its generally primitive, they really count on
your hormones doing most of the work for them.. they try to get you
emotionally involved.... this latest one writes beautiful long
letters with out a hint of anything I've written, i.e. she's got a
file of form letters.... but I tend to notice whats missing.... and
have called her on it, and basicaly had my suspicions proove out,
she's only scanning what I say... so I've been having fun....
twiddling with her head whilst she attempts to twiddle with mine..
its good practice for being married or in a relationship... letting
pretty women try to scam me out of money I dont have, sure is fun...
I might get really good at the game, so when I do have money &
woman, I can know all the ploys, and keep her stifled and out of
my wallet....
I saw one this morning, who's blurb about self was; I love to eat!
clicked the no box on that one... I know where it goes..
I've been cruising Indonesia, I like it.... been there, wouldnt mind
going back, its a bit different to wife shop there, the Muslim
women have their snorkle hoods on, so you see a little face
with some bright eyes, and you have to figure out the rest of them
from how fat their cheeks are, how popped out the eyeballs, and how
wide the sack is that they are hidden in...
some of them look like really nice people, made me think about US
military industrial complex liberating them from their culture with
depleted uranium cluster bombs....
I did read a couple passages in Enoch that seemed to suggest the
really bad types were going to get tortured with implements etc.
Glad I'm not an Elite type... other passages suggest varying degrees
of punishment.. decided on by the honest types... maybe if I get
to be on the good guy's team, I can ask for a few of the women who
have really screwed me over in my life for slaves.... that would
be a bad sentence.....
I'm not into abuse, but I could see rubbing noses in own shit.....
I've managed to forgive most of them, all water under the keel now,
and I just try to keep my own nose clean in relationships, karma
being what it is..... and now realizing its likely enhanced karma,
with aliens waiting in the wings to carry out the retribution.....
might be a bad Vignette for Bush, Cheny, Rumsfeldt, other
politicians, to be chained down, and have aliens tell them they
get tortured every day for an eternity or two, Guantanimo beyond the
twylight zone.......
we shall see.... all I can say, is I'm definitely into rethinking
myself these days.. its a good throat protector....
And getting my trip in order for root rock survival, with not much
chance of materialism making it far with me, has freed me up a bunch..
I'm also glad I've made the realizations I have... not alot of
time to spare I dont think....
anyway, food in 15 minutes....
I like to eat too, but its not the first thing on my agenda...
mostly I see it as trying to better self and kit from center outwards....
I've lived a fairly humble life, been screwed over plenty, also
plenty afflicted, often outcast, endured hardships long term...
and have managed it all like stormy seas, and still rowing, bailing,
and sailing as conditions permit...
if it got me lienancy for my errors, it would be enough......
anyway, today's fare is the skinned corn, with lentils and beans
mixed..... plenty of protien today.....
My buddy emailed me, got a deal on a deep sea rod and reel used...
he's been down scaling on the materialism, literally has lightened
his baggage many, many tons.... and now getting his kit together
to escape the technocult...
Imagine that eh? some guy who used to believe in retirements, now
believes in self sufficiency, mobility etc. as operating systems....
out of the big lie, one step at a time........
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